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#i am def in a pretty constant state of AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
mug-of-shark
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For that ask meme: a mix of AAAAAAAAAA and Seafoam (idk why)
mostly accurate actually :) except i dont cry that often
#i am def in a pretty constant state of AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#i also once went on a nature walk w my family and i was in the peak of my mental health crash (like. what? bit over half a year ago now?)
#and basically
#i just went silent. 3 hours
#no noise
#my mom my brother and my dad all had very different ideas on what was going on
#my dad thought it was because i was trans and afraid to tell them (which like. thanks for ur concern but that wasnt the issue at the time)
#my mom thought it was either me being suicidal and afraid to speak bc then i would say it or it was just a choice
#my brother thought i was being bitchy for no reason
#the weird thing is i didnt just suddenly shut up
#for like 20 some-odd minutes before i was getting mad overwhelmed with them being loud and talky and i just slowly got more quiet
#even when i did talk i was barely speaking above a whisper which i didnt quite get even then
#it really solidified that i was not going to speak when i just kinda went ahead of them and sat on a riverbank to just chill in the sand an
#not quite cry but i certainly felt like doing so
#and i was like i am so out of energy. i cannot. im just tired and i want to be alone and vibe and not have to be on this long nature walk
#but i couldnt explain that to my parents bc. well. i couldnt talk
#i tried to about 3 or so hours in and i genuinely dont know why but i was terrified and couldnt even make like a small word. just a small
#squeak
#my mom was getting mad/scared and i was having a shit time and it was. it was an event ill give it that
#anyways
#this was a rant thing i wasnt expecting to go on today but like- yeah. now u know of the time i just Could Not Speak for 3-5 hours
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