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modernmutiny · 2 years
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There's a magic quality to sitting on my porch under the fairy lights at 2am eating cold pizza and reading one of my favourite novels on a chilly summer night bundled up in a sweater 3 sizes too big
That quality is dulled quite a bit by the fact that I'm doing this bc my sister is having sex in the apartment so loud I have to wear headphones to ignore it even outside but still
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kimostv · 4 years
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get to know me(me)
the rules: answer 17 questions & tag 17 people you want to know better
tagged by @ultrasopp so long ago and then i kept putting it off bc i didnt wanna do it on mobile and forgetting.. galaxy brained. anyway i saw @marywhals post and went oh yeah this so. thank!
nickname: in certain circles i am known as Angstface Mcgee but otherwise none
zodiac sign: Leo
height: somewhere between 172-178 cm?? i genuinely don’t know and i dont intend to find out because my brother will still be taller than me
hogwarts house: in the good year 2020... hufflepuff
last thing i googled: functions for math bc a bitch decided that being able to apply for more uni programs would outweigh the fact that i stopped being good at math in sixth grade
song stuck in my head: Dear Dictator by Saint Motel... love me a good bass line
following and followers: following:49(im trying to follow more accs but!! i am very bad at it!!) followers:97(which exceeds p much any expectations i had when i started this blog :0!!)
amount of sleep i get: anywhere between 4-9 hours but usually around 7. i havent slept in in like. two years. bc i spend the weekends out at my grandparents place and in the mornings i take the horses out+walk the dog for them which means getting up early
lucky number(s): wouldn’t say lucky number but i like 5 since that used to be my shirt number when i played handball
dream job: illustrator probably.. like. art. ideally i’d do concept art and character design etc. or freelance but idk and its stressing me out a little
wearing: old flannel shirt id only wear outside after top surgery and sweatpants. its the ideal isolation look babey
favorite songs: depends a lot on my Mood but safe bets are most Muse songs and most AJJ songs but specifically the entirety of The Bible 2
instruments: ukulele lmao and id really like to learn bass i think its cool
random facts: i own a horse!! he’s a retired harness racing horse which means i got to learn how to do harness racing and its really fun. big boy goes fast smaller boy is just hanging on on a few pipes of metal. uhhh all my joints are horrible creations of evil. cannot focus on just one thing. i have to do at least two things at all times. it can be music+schoolwork or tv show+game or doing this meme+listening to my history teacher but it has to be More Than One Thing. also im swedish :0!
aesthetic: the aesthetic i want is like. cowboy aesthetic and cottagecore had a lovechild that’s going through its rebellious stage ie punk cowboy wants to abandon capitalism and move into the woods and have animals. in reality tho im just vibin’
tagging: i do not know 17 ppl... but @ultraglitterjellyfish and @freijan and then everyone who wants to do this and hasn’t been tagged yet im tagging you go ham
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rebelredcarnationn · 6 years
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all the ask questions. i want the juice
ahahaha ok this should be fun
1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say…
-- I LOVE YOU BIIITCH, AND I AINT NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU BITCHHHHH2: Did you get to sleep in today?
-- nope i went to bed a little after 6 am and then had to wake up at 8:30
3: You never know what you got until you lose it?
-- wot? not sure what this means
4: Do you have siblings?
-- yee i have one older sister
5: How many kids do you want?
-- 2 probs
6: Who was the last person you held hands with?
-- uhm? i havent really held hands with people i dont think lol
7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
-- nope
8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?
-- yeah i think so
9: Last person to talk on the phone?
-- my dad lol
10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
-- not that i know of
11: When’s your birthday?
-- very close to the troye sivan concert
12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
-- yes it wasnt that long ago
13: What kind of phone do you have?
-- iphone 7
14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
-- im wearing athletic shorts because i just got home from gymnastics
15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?
-- oHHHH YEAH
16: What were you doing at 4 am?
-- idk probably crying hahah #relatableteen amirite
17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
-- write a paper 10/10
18: Are you lying to yourself about something?
-- more or less
19: Last night you felt…?
-- mostly sad, scared, anxious
20: What’s something you cannot wait for?
-- all the concerts im going to this year (p!atd, troye sivan, twenty one pilots)
21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?
-- no im a goody two shoes oops, also they track me so
22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
-- almost 2 and a half
23: Are you a morning or night person?
-- night 100%
24: What did you get your last bruise from?
-- gymnastics probably
25: Do you reply to all of your texts?
-- eventually
26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?
-- i would hope that i would pick up lol
27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
-- no
28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
-- nope just fixed that yesterday lol
29: How many months until your birthday?
-- including this month 4
30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-- uhm i eat peanut butter just like on a spoon most of the time
31: Did you like this past summer?
-- nothing im stressed and i miss my friends and i miss having stuff to do and i could go on for a while
32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?
-- eating yogurt and looking at instagram lol
33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?
-- i dont have an ex lol, but i would probably just like leave depending on how recent it was
34: What is the last thing you said out loud?
-- “do you ship drarry?” (she said no, we are no longer sisters)
35: Your mood summed into one work?
-- word? im assuming? ok well, uh ‘sad’ lol
36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?
-- listening to paramore
37: What are your initials?
-- CJ
38: Are you a happy person?
-- no pft
39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?
-- i dont think i liked anyone 4 months ago?
40: Where do you want to live when your older?
-- the uk
41: Have you had your birthday this year?
-- not yet
42: What did you do yesterday?
-- ha i sat outside in a hammock in the rain for about 4 hours and watched the world cup
43: What will you be doing tomorrow?
-- uh hopefully watching harry potter 
44: How late did you stay up last night?
-- more like stayed up early, 6 am ish
45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?
-- yes
46: Is it hard to make you laugh?
-- no lol
47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends?
-- yes 100%
48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?
-- dont have an ex
49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?
-- dude all i remember about 2012 is the london olympics lol
50: Do you wish your ex was dead?
-- dont have one, but i dont wish anyone was dead
51: Have you ever dyed your hair?
-- yeah its red rn im probably doing purple next but im not sure leave sugguestions
52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?
-- depends on circumstances and the amount of time but probably not
53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable?
-- yeah i sat under a blanket with my friend and watched it on tv lol
54: Bet you’re missing someone right now?
-- haha yeah and i shouldnt be rip
55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
-- oh ive had this conversation with them they wouldnt pay for my college or wedding
56: Sleep on your back or stomach?
-- all of the above but mostly side
57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?
-- uk
58: What would you change about your life right now?
-- uh my emotions and my friends emotions
59: Has anything upset you in the past week?
-- i get upset every day lmao bet
60: Are you on the phone?
-- nope
61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?
-- forward
62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?
-- money
63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
-- yeah lol
64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
-- yeah like last week
65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?
-- yeah who hasnt
66: Are you the type of person who likes to be out or at home?
- at home lol
67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
-- yeep
68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
-- oh yeah multiple times
69: Could you use some sleep right now?
-- yeah ill probably take a nap later tbh
70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?
-- no i hope not
71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?
-- i mean yeah?
72: What’s your favorite color?
-- purple, black and red
73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?
-- uhm ive only ever liked one person in my life and we havent had a sleepover in a long time
74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?
-- oh all the time
75: Do you get annoyed easily?
-- yeah lol
76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
-- YES YES YES
77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
-- i wouldnt entirely say opposite but yeah pretty much
78: Does anyone call you babe?
-- no one does romantically
79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
-- again with the opposite sex my dude, but i fully trust like 2 people
80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?
-- relationship
81: What color hoodie did you wear last?
- im wearing a gray one rn
82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?
-- yeah rip
that was fun thanks!!
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blackeyedl · 6 years
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1-100 so 😏
okay soooo...
The meaning behind my url: the song black eyed by placebo was my favourite song for a reaaaally long time
A picture of me: will be posted later
How many tattoos i have and what they are: I have 7, a pawprint of my dog, a small heart, a vampire mouth, a small white moon, roses, a goatskull and a native american girl
Last time i cried and why: Thursday, I got the confirmation that I can study at an university 
Piercings i have: I got both of my earlobes stretched, bridge, septum, medusa, both nipples and my bellybutton pierced
Favorite band: I don’t really have a favourite band because my taste in music changes really fast but I love Avenged Sevenfold, Beartooth and Heisskalt
Biggest turn offs: being a dick about someones body, not being honest, using someone just because you’re lonely
Top 5 (insert subject): my top 5 things are the smell of summerrain, watching the sundown, waking up with someone hugging me, the moments when you are with your friends and you laugh and you are just happy and forget about all the bad things that happened to you, eating. I really love eating.
Tattoos i want: I want peonies on my shoulders/chest, also on my upper leg/hip. a scorpio because it’s my zodiac, a raven bc it’s my favourite animal, something for my mom dad and brother, the pizzotti crew sign, a pizza, some adventure time things... I have a lot of plans but I also love doing wanna do’s
Biggest turn ons: kissing, teasing, heavy breathing, seeing that I turn somebody on
Age: 21
Ideas of a perfect date: eating pizza while watching the sundown
Life goal: having a job that makes me happy, finding my “real love” and adopting a dog with him, being covered in tattoos
Piercings i want: kinda want a nape piercing
Relationship status: I’m single
Favorite movie: the harry potter movies
A fact about my life: I’ve been single for 6 years now
Phobia: spiders scare the shit out of me, I’m afraid of the dark 
Middle name: - 
Height: 1,53m
Are you a virgin? yes
What’s your shoe size? 37
What’s your sexual orientation? bisexual, I’m a 2 on the kinsey scale
Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs? I smoke and sometimes drink
Someone you miss: I really miss my Michele
What’s one thing you regret? being so naive all the time
First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: lily collins
Favorite ice cream? strawberry
One insecurity: my boobs
What my last text message says: “:D”
Have you ever taken a picture naked? yep
Have you ever painted your room? yes, I love painting and redecorating
Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? not just once
Have you ever slept naked? yes
Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? oh yes :D
Have you ever had a crush? all the time
Have you ever been dumped? yep
Have you ever stole money from a friend? I would never do that. If I need money I just ask
Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? only if they were friends of my friends
Have you ever been in a fist fight? no
Have you ever snuck out of your house? not because I wasnt allowed to go out but because I didnt want to wake up my parents
Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? thats the story of my life tbh
Have you ever been arrested? no
Have you ever made out with a stranger? could be, havent made out with anyone for a long time so I dont remember
Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? sure
Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? idk 
Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? nope
Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? yes, and it was totally worth it
Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yep
Have you ever seen someone die? no
Have you ever been on a plane? no 
Have you ever kissed a picture? I think I kissed my posters when I was young :D
Have you ever slept in until 3? yepp
Have you ever love someone or miss someone right now? not missing one person in particular but I miss having someone
Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? I love doing that
Have you ever made a snow angel? yes
Have you ever played dress up? es
Have you ever cheated while playing a game? did that all the time when I was young
Have you ever been lonely? fuck yeah.
Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? there was a time when I used to chat with someone all night because I thought that they were more important than a good amount of sleep... I fell asleep in school all the time
Have you ever been to a club? yes
Have you ever felt an earthquake? no
Have you ever touched a snake? no but I really want to
Have you ever ran a red light? yes but not on purpose
Have you ever been suspended from school? no
Have you ever had detention? no
Have you ever been in a car accident? a small one, someone hit my car while drivng backwarts
Have you ever hated the way you look? yes, I have been insecure about my whole body a long time
Have you ever witnessed a crime? yes
Have you ever pole danced? no but I want to
Have you ever been lost? I used to go for a walk in the woods for a long time, one day I wanted to walk an other way as usual and I wandered around for about 4 hours before I finally found the right way
Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? no
Have you ever felt like dying? yes, not just once
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? all the time
Have you ever sang karaoke? I love that shit 
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? “you wont fall for him again”..
Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? when I was a kid
Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? yes, we did not fuck 
Have you ever kissed in the rain? idk
Have you ever sang in the shower? all the time
Have you ever made out in a park? yes
Have you ever dream that you married someone? no
Have you ever glued your hand to something? no but I put UHU glue on my fingertips and glued them together
Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
Have you ever ever gone to school partially naked? no
Have you ever been a cheerleader? nope
Have you ever sat on a roof top? no, I am afraid of heights but I want to
Have you ever brush your teeth? no I never do that.. what kind of question is that
Have you ever ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? I cant watch horror movies with ghosts or paranormal activities alone. I am paranoid after that
Have you ever played chicken? no
Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yep
Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? yeah, drunk guys on parties who want to fuck, and drunk girls that get emotional and really just want to spread love
Have you ever broken a bone? I dont think so 
Have you ever been easily amused? yes. 
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? yes 
Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? no. and nobody should do that
Have you ever cheated on a test? yes
Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? I am really bad with names, I forget them all the time
Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? didnt seem real as “I try to be someone else” yes
Give us one thing about you that no one knows. I dont really have secrets but one thing I havent told anyone lately is that I’m fucking lonely and I miss being touched
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