#i am shaking his him violently skdjd

[what-aboutno]

Thinking about c!Owen and how he never truly went back to how he was before the maze.... Yes he went back to killing demons and that same mindset but he wasn't the same.

Small bits of 'maze owen' would peak through at times, he still tried to save puddy in the end. I don't think he could ever go back to how he was before. He cares so much about the people in the clearing, even the demons no matter how much he wants to deny it

#Even before his death he's thinking about the people's he's killed not from the war but his previous friends #People he would have protected his life with and he's feeling regret? Or something else? #goddd this character man #i am shaking his him violently skdjd #outsiders smp #outsiders smp spoilers #something something being stuck with a group of people who all just want to surive #something something going through greif sorrow anger but joy and happiness in this cold maze together changes you #when you have no one but the people there to rely on and have your back and how you would do anything to protect them #turning your back on them would never be easy... #okay ignore me now im thinking too much about outsiders again skdjf #zara rambles