#i have a recording i'm so proud

[thekintsugikids]

so much for (tour) dust, the healing tour of all time

#it’s fine like whatever #it doesn’t even affect me #im totally absolutely completely chill about it!! #and i had to cut it out but after they played cfc pete made a point of saying “andy hurley's been dying to play that one” #and he seemed so happy after they played 27 the first time and pavlove the other night #just like....the fact that patrick seemingly had himself thoroughly convinced that the rest of the band hated the record #or they weren't proud of it or didn't really like how it came out #or that he “pushed them too far in a direction they didn't want to go” #but they clearly love the album and wanted to play it and have it be appreciated by the audience just like he did #whatever!! #it's fine!! i'm FINE!!!!! #and thinking about the fact that there was a chorus of people yelling for pavlove when pete said they were gonna play the Holy Grail #im gonna be SICK #also there’s one clip that’s not tourdust …. it’s from when they played headfirst slide the first time in the uk this year #but idc same energy same vibes same ✨healing✨ #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #so much for (tour) dust #tourdust

[veone]

▪️if you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask someone else first.

#i'm finnally happy with this specific era of baby nick i think he may have started t already maybe been on for a couple of months he's havin #fun with acne again he is dying inside but happy #he's like 19 here and still lives at home he's in school trying to do something #stefans dragging him to the autoshop with him to work and he's slowly coming to the conclusion he hates this #he liked it better when he was younger and was just goofing around with his dad but now he gotta work like what #plus he gotta hide that he smokes sdfghjk #he's been smoking since he was 14 he wanted a deeper voice okay! #stefan is aware and his just disappointed like child no #on the note of t! its lowkey filling stefan with so much joy cause nick looks so much like him he's proud for some weird reason like look a #mini me. all of his work freinds are geeked for em and its an adjustment because they new him so long but they poke fun at him and treat em #the rookie he is #on the record though nicks great with cars just its boring #Spotify #ts4 #simblr #sims 4 #nicolas ishida #my sims

[sysig]

Ohh I would love to request a redraw of one of your strangels sketches ♥♥♥ if it's not too much trouble hehe, thanks!

Day 19 - The privilege ✨

#Requestober #Vargas #Edgar #Scriabin #Depending on your time zone it still might not be tomorrow yet! It's tomorrow for me tho #I just had no energy today lol I could not get my brain to focus on drawing at all #All that fun data - here's more! #Anyway lol #This happens to be the first redraw-request! Nice #Also for the record Brusk did specify this drawing behind the scenes lol I didn't just pick a random one #Lots of Scriabin resting his head in Edgar's lap around these parts #This was actually a way more challenging redraw than the ones I've done in the past :0 #Since it's only been a few months - considerably less than half a year even! - my style hasn't developed much in the meantime #You'd think that would make it relatively easy to translate from paper to digital but no actually lol #Not me thriving on novelty and recent art is too familiar lol #It's good to know though ♪ #And I'm still rather proud of the original so I was half like ''What can I improve here'' - I did improve some stuff! So that's neat #Plus I got to do weird stuff like with Edgar's halo and Scriabin's horn and tail! Neat #And kind of finally drew his wings digitally! Ah! #Still definitely want to return to that when I have time to dedicate to them properly haha

[saltyloafy]

good to know that the ace attorney hyperfixation is alive and well as I turned on samurai on a mission to listen to during my lunch break and a primal uncontrollable squeak came out of me and my hands started flapping like I was trying to gain altitude

the pure happiness I feel after thinking abt kazuma asogi is proof in of itself that these lawyers still have my brain in a death grip and I couldn't be happier to know that

including these cats bc these kazumas specifically give me heart palpitations

#nothing is worse than the blank period between fixations #so I'm glad that I have not reached that point yet #I have been fixed on aa since may so we're running on month 6 here I'm so proud #closer to 5 if I round down tbh #mob still has the record for longest fixation period and I don't expect aa to top it but I still think it's interesting #I'm moving into my tgaa era rn #they put crack in kazuma asogi #my sweet catboy I wanna feed him soup #ace attorney #kazuma asougi #kazuma asogi #tgaa #dgs #autism #actually autistic

[magentagalaxies]

also idk why that last post reminded me of one of my favorite bellini fun facts which he shared in the podcast he co-hosted with scott back in like 2013 which is that he never played "rock, paper, scissors" until he was in his late 40s??? like he'd never learned how to and he was like "if i saw someone doing that i would leave a room. i don't need an extra thing to learn today" honestly king behaviour

#i love bellini sm i should listen to more of that podcast i never finished the last few episodes bc i got distracted #also very proud of the fact that i was able to track that podcast down bc both scott and paul were convinced it was just lost media #(which especially says something for paul bc he saves everything and he didn't have any recordings of it) #so as soon as i found it online paul had me send him the link so he could download all of it for his archive #tbh i talk a lot about how similar i am to scott or bruce but really i'm moreso following in the footsteps of bellini lmao #like between me being the apprentice ''scott-wrangler'' (bellini's unofficial title during the KITH tv show) #and me being very into archiving everything related to KITH (and just in general) #all i'm missing is my own version of the towel lmao #i of course know how to play rock paper scissors but also who am i kidding if i didn't this would 100% be jessamine behaviour #like i can think of multiple examples where there was a ''universal'' thing i never experienced which i then refused to learn anything abou #despite it being such a small petty issue lmao #i hope bellini is having a good day today he deserves it

[grollow]

personal under the cut

I've been without a job.

For almost a year.

I had one for like a month and it didn't work out.

Ive applied to over 500 jobs and I've gotten under 10 interviews. I'm so bad at them.

It's so hard and demoralizing to feel like there's something wrong with me. Like I'm too old to get a proper job, like my skills are too niche. Unattractive physically and I am female-presenting and I know that is getting counted against me because HR is awful.

I can't get past my depression to work on commissions properly (thank you to the people I owe them I swear I havent forgotten you, I'm closed for a reason) and I feel like I'm slowly drowning.

Genuinely I don't know what to do anymore. I try and try and try and it's just oppressive.

Lies face down on the floor.

#ashe rambles #i have a ko-fi but i'm too proud to really promote it or ask for donations #i dont want to sound like a beggar #people helped so much when i needed a laptop and i cant bring myself to ask a second time #but nothing is working out at all im trying so hard #ill be okay for the record i always am #im just struggling really bad mentally today is all

[akemi-snow]

It's them.

Don't let that serious face fool you. Izumo was the one who came up with whatever idea put them there. Kotetsu only made it worse.

I got the background from here but had to edit the heights bc my boys are smol

#izumo kamizuki #kotetsu hagane #koteizu #those two guys from naruto #naruto #see izumo was a good kid. Then Ko came in & corrupted him into childish mischief 24/7 since age 7 #now izumo uses his outstanding intelligence for stupid ass pranks that land them in jail at times #don't let that face fool u he regrets N O T H I N G. He's laughing inside. He just doesn't want it to be registered in his record #kotetsu doesn't care #see also how ko's id has no last name? it's not needed. It was stated in the mugshot before his. They're married #'and kotetsu' instead of his name bc every time EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN TIME izumo ends up in jail it's ALWAYS with Kotetsu #btw this is traced. I'm not an artist so I literally just put a layer on the original & traced lmao But I did do the rest & #I'm actually lowkey proud of it even though it looks like bad cgi made in ms paint 2003 LOL #but you have to understand i made it with a free online program with no art knowledge & with A MOUSE w/o mousepad LMAO #also i'm back. I was drowning in the abyss of university & depression. Now it's only depression. But Those Two Guys make it better #for someone that only draws for the memes i spend an awful 3+ hours anxiously palm-sweating before i can click 'post'

[i-rarely-wear-matching-socks]

for once I remembered to take some progress shots so have some minecraft spam.

#I VERY heavily referenced some builds so I DON'T lay claim to the style #I'm just out here having fun on this silly little skyblock okay #minecraft #modded minecraft #suffering the 'put a build over something else without a size reference' #granted the something else is not hard at all to tear down I'm just being lazy #oh wrong blog again oh well #here have some main blog minecraft spam lol #for the record #despite it being modded I have handplaced most of the main island #I'm p proud of how thats coming out

[nettlestingsoup]

am i likely to meet my target of completing the red thread au by the end of march? no. is it still remarkably close to being finished given the state it was in in december? yes.

#i'm so proud of myself haha #i have PUSHED and it has PAID OFF #we're on almost 57k #i'm almost done with what i have so far #then i just have to write the ending and do final edits #so april i want to say #i'm happy with that given my track record #i am not a fast writer #stray kids fic #ao3 author #seungjin #becoming human with you #red thread au

[hydrachea]

Today on Genshin: after I don't know how much resin, the artifact strongbox finally decided I deserved mercy. Zhongli's build is now complete.

Also today on Genshin: baby's first abyss clear 🎉

#after a whole year i finally managed to clear it #two stars but i couldn't care less #it's a learning process always #but oh man i'm proud i managed to just clear it #getting stars at all is a nice bonus #thank you zhongli you were absolutely vital in keeping my dear hu tao alive #i didn't change his build to his full shield one and had the one above - the burst support build #i'm honestly amazed it worked as well as it did #i keep thinking 'surely zhongli can't be THAT good' and sure enough he always turns out to in fact be that good #genshin #ray's records #i took tomorrow off so what could have been a better little treat than attempting to run floor 12 again with my newly built grandpa #his build isn't PERFECT yet but it's at a point where i can leave it and finally move on to the other neglected 70% of my roster #bennett your turn is coming up i swear

[fantasticalleigh]

there is nothing more humbling than putting everything into the things you make and then having it amount to nothing each time. no matter how hard i try none of it matters. but at the same time it's kind of freeing and allows me to be more cavalier about the next thing. ¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯

#i have to remember i do it for ME and nobody else. and it helps me. and that should be all that matters. #leigh speaks #i practically killed myself working on my senior body of work for an exhibition for 2 years #and then covid came and it didn't happen and the prospective buyers i'd been talking to went silent #even my own family didn't care so i stuffed all the art in a storage bin and i hate looking at it #sometimes i think about just not doing art of any kind anymore but i think i would literally implode without it so guess not #this has been on my mind since 2020 tbh and obvs my dumb little art show is not more important than the pandemic #but that was so important to me and i never got that closure. i'm allowed to be sad and bitter #sorry you got sad emo leigh today :( maybe i just need to take a social media break for a while i'm just tired of everything #for the record i am PROUD of everything i make #i will never be ashamed of any of it #but it sucks when you try and share that with the world and all you get is confirmation that once again it doesn't matter

[bonestrouslingbones]

i will forever stand by what i said about aus being super cool and awesome for everything they've done for the creativity of the fandom and allll that and therefore i am stronger and know better than to mindlessly cringe at people simply having harmless fun

however my roommate cannot be sending me these things

#that is a hazbin hotel song. for the record #posting on the secret blog bc i'm definitely being a dick here and i don't wanna actually shit on this person i dont know #im sure they had a lot of fun making that and are super proud of it ! good for them in fact #i will acknowledge that it is not for me and it doesnt have to be and that is why i very much do not seek it out on my own #so yeah all that said if i never see it again i will be just fine with that i think

[vampiressmoney]

The way I can barely eat my ice cream cus I'm watching James in a hoodie, looking extra tall, reference the end of an ex-gf relationship, then ask Lars when "What's her name" ended by drawing the letter K on his hand for a hint and Lars says "June '92."

#James Hetfield #Ice Cream #why must he be so tall #I think he farted but I'm not positive #That's fine #man things #Did he and Lars sit around and talk about his girl problems #I would like recordings of those conversations #I kind of miss him being salty #salty sweet James #Lars just cleared his throat and it was weirdly hot #this lady interviewer's voice is hot and if I had her voice I would have charged money to talk to me on a 900 number #Kirk asking if the cockhead was James's work and James looking so proud #He should change the lyrics to And Now You Don't Matter #Girl bye

[sibelin]

i'm so so so so tired

#i'm booting up the synth because i'm finally going to see my friend in july #so we can talk abt that little music project we want to make #but i have to....actually record something #(+ i've resisted the urge to post a selfie for the 1005820th time here everyone should be proud)

[wiseatom]

opened my laptop to find the rain fight scene paused btw.

#me @ 3 days ago me: who hurt you .... #so real of me tho. #love the way tht work has issued me a laptop and all i'm using it for is to write gay fanfiction n watch sad gay little scenes #me patting the cover like 'you can fit so much big sad wet pathetic will byers eyes in here' #(i would also like it on record that this is the second laptop work has issued me that i have done this with.) #(the only difference is the one i had for 3 months during my program was an old gal and this one is BRAND NEW) #(they said 'we see you write fanfiction on these. would you like something nicer?' and i said 'yes please!') #i jus know will would be proud ofme n that's all that matters

[arctic-hands]

Someone else on one of my genealogical groups asked for how to access records on the Service du travail obligatoire, France's slave labor program to Nazi Germany. I've been looking for online access to those records for years since I found my great-grandparents in the Arolsen Archive as forced laborers in Munich. I can't help this person because I still haven't found that resource so I'm throwing it out here, anyone know where I and this other person (whom I am presuming is also American) can find records or other resources?

#France #Vichy France #French history #World War II #WWII #service du travail obligatoire #forced labor #WWII military fetishists will be blocked #still rambling about ancestry #I still have no idea what g-grandparents did to piss off the Nazis but I'm proud of them for doing it #*he* may have been part of the Service but *she* is recorded as being in Munich as slave labor the year before that went into effect #g-grandfather may have been part Roma too #and I've been told by others in these groups that French Roma/Romani often skipped the camps and went straight to slave labor #if he was part Roma it might be why his mother took him as a toddler and fled fascist Italy #mussolini also forced the expulsion of Roma out of Italy and into neighboring countries so that also could be how they ended up in France #if the Roma theory is accurate anyway #if he was then based on my DNA results and GEDmatch interpretations then he and his mother weren't fully Roma #but it's not like fascists would have cared and taken that into consideration #nazis tw #my great grandparents remain a mystery to me and my great-great grandparents even moreso