#i debated for an hour whether i shoukd call for help or not

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#tw death mention #tonight i experienced the impending doom of anaphylaxis for the second time in my life #i loterally thought it was my depression acting up #but no #the issue was physical for a change #it wasnt till my body was full of rash and i had trouble breathing that i was like: oh it's allergies #i debated for an hour whether i shoukd call for help or not #i was home alone #but symptoms got worse #and i just planned my brother's bday gift for next week #i aint dying before his bday so #i tried calling my dad but he didnt pic up #so i had to call my bro #and he went and got my dad and then both of them took me to the ER #i stated there for a couple of hours till i was sure to get better #and now im back home #feeling better #tho we have no idea what caused the reaction #i barely ate today and the usual #dunno #im tired #stayed*