#i just want to express how i feel lately hsdjgdfgdfh

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i know i probably made a post like this before but its just !!! im so happy!! im experiencing selfshipping how i really wanted to experience it!! filled with so much love for my f/os and in general get so excited to see them !!

its just so nice !! and i get to make myself squeal or fluster over thinking cute things to do with them aaaaaaa ^_^ .... its just a very nice feeling.....

im really happy ... these two mean so much to me waaaaaaaaah..... i feel sometimes bad cause my friend hears me gush about them both all the time ^^;; but its just so nice !! and gosh .....

its so strange making silly selfship things (like text posts or silly things i guess) because i never fully done that without feeling strange or weird upon doing so...... and honestly?? that feeling isnt even there with them!! its so ?? nice?? i know i keep saying that i just dont know how to express or describe it ...

im just so happy and so smiley ..... i can finally experience something that means so much to me again & without second guessing myself so much <3

#eee sorry for this post??? #i just want to express how i feel lately hsdjgdfgdfh #i think its mostly cause im just sort of thinking this is for me and no one else ??? #that its just been helping and making me super happy !!! #last year was such a horrible year for me... the only good thing that happened was i think in december #OH and in october <3 #so...... this means a lot and makes me so happy..... #its just overall so comforting >_< #aaaa sorry !!!! rambling in the tags #+ sorry for the long post i just talk i guess........ #<- ok one more thing sorry #i thiiiiiiink it could also be the fact im embracing myself more and more instead of hiding inside a shell...... #still nervous and socially anxious but im trying to be happy for me :] #OK SORRY NOW IM DONE EHJEKFHJDFG #ashley talks