#i hope you'll have it if a spn revival comes to life

[youchangedmedestiel]

Here's a little awful thought

Dean prefers not having Cas at all than having him and then losing him.

That's why Dean never told Cas about his feelings for him. And he was right because as soon Cas did, Dean lost him.

(Might put that first sentence in one of my fics one day).

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #spn 15x18 #Despair #like dean thought he'll die during a hunt #he thought he'll lose cas as soon as he'll have him #and he was right for both #he died on that fucking rusty nail during a vampire hunt #and he lost cas seconds after he had him #it's tragic #destiel is a fucking tragic love story #dean's story is tragic #because he deserved better #so much better #dean i'm so sorry for you #you deserve everything #you deserve love #i hope you'll have it if a spn revival comes to life #i love dean winchester so much #my random thoughts about destiel