my brain has been full of vanessa for the past few days, and that other vanessa x reader drabble has gotten me into an angsty mood (in a good way of course !) ,, so uhh the lyric prompt is “please hurry leave me, i can’t breathe, please don’t say you love me.”
congrats on 100 btw ! <33
I can’t breathe.
Character: Vanessa x Reader
Lyric: “Please hurry leave me, i can’t breathe. Please don’t say you love me.”
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Killings, angst, a lot of hurt and no comfort yall
A/N: This is going under the assumption that Vanessa is Vanny!! I hope you enjoy, and thank you!
You couldn’t help but look into the disappearances of children in your area. It was all so odd. But then certain ties connected, and your only suspect you had was.. Your lover? How could it be?
You managed to surprise Vanessa at work, having brought her a phone charger in the late hours of the night since she forgot hers and didn’t have one at work. You hadn’t seen the text till an hour later, but you’d still brought the charger. Vanessa had given you access into the staff entrances for situations like you bringing her charging cable, but she miscalculated when you’d be coming.
That was when you caught Vanessa, better known as Vanny, in the act of her crimes. You were horrified. You stood in pure shock and terror. What if you’d be her next victim because you saw her?
When she saw you she couldn’t help but panic, but since it was you she cautiously revealed herself to you. You knew it. Some things hadn’t added up until now. Oh, how your stomach churned with fear and regret.
“How could you?” Was all you could muster, bringing a hand up to cover your mouth. Your knees buckled with fear and you fell to your knees, terrified to look at her at this point. You knew you’d likely be next.
But that was far from the truth, she’d never hurt you. Not purposefully, at least. But now she’d caused an irreversible pain to spring forth in you. She didn’t know what to do, still hesitant to do much. She didn’t want to hurt you more. With a sigh, she brought herself to your level, cautiously reaching out to hold you.
It was really when you flinched away was it that she realised what she’d done. She advised that you leave and go home. But she made sure to warn you not to breathe a word to anymore. You feared what would happen to you if you did, so you did as she said and waited until she arrived home to even try and talk about it.
Vanessa could hear your cries as she returned home, anxious enough herself. She didn’t want to lose you, but she had already messed that up for herself. When you saw her you tried to keep your cries quiet, but it failed desperately. She tried to make it up to you, to explain how much she loved you and how sorry she was.
“Please, hurry leave me.” You sobbed, “I can’t breathe. Please don’t say you love me.” You were hurt. It’s not like she cheated or anything like that, she killed someone. How could she do that and act like she’d made a minor mistake.
At least she respected your wishes, and she left. And with a heavy heart you ended the ties of your relationship. Or, as far as you know you did. She still keeps an eye on you. Even if you’re not together, you definitely will not be getting hurt. She would not allow it.
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