#i am considering calling my grandma and having the village aunties put black magic on her like deadass this close to committing shirk

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i entered the workforce only 5 years ago right after graduating high school, but so far i‘ve never had employers and bosses i got along with (i mean DUH not like i gaf about any of these mfs??? actually praying on each one of you mfs downfall, early deaths and eternal damnation for your wicked souls too xoxoxo)…. i have fought with all of them and ended my contracts in genuinely unpleasant, distasteful NASTY ways and never gaf. yet it is my current boss who ive never really argued with that is an actual demon !!! DEMON!! and who has RUINED my sanity in the span of a year. mind you all of these were part time jobs and none of this shit is ever that serious, like we are not curing cancer here and i wont ever give 100% for ANY job that does not affect human life tf. but i currently work at a uni faculty and this one will actually matter on my CV so i feel really restricted with voicing my grievances for the first time!!! and i hate my own cowardice. i could easily stand up to adult men before and didnt allow them to abuse my labor, i also quit when i had enough of their bs (the privilege here is that i live with my parents and can afford to be broke without dire consequences to my livelyhood ofc!!) but rn….. this white woman in academia is my actual nightmare….. like of all the shaytan faced animals ive had to deal with she is the one i will namedrop in my future essays like the rage and actual animosity i feel towards her is that same hatred i have for politicians and police, she is unbearable and psychotic fr

#i am considering calling my grandma and having the village aunties put black magic on her like deadass this close to committing shirk #no cuz on gooood wallahi she is awful she deserves to be clapped #i hate myself for being passive and letting myself get disrespected and mistreated!! i was raised to stand up for myself and i always have #but this is the first time i feel powerless #all my other jobs were just part time jobs none of them matter for my further education #i need to do better i cant allow this workplace to trample on me just bc theres more risks now!! #staring at my reflection like WHO RAISED YOU WHO ARE YOUR ANCESTORS WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU GIRL STAND UP #anyways. feeling actually sick and i am afraid this witch has put me at risk of a heart attack #i want to quit so bad i always leave whenever i want but i wanted to do a full year with them…god. i feel like a sellout to my own morals #let this be my lesson!! i have to grow from this nightmare #also got a whiplash realizing i graduated 5 years ago bro what #personal