#i feel like a war veteran and im literally a student. ive been in the trenches besties. i have suffered more than jesus i think

[hella1975]

idk how irl celebrities handle fame at a young age like at seventeen i had a couple hundred people regularly interacting with me and putting me on a pedestal and that almost made me crazy. i see new writers getting attention in fandom and i immediately have to put myself in front of them and start barking. get behind me girl

#I FEEL LIKE THIS SHOULD BE TALKED ABOUT MORE LMAO LIKE EVEN THOUGH IT'S A VERY SMALL AMOUNT OF ATTENTION #COMPARED TO LIKE. ACTUAL CELEBRITY #IT'S STILL INSANE LIKE FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS IVE HAD RECURRING INSTANCES OF PEOPLE BEING WEIRD #AND PUSHING BOUNDARIES AND GENERALLY FORGETTING IM AN ACTUAL REAL LIFE PERSON #AND EVEN A LOT OF THOSE WHO AREN'T - ACCIDENTALLY OR INTENTIONALLY - NEGATIVE ABOUT IT #STILL VERY CASUALLY TALK ABOUT ME LIKE IM SOME SUPERIOR FORCE #LIKE IM JUST A GUY ACTUALLY #AND EVEN THOUGH IM ONLY TWENTY I CAN HANDLE IT A LOTTTTTTT BETTER #BUT SOMEONE NEEDS TO DO A STUDY ON THIS SHIT FOR YOUNGER PEOPLE #BC AT SEVENTEEN I REALLY REALLY CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW BAD THAT SHIT WAS FOR ME LMAO #and now i just go crazy overprotective of newer/more unsure writers/artists in fandom #if ur reading this and ive done this to you then my bad <3 #like if we're in the same circle and you get a mean ask/comment/experience then it's truly a matter of time before i descend from the sky #sorry <3 it will happen again <3 #someone ive interacted with maybe one time: i got a mean ask- #me immediately seeing red: do you want me to kill them for you #nothing triggered this post btw it's just something that's on my mind a lot #i feel like a war veteran and im literally a student. ive been in the trenches besties. i have suffered more than jesus i think

[sanctuarymuses]

[b a s i c s]

hi im 25+/f, looking for an rp partner 21+! my limits are the usual, no anthros/bestiality, pedophilia or toiletplay. i enjoy gen, smut, shippy, action, relationships, drama, fluff, angst, humor you name it. i have no literary or activity requirements! you dont need to apologize for not being in the mood to rp that day, we can just talk n chill. im a very patient boo, i wont bug you for replies dont worry. as long as i can understand u we are good. i type in chatspeak oocly! but i use capitals and punctuation in-character. im a big plot driver, so i definitely dont mind taking the lead in things, but just try to give me more than "yeah," he said every single tag. contribute if you feel comfortable! i love working with and talking-to my partners. let's plan some gud gud shit peeple. i like using discord for rps, please msg me to exchange discord info!

[c a v e a t s]

if you use fcs, and play erik lehnsherr or james wilson, pls cast as a jewish person! also i am not looking to play anything outside of the pairings listed below. i can play any kind of dynamic or role really so lmk if u have a pref beforehand! thanks luvu!

[p a i r i n g s] [character i play]/[character you play]

[CHARLES XAVIER]/[ERIK LEHNSHERR] (XMFC, modern, sentinel/guide, veteran/civilian, TA/freshman, college students, prison psychiatrist/prisoner, first meetings, DSverse, legiterally anything im obsessed) [ERIK LEHNSHERR]/[CHARLES XAVIER] (XMFC, modern, sentinel/guide, veteran/civilian, TA/freshman, college students, prison psychiatrist/prisoner, DSverse, legiterally anything im obsessed) [JIM KIRK]/[SPOCK] (AOS beginning their five-year mission starts at end of STXI, jim coming to live with spock and sarek after tarsus IV, sentinel/guide, jim being half-betazoid, anything goes) [SPOCK]/[JIM KIRK] (AOS beginning their five-year mission starts at end of STXI, jim coming to live with spock and sarek after tarsus IV, sentinel/guide, jim being half-betazoid, anything goes) [GREG HOUSE]/[JAMES WILSON] (duckling-era, college, prison, military, international/foreign language, star trek crossover? shit with ORIONS, pre-injury, post-injury, sentinel/guide, soulmates, whatever u need) [JAMES WILSON]/[GREG HOUSE] (duckling-era, college, prison, military, international/foreign language, star trek crossover? shit with ORIONS, pre-injury, post-injury, sentinel/guide, soulmates, whatever u need)

[p l o t s?] [these are all x-men because i have a problem, we can mix and match or do one of your plots too!]

the last sentinel | set in an era where mutants dont exist as we know them, charles grew up as a hypertelepath, the only gifted soul he knew, but he's heard the stories of sentinels and guides. a long-extinct human splinter, homo superior, who held immense gifts capable of destroying whole cities, drawn together by the guidelink which kept them both stable. charles feels it across the world, when a young man in haifa moves metal for the first time and nearly brings the hospital down. (1950s redux) charles and erik go to white castle MIT | erik's the new freshman who immediately joins the mutant student union (mutatis mutandis), and starts stirring up charles's nice integrationist life with his evilbad separatist politics, there's probably a frat involved, lots of snark and debating mutant rights and maybe set against the backdrop of escalating baseline-mutant violence (modern) stranded | charles is working for the CIA and finds himself in the middle of the negev after anti-mutant thugs slap suppressors on him, beat him and leave him for dead. erik lehnsherr is a known separatist sympathizer, and a minor target of the CIA's operation. up until now he's been elusive but charles wakes to discover none other than lehnsherr as his nursemaid (modern) darkverse | i would really love to play against a darker (not insane or sadistic, more toppy as shit and hella mind controlly?) charles paired with some kind of expansive world (tHe CiA aGaIn? building school? war, violence, something something) beach-divorce didn't happen because charles forced erik to stand down, and now they're dealing with the fallout. both of these characters would be darker versions of themselves, probably dealing with stockholm/lima, d/s themes, etc etc. BUT WITH PLOT (XMFC divergence) cornfields | [spock] is a vulcan doing his first ever solar charting mission behind venus in sol when his shuttle malfunctions and he crash-lands on the only M-class planet available: the 2019, pre-warp earth. he literally crashes into jim's corn field in iowa. he does not speak english and the universal translator doesn't work. jim ends up helping him escape government agents and more shenanigans and he's an alien oh g-d (modern)

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