#i have to be either sugar free or plant sugars exclusivey i.e. agave or maple syrup or honey or fruit

[yearofthefishes]

bad tummy time

#ogh #warbles #grey took me to my favorite dispensary and i got a mostly cbd cart and thank fucking god #i need cannabis i dont feel like i can live without it #it helps so much #i was using really high thc carts and they made me kinda sick and fucked me up #this one has really low thc so i feel a lot better and its a lot more pleasant #but ive felt super sick today regardless :( #could be from ptsd and trauma/flashbacks or from too much sugar yesterday and a messed up schedule plus not enough good fresh good #food #had a lemonade that had processed sugar which i never ever do and just instantly lost everything in my gut 😞 #my system cant manage processed sugar At All #i have to be either sugar free or plant sugars exclusivey i.e. agave or maple syrup or honey or fruit #no monk fruit though #bluh #processed cane sugar is the fucking worst thing for my entire system #almosy worse than dairy #just makes me so so so so so sicj