#i get to hang out with him tomorrow im so excitedddddd

[imthatqueerkid]

#crush blogging day 18 #found out he has a dog today! shes very cute :] #also that hes just 100% willing to send me videos of him playing various instruments #i lowkey forget what people look/sound like because thats how my brain works #and i forgot how cute he is and how much i like his voice <3333 #i get to hang out with him tomorrow im so excitedddddd #and he might stay for dinner maybe which could be fun or could be really embarrassing for me #because i decided tacos but i can never get tge seasoning right for tacos why didn’t i pick something easy boring and not messy???? #im such a messy eater why the hell would i pick tacos #he likes tacos and barely gets to eat them so he got very excited #i do realize this sounds like an innuendo its not i promise #everything is family friendly around here #now the real question is- will he notice that my dad isnt living here and if he does will he ask #and if he asks how much tragic backstory do i give #like 'my dad? he emotionally finacially physically and sexually abused me/my family for years and hes dead to me' might be too heavy #for a first hangout convo #technically also not our first hangout weve already run errands and eaten dinner together #ok that got depressing really quick lets get back to being in love #yeah so i really like him if you hadn't guessed #its not like ive been saying that everydag for the last 2 weeks #i find it funny that when i was dating [ex] it took us 2 months to hangout outside of school #and [redacted name] and i aren't even dating and hes already coming to my house and meeting my mom who might i add #saud he could stay the night???? #this is record timing in the 'getting invited to Jasper’s house' world it took years for my best friend to even know where i live #given there was a pandemic in there... the point is i really really really like him #alright that's enough #fire boy #from the couch #Spotify