#i graduated like 3 months ago

[haruniki]

content coming soon, im trying to keep everything neat and nice looking

like keeping fabdoms together so that way it's not just like hsr csm then another hsr post y'know?

like make consecutive post abt fandoms then transition into a diff fandom for a couple of post if that makes sense

#i have a makima rq in my inbox rn #just trying to think of more csm stuff #my most recent makima rq is doing amazing rn tho #also i start college in like a couple of weeks????? #im scared😨 #im so tired of school #i graduated like 3 months ago #i need a longer break than this

[favoure]

heyyy <3

#desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #hermitcraft #mcyt #favourarts #mcyt fanart #hermitcraft s7 #ok to tag as ship #DREW THIS IN AN AGGIE A MONTH AGO . N LEFT IT UNFINISHED #SUDDENLY GOT POSSESSED N WORKED ON IT TODAY N YESTERDAY #NOW ITS DONE !!!!!!!! #im still very much insane over them btw #just found it hard 2 draw for like a few months <//3 #maybe bc it was the last few months of high school n i was GRADUATING #n got busy w ENROLLING #oh but like yk its not a big deal /s JHSKFJSFDSJDF #anyways hope u enjoy ^_^ hope that my love for these two is still apparent in this drawing even tho its been 3 months ^_^

[lynaferns]

My old glasses are really worn out, my eyesigh got worse and I'm still using the old graduation. I don't like how I look with them anymore either so it is time to change them (also because I can get a blue filter in the glasses to protect the eyes form screens light and I really need that, and this store has a 2x1 offer so I'll have an extra pair half the price just in case :3c)

The two girls working at the store were really nice and tried their best to help me :')

I spend an hour yesterday trying on glasses... I found two models that I liked right at the end. I just. really. hope. I don't regret my choice when the glasses are done and I try them on again.

#doodles #lyna stuff #I hate trying on new glasses because I can't see myself clearly while I try them on (because the glasses at exposition aren't graduated duh #so I have to half imagine how I'm going to look like when they are graduated and how it's going to deform my eyes ʘ‿ʘ #I have an abandoned pair of glasses that I never used because I couldn't see with them #they were too big for my head and looked weird on me. I tried to adjust how they sat on my face and ears but nothing worked #I told my parents. send them back to the store and get them redone #got the new ones back again. still too big and seing bad #they keep telling me to try them for a week or so and then decide. I keep telling them that I couldn't use them #it's been 3 years and only a few months ago my mother realized that I was still wearing the old ones

[suntails]

finally. i finally only have one job. hopefully time to catch up on longass fics i had to skip for later. time to sleep. time to dissolve into dust for a little snork mimi. time to read the last of my doujin

#hush catriona #glaring at the hollow moon tab thats been there for like. a month. i will read that 40k fic if it kills me #glares at the gen fic i rec’d a while ago. i WILL catch up on the 6 chapters i fell behind on. its only like…60k words #glares at the 3 dj i didnt finish. soon. get fuckign ready #not actively planning to draw yet bc i rly wanna take it easy for a min first #ive been nonstop working since i graduated high school and this is my first time working less than 20hr/week since. just finished my 65/week #grindset. i did 80 per like 6 months ago. im so fucking tired #honk shoooooooo ty tumblr for being the best of my socials i love u guys

[e77y]

My mom finally helped me clean out my hoarder car lol :’) Embarrassing but she was so sympathetic and sweet and helpful waaa. Happy Mother’s Day to my mom ☝️‼️💪

#not exaggerating when I say hoarder car btw. hoarding runs in our family on her side. fun (<- sarcasm) #🥲🥲 #I still had everything from my community college graduation in there (which was over a year ago yikes) #and some high school stuff too 😭 my yearbook #so many faded shirts and receipts that were completely yellow and blank from being in the sun ugh #finally brought in some cute clothes that I bought months ago haha #also like. gross stuff. glad to have it sorted and I finally put in the car organizer she got me for Christmas :’D #wackyposting #it counts right.??? #anyway all this to say I love my mom she is so awesome #:D <3 #I made her a beaded necklace of her favorite cartoon character :) it was painstaking lmaooo but I think she will like it! #we both love fun jewelry ^_^ #hope you are all having a great day :3

[sochilll]

Job finally gave me a tuition check *Freddie throwing his hands up in victory dot gif*

#they have a program where they will pay my tuition if it’s like related to my job #and then I just have to commit to working here for 3 years after I graduate OR pay it back #which like whatever I hate change anyway AND now they aren’t gonna cut me for budget reasons cause then I don’t have to pay them back 🥰 #anyway I submitted my fall tuition form like a month ago and just….. never heard anything #and then today my coworker was like ‘you have mail at the school. big check. I wasn’t looking’ 😎😎😎 #money time babey!!!

[appie00]

Omfg I start college tomorrow

#Time flies so fucking fast wth #it felt like yesterday i graduated hs #But no it was 3 months ago #oh boy oh boy oh boy #me rambling

[non-un-topo]

Really wanting to draw but suffering the Health Issues so badly this summer. I just feel sad.

#i might be feeling a bit of self-pity sdfgfds #i want to finish a few drawings (that i was supposed to finish literally..... 3 months ago? i don't know ;_;) and then idk #genuinely why can't i draw anymore? is art block supposed to last several months? is it all to do with my pain and fatigue? #well the constant pain + fatigue + brain fog every single day just makes me want to do nothing forever. like it makes me want to quit. #just gotta tell myself that this time next year i'll be able to graduate. then idk.

[that-was-anticlimactic]

studying for the praxis tests makes me want to. sob.

#no one ever told me what was on either of them #literally no one at my college gave us any guidance whatsoever #i didn't even know which ones i had to take until like a month ago #and it costs MONEY #LIKE $300 FOR BOTH WHICH IK ISN'T THAT BAD COMPARED TO OTHER MAJORS WITH TESTS BUT STILL #I AM A BROKE COLLEGE STUDENT WAIT NO A BROKEN COLLEGE GRADUATE #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i am. scared:) #looking at the ed practice sets and i never learned like 3/4 of this #want cry

[thewanderingace]

Job hunting is the worst. I want to die.

And it's not just the fact that everything I've applied to I've either just been ignored or I get the "you're resume is great! But we don't want you!" email. It's the fact that there's no jobs to fucking apply for that aren't customer service/fast food which I'm "overqualified" for (and very much do not want anyway) or high up director positions that I am very much not qualified for and would hate.

Why can't I find a single job somewhere in the middle. All I want is a stupid part office job somewhere. Admin, receptionist, data entry, sit in front of a computer all day kind of work. But that apparently doesn't exist where I live. I've basically given up on finding a job in my actual fucking field where I can use my stupid expensive degrees. Now I'm just trying to find something that I wont want to kill myself at where I'm not in front of customers 24/7. Been there. Done that. I never want to go back to cashiering and being yelled at all day. That's why I left my last job. It fucking broke me and I'm still recovery from it mentally.

BUT I CAN'T FIND ANYTHING!!!!!

Anyway I'm super depressed and discouraged and the job market can eat my ass.

#also why do i find the really good job postings months later #like this one job was posted for a place i want to work at over 40 days ago and I never saw it #how do people do this #how do people find jobs #this is impossible and i want to die #just kill me please #god bless my mom for continuing to let me mooch off of her while i look endlessly #and fuck covid for desimating my career field before i even got started #graduated with my masters in jan 2020 ✌ #i have spend the next 3 years completley broke unemployed and unable to find a job #turning 30 soon with fuck all to show for it #i hate this so much #i don't know what to do #i try to sell my crochet stuff to make cash here and there #but thats not my end goal plan #and crochet work takes time to make #but hey if your in the us and want to buy a crocheted stuffy let me know #if i can find a pattern i can make it for you #anyway......im broke and depressed #gonna try to sleep now #ignore me #personal #delete later #stephs stuff

[10-dutchies-12-bicycles]

good news: LIFE IS LOOKING UP!!!!!!

bad news: tore my pants today :/ per my last count i think this means i have two whole pairs of intact jeans left.... sigh

#i need to learn how to mend shit..... god a few decades ago youd just learn that at school and now nobody does... so annoying fr #ANYWAY I AM LIVING MY DREAMS (flax f.ibers for s.pinning arrived >:3) oh and also still riding the high of ptsd treatment and adhd coaching #YES PTSD TREATMENT WAS LIKE 2 YEARS AGO NO I WILL /NOT/ STOP RIDING THE HIGH OF IT IN THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE!!!!!!!! #mine #adhd coaching ALSO FUCKING /SLAPPED/ THE PAST FEW MONTHS!!!!!!! #also guess which bitch is finally working towards graduating ITS THIS BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS MEEEEEEE

[isatoru]

guess who entered their 20’s arc . smirks here’s a pic of me from friday <3 (don’t rb or save ill annihilate u)

HAHA GET PRANKED SUCKAAAA ur so gullible and 4 what . u fall for this every time literally stand UP (/lh ily sorry the only way u will ever see me is if we’re mutuals and u ask to see my sharingan pic. smirks)

#ONE MORE YEAR UNTIL THE REAL PARTY STARTS 😏 #<- i don’t even drink or anything. But hey it’s cool that i will have the option to or something LMFAO #life is just beginning shartyyyy new things r coming and 20 is simply a new page to turn!! #i was. scared for this day for some reason like a couple of months ago but now it feels good actually. im finally done with 19 LMFAOO #here’s 2 a better year inshallah bro lmao #ive grown so SO much in the past year after graduating and it’s insane and im.. really proud of myself TvT <3 #this year was so tough bruh like damn sdjkf but u always come out stronger after a few hardships if u will . so HECK YAHH ig #IM READY TO GO WILD (rot away still probably on most days but way cooler . and jacked . smirks) #also if u read this far SORRY FOR PRANKING U i will never show my face here. but if we’re moots u can def ask to see my sharingan pic #and im being fr like u can see my face it’s just me with my kaka.shi sharingan like fr no pranks #😏 #this is UR CHANCE TO SEE IT. GOGOGO ASK. ASK TO SEE MY SHARINGAN PIC

[did-you-fall-for-a-shooting-star]

I hate having no one to do anything with

#screaming.to.the.gods #ive been doing MUCH better since I essentially lost most of my old high school friends a few months ago #but now I have like 3 friends #2 of which live like 2-3 hours away now that they’ve graduated #so that leaves me 1 person here at home #and Ive been having a great time hanging out with him and tbh our relationship is going somewhere (not sure where but somewhere) #but we both work weird schedules and I dont want to annoy him too much #and also apparently I have a fear of rejection now thanks to losing so many people at once who had been constants in my life for so long #so maybe I should probably go to therapy #but am i going to? #No #i dont think i have the mental capacity to explain my whole life story to someone right now

[astrxealis]

i love the term omnisexual/omniromantic bcs it feels like god

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #omnisexual = omniscient = omnipotence #and those two latter terms remind me of orv and then gbf respectively LMFAO obviously so for the first but for the second #it is very specific to a certain guy ^_^ more like a song ..... but yeah ^_^ #hiii i'm alive btw LMFAO life has been fun. altho i have not been taking care of mysef much and i am a mess. whoops. #i love my friends tho and it is all okay..... :3 life goes on and so do we! memento mori! #i'm scared to graduate tbh sigh only a few months more but i am so attached to my teachers and classmates and friends ... anyway. #last field trip in my school and in hs was just a few days ago !!!!! crazy. #i'm not going to ramble here even if i do miss rambling abt random stuff and also my interests for reasons #but uhhh my friends say i am pogi a lot ... <3 i agree HELP LMFAO but nah fr it makes me rlly happy and giddy :333 #i mean there was also them calling me a fuckboy bcs look. all of us wearing our pe school uniforms. #but i wore my browngrey hoodie the whole time (found out later in the field trip i could not take it offeven if i wanted to for embarrassin #reasons i blame my forgetfullnes for) so uh yeah. my hoodie BUT ALSO my headphones #both of which none of them have seen me w actually which is funny. but abyway at some point i wore my headphones and hoodie over my head #+ a cap my friend lent me for the sole purpose of taking pictures of me wearing them (they wanted me to... all of them...) bcs i looked like #a player. funnily enough i took a lot of pics w my friends too and you have me and them like. Soft Launch pics. im two-timing.......... #player fr LMFAO ANYWAY RIGHT :3 #idk. confidence ig and loving yourself and also mu haircut in 2022 went a longlonglong way #short hair >>>> for me !!!!!!! also im probably a tad bit in asian beauty standards but in a cute way so rip #also idk i just. love myself LMFAO #i nerded out sm actually bcs one of the 3 places we went to was an art museum #which we went to b4 for another field trip so at first i was not excited but KABOOM. yeah. #so theres me playfully flirting w friends (cue in me being a 'player' too) #but also seeing a statue of narcissus but by an actual bond and also another named psycopompus uh i forgor how to spell #but a statue of one of those but Artsy and i basically rambled to my friend abt it and my fav teacher was there and asked me abt it AGGGGHHh #so yeah :3 bye <3 take care loveu all !!!!! #im not omnibbtw. i used to go hy that but isk i just go by pan or queer now. #party tho ngl bcs omni is less used and also harder to explain... so ya

[kyaruun]

seriously considering starting to take commissions so i can save up some money and move out TT

#kuu.txt #i really don't have that many markeateable? skills do i #i can't find a job and i'm not studying right now so i. mm. i'm seen as some sort of parasyte #i keep hearing that i either bring some money home or i find another place to move out and it's. it's a bit tiring #i graduated like 3 months ago and my health is really not good so what do i doooo #i swear to god i'm half a step from taking writing comms art comms and like. are programming comms a thing #i will code anything please TT i can make custom apps even. learning webdev too #will code an entire game if necessary. anything for my portfolio ><

[andrewmnyard]

a girl I was friends with in high school is pregnant with her third kid and just changed her facebook status to “separated” and I just reaaaaaaally wanna know what happened

#THIRD KID #WE GRADUATED IN 2017 #SIX YEARS AGO!!!! #THREE KIDS #technically she’ll have had 3 kids in like ?? 4 years? 3 1/2??? #that’s so fucking crazy but ALSO #SEPARATED???? from MARRIAGE?????? #another girl I went to school with just had TWINS like a month ago #why are y’all MOTHERS we’re CHILDREN STILL #im a just a tiny child only 24 years old 😭😭😭