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bellamyblinkingrapidly · 5 years

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Rewatching S8 Pt 2: Ep2

- Dany conveniently decides when she wants to be associated with her family.

- Tyrion is super in the doghouse about his family. If Dany doesn’t kill him or something I will be surprised. I want the payoff of her fulfilling all her threats against him.

- Sansa fucking leaving before Dany is so fucking petty and I love it honestly. SANSA STARK GIVES ME LIFEEEE. I love also seeing her armor crack - when Brienne brings up her mom or when she sees Theon. It’s important to remind us that she puts on this face of coldness & that she still has feelings underneath.

- wow gendrya is so hot they’re flirting so much I’m so glad they bang

- we should’ve been knew that Arya would kill the night king bc the white walkers and NK are personified as death and Arya knows death and says “NOT TODAY” to death.

- “I’m not that person anymore” Jaime says to Bran... interesting because he literally regresses back to that person & rejects change.

- “how do you know there is an afterwards?” A little dramatic bc like only 5 people we know die. At least kill of like 10 people if you’re gonna try to say that shit.

- Jaime and Tyrion’s convo just further asserting Tyrion is an idiot and ridiculously loyal to Dany and shouldn’t be. “She’s always been good at using the truth to tell lies. Don’t be too hard on yourself she’s fooled me more than anybody” “she never fooled you. You always knew exactly what she was and you loved her anyway.” I think this has HUGE implications for both Lannisters. Jaime loves Cersei anyway and returns to her. Tyrion loves Dany anyway. But they both pretend to themselves they’ve been fooled so they can feel better about themselves.

- But as they’re talking about Cersei Jaime gets lost in looking at Brienne. Disappointing that she didn’t end up being enough!!

- Jorah is the only one to bring Dany out of her bad mood. He reminds her she can be forgiving. Presumably he tells her to make peace with Sansa. Really good showcasing of how he is truly one of the only ones who still has her total trust and can talk her down.

- “he owns his and learns from them” BUT DOES HE THOU????

- wow lord Royce was really gonna defy the queen if Sansa said nah fam we can’t speak alone wow

- I wish I could have that kind of faith in my advisors. Tyrion is a good man. Sansa sees right into what bothers Dany & she defends Tyrion. She knows the way he’s being treated isn’t fair.

“I thought he knew his sister” interesting bc like Dany could say the same about Jon & it almost makes sense why she doesn’t trust Jon’s family or his judgment of his family bc she’s been burned by Tyrion

- Dany tries to play the feminist card lololol

- this talk about Jon has to have repercussions!! And just in general the obvious disagreements between Sansa and Dany needs to pay off somehow!!! Plsssssss

- Sansa seems to figure out what Jon has been doing... playing Dany and getting her North by making her fall in love. She’s the one doing stupid things for love. But then like after this Sansa acts still just as mad... and confused and out of the loop??? Like what does Jon tell her in episode 1?? Doesn’t she figure stuff out here in episode 2?? If so, why does she act like she forgot all of that by the next episodes???

- the Theon and Sansa reunion is everything and shows us so much of Dany’s mindset and worries.

- WHY SHOW THE STARKS UNITED AND PLANNING FOR WAR TOGETHER IF THAT ISNT GOING TO BE FULFILLED?? If they aren’t going to be a united front???

- also wtf why hasn’t Jon told his siblings about his parentage

- Bran seems super important and yet does absolutely nothing in ep 3.

- why was alys Karstark around so much??

- sams super long speech about death and memory is cool and all but um does it have any repercussions or echoes or anything for plot or story at all?? They make such a big deal out of this fight and it has such small consequences and stakes.

- wow Jon really dismisses the entire room including Dany’s staff lol

- so why do Tyrion and bran talk at all?? It doesn’t do anything????? Why have pointless scenes??

- wow Missandei and greyworm will never get to go to the beaches at Naarth. Sad. What will he do when the war is over?

- have you told her yet? Oh so finallllyyyyyy Sam is bringing it up again. BUT WHY THE HELL DID SAM ADVISE HIM OR ALLOW HIM TO TELL DANY THE PERSON WHO HE KNOWS IS A CRAZY BAD RULER?? Why didn’t he make him tell his family???

- there’s so much talk of everyone dying and so little pay off for this talk. No one SUPER SUPER important and shocking dies. I mean literally all the people by the fire survive. That is insane and unfulfilling imo.

- “well my golden lion days are done” wow another comment from Jaime about how he’s changed... and yet he will regress and apparently not change.

- ghost!!! Wish it was literally any other way.... bc he’s just standing there. But I missed him and somehow I feel like when we see Ghost maybe that’s a glimpse of the real Jon... maybe Jon sending him away represents him abandoning himself or not liking himself anymore? Bc of his deceit or his loyalty to the mad queen? Idk I’m picking at straws.

- so with Jaime out of the picture maybe Tormund has a chance?

- I love Tormund so much & im so happy for this moment. But all of these moments would mean more if people died I feel.

- I fought for you didn’t I? Glad this scene happened to set up for ep 3. Glad that Arya and The Hound got to have another scene besides the blacksmith one. Also a good reminder that Beric was brought back a billion times FOR A REASON... And we find out what that reason is next episode. Cool.

- Arya doesn’t find Gendry. She shoots arrows. Something familiar and like home. Probably reminds her of her dad and Jon. Gendry finds her. Love that she plays the game of faces with him.

- wow gendrya sex scene is everything

- still mad about no stark goodbye scene before the big fight - they didn’t even get one later like before KL HOW DARE U NOT GIVE US STARK GOODBYES AND STARK SIB SCENES

- wow so Tyrion was right about something “I think we might live”

- “fuck tradition” wow I love Tormund and Jaime. This moment is like the best in the whole season. Brienne becoming a knight is BEAUTIFUL. That look Pod gives her. Ugh. My heart.

- I actually wish that all that happened between Jaime and Brienne was the knighting scene. Because it’s so perfect and sweet. And since he leaves her to go back to Cersei bc he loves Cersei... it just ruins everything and leaves her so vulnerable and him looking really kinda sleazy imo. I just would’ve been totally content with their relationship just being this: mutual admiration and respect and encouragement.

- Lyanna and Jorah die ending house Mormont. I guess that’s the point of their scene? So um where’s Heartsbane now??? What was the point of this?? Sam didn’t owe Jorah anything. Sam saved Jorahs life because of the lord commander. Jorah serves the queen who killed Sams family. Why would Sam even give him the sword in the first place? What was the narrative purpose?? This sword protects Dany the woman who killed its previous owner. Like ???

- this sad montage is cool and sad but we only lose like Theon and Jorah from the next episode... so it just makes everything seem super dramatic with little payoff.

- Dany doesn’t apologize for being in the crypts. Annoying. I love that Dany thinks she knows what he’s thinking... oh that’s the stark my brother raped. Whoops.

- Jon is legit confused or frustrated by her response. Like he expected her to be happy to know she has family. But she’s actually just worried about the claim. So I think he didn’t quite know what she was before now. This to me reveals Jon believes she’s better than Cersei, will be a decent queen, but she has a temper and can be super vicious to those she deems as an enemy. I think Jon overestimates her desire for or love for family. She’s never had a family she could trust and love. Whereas family is everything to him. I think saying “Dany” is calling her something familiar as an equal. Whereas he goes back to “my queen” later which is super subservient.

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briteboy · 6 years

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okay i’m gonna be real with you. i have...a LOT...of messages. going as far back as like...january? probably? i know...i’m so bad...don’t crucify me. i tried to get through all of them but there were a lot that i didn’t have a worthwhile reply for so i’m sorry if i didn’t answer something you sent :{

so here we have: a lot of nice things, a lot of santisms, reactions to the lou and cillian punchout, a few responses to my portfolio and other stuffs...i wanted to put astrology asks in at the end but it’s...a lot more than i thought it was and it’s 3 am so i’d rather die than answer all of those LMAO sorry. i’ll get to it next time

Anonymous said:

u can delete the snorting cum asks but it will still follow you for eternity

okay so I saw the ask about snorting cum and it reminded me of a time that cum came out of my nose. It was gross but my boyfriend and I laughed it off. idk. I thought it would be a funny thing to share!! i'd understand if you didn't want this on your blog!! (maybe it makes you laugh!!)

wELL. WE’RE OFF TO A GOOD START HERE. i’m screaming at this...i hope nothing EVER comes out of my nose ever in life...i hate this but ur right it did make me laugh

(Winry anon again) Also, did you get her name from FMA Winry Rockbell because if so I love it

hehe...yes...

hornybodies

this is what bartsim calls me and i hate her for it

whats the truth bitch

I DON’T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT THIS IS ABOUT BUT I’M LAUGHIGN

i never realised how much i actually missed santi but now im CRYING AND I WANT HIM BACK IN EVERY SINGLE POST WITH LOU BY HIS SIDE LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER PLEASE

I missed santirat's beautiful face there are literal tears rn

me too...i hate that i miss him so much it’s so freaking dumb...i haven’t cried to my own story in a while but i bet i’m gonna once santi’s comeback rolls around. i’m already bracing myself

nvm u can have the lovely rat back, that way my heart wouldn’t be hurting like it is now

honestly yeah that’s fair

Been silently following your blog and though I'm more of a "ghost"(? What does that even mean¿) follower, I can't help but express just how chocked I am to see Santi again OMG. Gutted Lou has had a flashback, she does not deserve this. :'(

hello casper the friendly ghost...i love having santi pop up with surprise flashbacks hehe...ur right though she DOES NOT NEED THIS in her life, but it will get better for her soon do not fret my ghoulish friend

I need more pics of Lou and Santi together I’m not satisfied, thankssss

ELI AND MIYU GETTING SO EXCIted WHEN LOU TOLD THEM SHE LIKES GIRLS MY HEART :’)

HEHEH i love it cause that’s literally how my friends and i act, it was fun to write in a scene :~} i’m glad you liked it :’}}

Yeah when I cut my hair short everyone assumed I liked girls I found it kind of odd, but I didn't care too much. It mostly just made me end up realizing all the shit lgbt people go through, one time a guy literally went up to me and my friend, my bff who no one really knew was a lesbian was terrified because he said "oh dont worry lesbians are hot, but gay guys are just disgusting" it ended up he was talking to me, i just rolled up a piece of paper as tight as I could and smacked him on the head

EWW first of all that guy can take his weird fetishization and homophobia elsewhere thanks...i’m glad you threw a paper ball at him LMAO. but yeah on one hand, coming from ignorant/straight people it’s like “uhhhh why would you assume that about me”, within the lgbt community it’s like...common ground...an inside joke...i guess? so it’s weird. the link between hair, clothes and sexuality is can definitely be harmful in certain circumstances

fiona is my spirit animal and i love her ok thanks for coming to my TED Talk

that was illuminating thank you

i re-read santis story and i s2g i've read it so many times idk, but like its so easy to read i dont mean like emotionally but it flows really well. and like its not too confusing i hate when people make overly convoluted stories in an excuse for being deep its some good shit good job my dude

AKJSDKGKSJD THAT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never expected anyone to read it oNCE let alone REPEATEDLY...that really makes me so happy though because it’s definitely something you have to go back and read to catch all the details. ahhhhh thank you so much, i never ever want my story to be too complicated so i’m glad you don’t think it is!!

im crying because your recent post reminds me so much of my relationship with my mom when i was younger... she was always out of a job and sometimes we had to resort to living with other family members, it was all really hard on her and especially with having a kid she had to take care of at the same time. even though these are fictional characters, it’s comforting to know that other people have gone through the same situations i have. i love fiona and lou so much, they’re my heart and soul <3

OMG ;_________; i’m crying i’m so glad it resonates with you...i had a lot of friends growing up who were in similar situations and i think i kinda based lou and fi’s relationship on that, so you’re definitely not alone <33 i’m so glad you love them i love u

basically what I’ve learned from these asks is that Gianni is a perfect god-like human and I want one

he is. one time an anon told me they were like santi but they wanted to be rooney and i was like “i’m both santi and rooney on different days and i want to be gianni.” now u know why

hi, i just wanted to pop in and say that i really, really love your blog and i admire your editing skills SO much, i think you are EXTREMELY talented and i don't think you get told that enough. i've been following you for awhile now and i am in love with ALL of your stories, characters and edits you've put out! you're really an inspiration to me and i hope someday my edits can turn out as good as yours!! i don't have reshade so it's harder for me, but i'm trying to learn!! ok have a good day :-)

OMFG ;-; I DO GET TOLD IT A LOT AND IT STILL SEEMS FAKE...you don’t have to go out of your way to compliment me ;___; but thank you so so so much i’m crying...it makes me so giddy that i might inspire someone like WHAT...i don’t even know what i’m doing half the time i edit so u will definitely be able to catch up to me one day even if you don’t have reshade, i know it. i edited without reshade for like 2 and a half years on this blog so you can do it i promise!! have a good day/night/life i love u

fuck my succ

I'm in need of some giannti in my life

we all need some gianti in our lives

Hey! I just wanted to say that ur an amazing writer. You portray everything so well, it’s insane. I want to be a writer someday and I hope my writing is at least somewhat close to yours. Have an awesome day my dude💕

WOW I’M CRYING...i still have a lot of room to grow and so do you, i hope you are able to become the writer you want to be :’} and thank you so much for the wonderful compliment i’m emo have a great day as well

aver is my queen, confirmed.

avey is everyone’s queen confirmed

oksy but listen, look up the model Charlotte Ray Spencer

i did but i couldn’t find her?? all that came up was ray spencer obituaries in charlotte, SC LMFAO...charlotte spencer is an actress tho it seems, is that...who...? omfg

MAY I JUST OFFER THIS NEW SONG OF THE NEIGHBOURHOOD CALLED VOID BC I HAVE A FEELING SANTI WOULD LOVE IT (it's also meant for my aggressive sadboi oc)

OH I LOVE THIS IT FITS PERFECTLY WITH THE PLAYLIST I’M MAKING FOR THE NEW ERA OF SANTI...THANK YOU I’M TOTALLY ADDING IT

I had a ectopic pregnancy when I was seventeen but I feel like I got off lightly compared to Molly. Your story is so beautiful in so many ways, I think it’s incredible how much character development you’ve managed to pull off honestly I’m amazed. Thank you ❤️

omg ;_______; i don’t even know what to say to this, but it means so much to me i can’t even put it into words. thank you thank you thank you so much, and i’m so sorry you had to go through that as well. molly was an extreme case and i hope no one has to go through what she went through. i’m glad you’re okay now, and thank you so much for reaching out to me and reading my story at all ;-; <3333

just a heads up: the links button on your ccfinds blog goes to the femmefinds url still

oh yeah i know i’m gonna be real with you...i’m too lazy to fix it lmAO

Luv your stick n poke tats u posted!!! Could u do more? Maybe on diff places on the bod?? Ur so talented. Xx

omg that was FOREVER ago...maaaaaybe in the future...we shall see...but thank you <33

Can u do a family portrait for all ur characters like u did w Lou!!!

oooooh hehe i probably will in the future!!

Kill v maim is one of my favorite songs of all time omg it makes me wanna wear ripped jeans and a leather jacket and cover myself in glitter and smash some windows with a baseball bat MMMMMM

HELL yeah me too...i become a cyber punk alien vampire when i hear that song

maybe do a casting call posted here ? u have many followers and im sure a good chunk live in ur area and would be willing to model ^_^

omg SCARY...i probably could tho tbh that’s a good idea, thank you!

hi sunny, what program do you use to merge your cc and what do you use to detect and remove broken cc that just doesn't work in game anymore? thanks!

i actually haven’t merged on my new laptop yet but i used s4s for merging and there’s the mod conflict detector!!

My game hasn't been working since the first Cats and Dogs patch but I uninstalled and reinstalled and it finally works again 😭

sunny!! would you recommend your computer to play ts4 on? has it good graphics, can handle the highest settings and so? i really need a new computer but i have no idea which one to go for

yes i would recommend it!! i have reshade, ultra settings and like 8 gb of cc.

thanks for answering my ask eee ur story is probably the best ive read on here and yeah. i love how everything connects and everyones just so real. you dont have to post this i just wanted to thank you for being my inspiration and making me smile, laugh, cry, and scream in the middle of the night with your characters.

I LOVE U...it still sounds so fake to me when people say i inspire them, i don’t even know how to respond to all this ;-; just thank you for sparing a glance my way and resonating with my creations. <3 we scream and cry 2gether

I listened to Separator by Radiohead on repeat whilst reading Santi’s story and now that song just reminds me of him and Lou. I’d totally suggest listening to it’s so good! As is your story :3 xxx

oh radiohead that’s good sh*t...i’m listening to it now and i feel the santou vibes...especially when santi’s feeling out of his mind and she’s the only one who can calm him...haha cool..anyways THANK YOU!!!!

how do you make poses for the roof? i'm not sure how i can know if the sims will clip into the roof or float

honestly i just...eyeball it...because all roofs are different and you can’t put them into blender so. i just winged it lmao...i just made a pose that looked like it could’ve been lou climbing out the window, only the rig was still ground level, and then i used alt + 9 to lift the teleporter onto the roof as best as i could. that’s why it probably wouldn’t be a very practical pose to release, because i have no way of making it easy to use

Lou punched him and I knew it would happen. 😀👌 nice, nice I like Lou whopping ass.

hehe i’m glad you enjoyed it...who knew she had a freaking hook like that

ok a theory... santi went to look for molly's mother and yea

omg tell me cillian sings every other freckle at some point

OMFG well...that song came out in 2013 and the current flashback year is 2008 so. i would personally murder cillian myself if he was still in lou’s life 5 years after this honestly

hey kitty girl! i was wondering if you could answer this teensy lil question i got. im writing a "story" anddd i was trying to figure out how to make some parts not cliche. like i hate reading about whatever and being like girll ive done seen this before so i just needs to know. kisses

i absolutely love how this is worded and the fact that u called me kitty, very cute. anyway...this is pretty broad, perhaps you could clarify what kinda cliches you want to steer clear from? a lot of the time when i know something is gonna be cliche and there’s no avoiding it, i just kinda own up to it and try to subtly point out how cliche it is and somehow that makes it work out better...like being self aware somehow adds another more realistic element to the story that makes it better? idk...anyway dm me if you need help!!

so.... lou can remember more of what happened? this is good! go 2 the police bitch! tell them!!!!!!!

she should!! but the only problem is she doesn’t have proof. so... 🤔

how do you write your stories in a way that everything is organized and you're certain and not confused with everything? i mean, do you have any way for writing that let you develop your stories with not so much difficults? i'm trying to write an story for months but i only have a few of the most important events on my mind, i don't know how to develop another important details, i always feel that everything is confuse or crap

hmmmmm well my mind is very ah convoluted so it’s a wonder any of this comes out even somewhat cohesive? but basically i have a very good memory and utilize google docs a lot hahaha. i’ve gone in depth about my writing process here!

whats a good way when it comes to starting a sims story? i mean like the first post? :/

ummmmmm maybe test the waters a bit and just make a post introducing your character(s) first? or dive right in and get sh*t started. it could go either way tbh

boyish by japanese breakfast is a santixlou bop

oh sh*t!!!!!! i love japanese breakfast!! and i love this thank you!

So is lou like into cillian in a way? Making him kinda be in her type

as of right now (in the flashbacks)? HELL fucking no. but you’re right, she did say those things in the future to santi. so 🤔

Everyone guessing shit stupidly annoys me haha. I'M UNOBSERVANT AND I DON'T WANNA GO BACK AND CHECK SHIT, LET ME LIVE. *Like* if you a ~dum~ reader who doesn't want every bit of foreshadowing called out. lol

i respect this honestly whenever i drop the hottest foreshadowing of 2018 i never expect my inbox to flood like it does but here we are and i am amazed

CILLIAN NEEDS TO FUCKING FIGHT ME (TYPING THIS ON MY COMPUTER BC I SAW HIS DINOSAUR ASS AND CHUCKED MY PHONE OUT THE WINDOW)

i’m screaming...i’m so sorry it’s my fault about your phone but like also i’m poor i can’t pay for that

i'm studying your latest posts because they're beautiful and my hatred for that long necked bitch is intensifying -- what makes me burn even more is that he's still wearing her necklace, can we say let the bitch burn?

burn babey burn

Why don't you use quick tags?

i’m dumb is why

CILLIAN IS SUCH A SHITASS I HATE HIS FACE WHY R U DOING THIS TO ME

BRUHHHHH THE DINOSAUR LOOKIN ASS BOY IS B A C K run

WAIT THE NECKLACE. HE STOLE THE MCFUCKING NECKLACE BROOOOO

What if Fi's blue eyes are from... Cillian..?

wHY did you have to make him cute and fucking cool though? I still hate him but it's harder.

NVM I JUST LOOKED AT THE POST AGAIN HES WEARING HER NECKLACE INHOPE SHE CHOKES HIMS WOTH IT THIS TIME

I SCREAMED AT THIS SERIES OF QUESTIONS OISDFNGJKDSKJN yeah sorry he’s conventionally attractive but unsettlingly so and i feel uneasy when i look at him and plus the fact that he’s literally evil so .

im like, to 90% sure that cillian is in ace joker. so that song might have reminded lou of him...

this was sent right after that scene of lou hearing the song at pippin’s, so

My conspiracy theory is that cillian is Lou's father. Speakimg of which are we gonna get to that soon, I'm dying of curiosity;.;

I’M LAUGHING I THINK U MEANT FIONA’S FATHER AKSJDKJGDSJ but yeah well. You’ll See

what do u resize ur photos to?

whatever 33% of 1920x1080 is i forget. i have a resizing + sharpening action so i just run that

im about to kill those kids if they keep fucking with my baby

THESE BITCHES BULLYING MY BABY LOU? CATCH THESE HANDS

me @ these ugly kids:

Who are the best creators for mens clothing? I struggle so much to find good cc creators with men specifically!

badabing badaboom

I’m not sure if you’ve converted things before but do you know any good sims 3 cc to sims 4 tutorials? Or your followers?

errrrrr i have no idea i’m sorry :x

would you consider making like a photoshop psd file with all the layers in your editing process?

omg...heck no it would be so unhelpful OMFG mostly because my editing is just my own action + shading and highlighting unique to that pic

would you ever do an editing timlapse of your gameplay pics? 💖💖

ahhhhh maybe!! probably in the future!

OMG HEATHERS WAS FILMED AT MY HIGH SCHOOL AND IM JUST HYPED UP SEEING IT BEING MENTIONED ON THIS ACCOUNT!!

OMFG THAT’S RAD...i’ve literally only seen it once tho i’m fake

I'M SHOOK. my friend kinda asked me out and I wanna say yes but my parents won't let me date. I'm 18! I need your advice! -signed 18 and alone anon

um UR 18 BUDDY UR AN ADULT...DATE WHOEVER THE F*CK U WANT HONESTLY

Can you pretty please link some photoshop tutorials you recommend? I really want to make my photos more cinematic and like your's without totally copying you or someone else. All I do right now is sharpen, color balance, and add some noise and then resize. I really need some more ways to get better looking photos such as yours.

ahhhhh the problem is i don’t know of any i’m sorry...lmao this is totally unhelpful :\ i have my own editing tutorial which is outdated but can probably help you out with the basics of lighting effects and shading n stuff?

Heyyy, I saw that you answered a question about making a ps action like your reshade, and I just wanted to say that I would love that! Unfortunately Mac users like me, can’t use reshade unless boot camping Windows onto our computers...☹️ and your reshade is just soooo pretty...

i don’t know if i’ll be able to replicate the reshade effect totally but i could release the action i’ve made for myself? it warms up screenshots but is totally adjustable to your liking for different color tones so in that way it’s kinda similar to the reshade. i’ll seeeeee what i can do...i know the woes of mac users all too well, my friend

i just wanna give lou a big ol cozy hug :o((( pls

pls hug her she needs it.

Do you post on tumblr from your phome or from your computer? Just curious.

mostly from my computer, sometimes i answer messages on my phone while i’m out and you can tell because autocorrect actually makes me use proper capitalization for once in my life

how many hours have you played the sims? for me i have 4,070 hours. haha help

OMFG i think mine is like...900 or something...i can’t tell if that’s too much or too little, but it’s definitely inaccurate

if i could only look at one person's tumblr from now on it would be yours. ur literally the queen of tumblr #shookaf and also i really hope i die before you ever say ur leaving tumblr cause when u do, i will legit die and bury my own grave. i really appreciate u and hope one day i can be on ur level but rn im at level 1.5 while ur up in the millions :D

I’M SCREAMING PLEASE I AM A PLEB.............i cry u flatter me too much ;-; i genuinely hope i never leave this place because it’s been so fun and it’s helped me evolve so much as an artist and a writer, plus i made some of my greatest friends on here. so i hope that day never comes!! but who knows life is wild. anyway i’m sure you’re actually like at level 578 and are just being modest. it’s okay you don’t have to be humble

i think its so cool that you and wanderlust and other simmers use multiple worlds to make your own town and stuff. idk why but thats just so cool to me and i would have never thought of it. love your blog and story <3

omg!!! well i couldn’t resist, i love a bunch of them and can’t limit myself to just one ya know. plus the more i thought about it, the more my gen 2 story kinda centers around these kids from this one town and the town itself is very relevant. so i felt like i had to make my own!! and i’m very excited to get started with that hehe

I just met a guy named Rodrigo Santiago and I sCREAMED HOLY SHIT

Update (tho idk of you got the first one): I just got a text from a classmate named Rodrigo Santiago. I'm sCREECHING

no freaking way. there’s no way i don’t believe...i want proof...

YOU SO FUCKIN PRECIOUS WHEN U SMILE

dont worry about posting this or do idc but i just wanted to say you should write about whatever you want and not care about whether people think you condone it or not. if i (a gay male) were to write about lesbians its not like im saying YOU HAVE TO BE LESBIANS BLAH BLAH BLAH you know what i mean? or if im writing about a robbery doesnt mean im like condoning robbery so like idk you do you boo and keep it coming ;D ilysm btw

OMFG no yeah i get it, i mean i think now especially in this online environment, people are hyper aware of Problematique things and so they’re a little too quick to point fingers without looking deeper than the surface. and whatever it’s fine people are always gonna be like that because people are mostly inherently judgmental, especially when it comes to consuming media. artists/writers face stuff like this all the time because people refuse to look past the surface, hence why works have gotten misconstrued all the time. but yeah i really appreciate this sentiment, thank u i love u

hope this isnt a weird question but what is the image size that u used for your character page?? thnk u 💕

omg it’s 300x300

have u listened to visions of gideon by sufjan stevens i was listening to it while reading ur stories and it made me so :(

oh my boy sufjan aka gianni’s personality claim i love him...and this song is :{ but i love even if it’s from the nasty age gap peach fucking movie

If i was married to Jamie and he treatin’ our daughter like that… oh I swear HES GOT TO GO!

it’s 2 am i’m so tired answering all of these i forgot who jaime was for a sec i was like um why are we talking about GoT anyways good night

how does alpha hair work with reshade? it seems so good in your screenshots and i’ve seen that in others screenshots it looks bad? whats the secret?

well good morning haha jk i never went to sleep anyway here u go

hooow do you make adorable toddlers in ts4?? teach me, gimme some advice please :(((

chubby cheeks! big eyes! small faces! little but plump lips! a good skin! dats all

how did u get ur sim onto the fire escapes?

ze teleporter mod, that’s it

I snickered at the, THE RETURN OF SANTI. Like I imagine it written in red horror lettering and santi just busts down the door and says ho ho ho im back bench, Did U miss me?

honestly i own a calendar and if i knew a definite date u already fucking kNOW it would be up there

ahhh im sorry for asking but im wondering how you find voice claims?? i'm looking for some for my sims, but it's tough to find one that's *right*, you know?? and your voice claims are great!! thank you <3

OMG voice claims are HARD, i literally just like “collect” them over time...i have a list in my phone of voices i like/may use in the future lmao, but try to think of actors or musicians and search interviews/movie or tv scenes with them speaking!!

i don't even read your story but i still follow you because i love your personality, sim style and just your whole entire tumblr

u follow me for ME? UM...what are u doing here...i’m so sorry (i love u...)

do you have a different reshade preset for flashback screenshots and for the present ones?

i do not!! i just edit differently

what happened to the honeycomb?

OMFG it’s still there...but we legit haven’t seen it since girooni’s wedding so um...it’s gonna have to get a makeover. i’m gonna do it when girooni come back home so i can finally show rupi working there like...wow...she deserves to be seen

lou's dad is the biggest asshole and i am waiting for the day that bitch dies

us when he dies

shit theory: caroline goes to find and confront cillian about what he did in teen lou timeline. care ends up forming a crush on cillian and goes back to meet him several more times, but cillian ends up liking lou more which makes caroline jealous. and that's why they don't speak currently, 'cause cillian ruined lou's life in more ways than one.

uM holy fuck that’s all i got to say

pls tell me that Caro killed the dude that choked Lou (or beat his ass)

god i hope so !

how many people do you follow? are you “strict” with who you follow?

i follow 264 people and yeah i’ve gotten a bit stricter with it just cause like...i only want to follow people whose content i truly care about/will actually notice on my dash

would you ever do a sim dump?

probably in the future, it seems like people want more male and female sims from me SO

ramona got some moves tf

the girl is out here bobbing to the chicken dance like nobody’s business

have u seen the end of the fucking world? if u did what are your #thots

UM......................i watched the first episode ‘cause i heard so much about it and um.............................it was so bad OMFG i hated it. way too edgy for me. completely missed the mark. not into it at all. hard pass

CAN LOU PLEASE HAVE A MAN IN HER LIFE WHO IS NOT A COMPLETE TWAT PLEASE

HOPEFULLY ezra will follow through with that and i don’t necessarily mean in a romantic way but like...as her new roommate MAYBE he will be a blessing we can HOPE

I'm not sure if you've been asked this or not, but your poses are so good and I was wondering if you have ever considered making a pose pack? Sorry if this came off as rude! I love your posts!

i will probably in the future!! but first i gotta figure out which ones i’d actually include

okay so this is random but I just wanted to say that I absolutely love your sims stories. Everything is so perfect and I'm forever shook because I can't believe the "sets" you use are actually the game. Your sims are so fleshed out and you are a huge inspiration to me. Anyways sorry if this was weird but I'm like obsessed with ur blog. bYe

AJHSDHJFSD THANK YOU!!!!!!! yes somehow we work miracles into this game can u believe it...ahh but thank you so much, it means everything that i would inspire you in any way...like what...omg

Santi is actually standing outside present Lou’s apartment wondering where the fuck he went wrong

he’s been there for 6 months just on the street standing there please someone let him in .

LOUUUU OH MY GODDD SKKDSNSJDH MY BABY. SO THATS HOW SHE GOT THE SCAR. WOW

there it is fellas. this message is sooooo old i’m so bad

Have you read/heard of The Lunar Chronicles

i have not!! but i’ll jot it down!

I was wondering if you’ve ever had any problems with skins? For me some on the palm side of the hand it’s noticeably darker than what the skin is supposed to be.. like the rest comes out find but the hands are darker.

hmm...that’s weird, i haven’t seen that. i think it probably depends on the skin? or maybe your sim detail settings?

santi my daddy, honeybodies my mommy, lou looking like a cutie when she saw dat tiny puppy. my name is rappin anon, and i just wanted to say, ur are my favorite simblr basically saving my day. rappin anon OUT

o...my god

i love u

i love u...

#nonsims #saviorhide #sunny answers #where is the anon that loves these...i always think of you when i make these...enjoy

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joohoneyhoe · 7 years

Text

The Temp

My everything only looks at you and shouts without stopping,

telling me I’m ready to go.

[song inspiration: Ed Sheeran - Shape of you]

info: Jaebum x oc genre: smut, oral, fingering, dirty talk, light choking, slight dom! word count: 5.1k

For two years, two insanely long years I have been Idol, Im Jaebum’s “temporary” makeup artist. Two years of endless awful pick up lines, suggestive comments, devious looks, “harmless” touches and just straight up eye-fucking me. Part of me honestly thinks I’m still around because he doesn’t want another artist anymore. I mean, who would let him get away with those things, if not me? Probably no one.

I was older than him by a few years and was technically his elder, even though my culture didn’t do honorifics. I respected it and always used it with people older than I, unless directed otherwise. I gave all the boys the choice of using it if they chose to and they all always referred to me as Letha noona or simply noona. But not Jaebum, he never did if he couldn’t help it. I was either Princess, Kitten, Leth or on rare occasions, Letha. Of course, he only used Kitten or Princess in whispers, when no one was listening or we were alone.

He was good looking and charming, there was no denying that. I had a hard time not getting beat red when he’d use one of his nicknames on me or shamelessly teased me. And he obviously knew that it affected me or he wouldn’t continue to do it.

There were so many times he had shown up late in the beginning for makeup, leaving him and I alone in the dressing room. The first couple of times, I thought he was just simply careless and lost track of time. But then, one time turned into two, two turned into five and five turned into every single day. He would apologize halfheartedly, call me Princess or Kitten and then proceed to make me very aware of how alone we were.

If I was in front of him while he was in my chair, his hands would always find their way to my hips. His thumbs would move my t-shirt aside and rub circles on the naked flesh of my hipbones. I’d repeatedly smack his hands away, though I didn’t actually mind the feeling of his hands against my skin. After a few times, I would eventually just give up and let him do it, and he always had the same smirk when he knew he’d won. This happened daily and it was happening again right now.

I was standing before him, as far back as I could be and still be able to do his makeup. He sat comfortably, his legs spread wide as if inviting me to step between them. I sucked in my breath and leaned back in to continue his eye makeup, only to have him pull his face out of my limited reach.

“Really, Im Jaebum? Why are you being so difficult today?” I scolded, my free hand on my hip as I glared down at his sharp features. “I’m not the one being difficult, you are.” he shot back, his brow arching.

“What are you on about, I’m just trying to do your damn makeup like I do every day.”

“But, you won’t get any closer and refuse to have any physical contact with me. I don’t like that.” I rolled my eyes so hard the earth probably rotated, then went back to my work.

“We don’t always get what we want.” I stated plainly as I finally finished up his eyes. “There, you’re done. You can leave me alone now, I have shit I have to do today.” turning to go, his hand caught my wrist and pulled me back, startling me. He’d never done anything that direct before.

“What kind of things, Kitten?” he purred, his fingers tugging my belt loops to pull me between his thighs. I felt my face get hot almost instantly, eyes locking on his lust filled ones. “Just-just some errands and you have a shoot to get to.” his hands slowly moved from my belt loops to my ass, cupping it roughly. I let out an involuntary mewl, my hand quickly covering my mouth in shock.

“Ohh, someone likes it rough. I’m last to go for the shoot, we’ve got time.” I felt his cold hands move up the back of my shirt, caressing my lower back. “Besides, the only thing you should be doing today, is ridding me.” he smirked up at me, his right hand now trailing towards my stomach. “Really, Jaebum? That’s what you’re going with?” I snorted, collecting myself as I removed his hands from me and turned to start packing up my things.

He shot up from the chair, his frame looming over me as his arms wound around my waist. “Come on, Princess.” his lips brushed my ear, a cold chill shooting through me. “I know you want me as much as I want you. You wouldn’t let me do the things I do or say if you didn’t.” he traveled my neck, leaving barely there kisses.

“I would lose my job, Jaebum.” I replied, my breathing becoming labored at his closeness.

“Not if we keep it to ourselves. No one would even know I fucked my makeup artist. It’d be our little secret, Kitten.” Why was his offer so tempting? This was beyond wrong and if we got caught, I’d never work a gig this good ever again. I ripped his hands away, spinning around so I could scowl up at him.

“No, Jaebum. I can’t lose this job, no matter how badly I want to fuck you.” his eyebrows rose in surprise at my blunt words, moving closer until his arms trapped me against the counter.

“Oh, so you do want to fuck me then, Kitten.” his pouty lips were centimeters away from mine, all I’d have to do is tilt my head and I’d finally feel them against me. “After two years of you toying with me and eye-fucking me, who wouldn’t?” I pointed out, leaning as far away from him as I possibly could, resisting the temptation of kissing him. His scent was absolutely intoxicating, it was nearly impossible to concentrate with him so close.

His lips brushed the corner of mine, then moved towards my jaw, peppering it with opened mouthed kisses. “I’ve wanted to fuck you for so long, Kitten. Every time they have me meet with who is supposed to replace you permanently, I tell them no, because I can’t imagine anyone else but you. I can’t even think of picturing someone else bending over in front of me, and wanting to take them right then and there like I do you.

Or teasing them, watching their face flush at my words the way you do. You’re absolute perfection to look at and I love everything about you. That face you make when you’re trying to ignore my advances, scrunching your nose up and scowling. That bossy little attitude you get with me when I’m not listening to you, I’d love to fuck that right out of you. Make you beg and cry out for me instead. I even like it when you smack my hands away, and pretend you don’t want me to touch you. Oh, how easily you give into it now when no one is around. I love it.” my heart was hammering in my chest at his words, my panties becoming damp with arousal.

“Jae…” his name barely came out as a whisper as my eyes landed on his lush lips, his tongue darting out to wet them.

“Ugh, I love it when you call me that, and I hate that nickname, Princess.” he groaned, his hand moving to run up my arm. "I just want to fuck you, make you feel good. Will you let me do that, please?“ he begged, his hands moving to cup my face as he pushed his hips into mine, the very prominent bulge in his tight jeans hitting just below my belly button.

I gripped his wrist, my eyes stuck on his beautiful brown orbs. “I can’t. I’ll lose my job and I can’t afford that, Jaebum. I want you to fuck me, I really do.” I confessed, my resolve slowly breaking down the longer he touched me. His lips ghosted mine, our noses bumping slightly.

“Then let me. Let me make you cum over and over again while you scream my name like an anthem, Letha.” my hold on his wrist tightened at his use of my actual name, my thighs pushing together, desperate for any kind of friction.

“I can’t,” I croaked out, my eyes leaving his face to look down at our bodies that were tightly pressed together. “at least not here, not where I work.” slowly I lifted my eyes to catch his reaction, which made me all the more eager to have him. His pupils dilated, eyes turning almost completely black and looking as if he would devour me at any second.

“My shoot ends in a couple hours. Go home and wait for me there, I have your address.” he pushed himself away from the counter and strolled to the door. “Oh,” he added, his hand on the knob. “you better be naked already when I get there.” and with that, he left me there alone to think about what the hell I had just gotten myself into.

It was 11:00 pm already and I hadn’t heard a single word from Jaebum since I left work. He said he would just show up, not telling me specifically when he’d be here. He was teasing, I knew he had my number, because I had his. He was playing his game, making me anxious by not knowing when he’d show up at my doorstep. He knew exactly what he was doing, he’d been doing it for two years now.

I continued to pace back and forth, my fingers carding through my shoulder length pastel pink hair nervously. Why did I agree to this? It was wrong on so many fucking levels, but I couldn’t bring myself to tell him no when I wanted this just as bad. Why wasn’t he here yet? He said only a few hours, it’d been almost eight at this point.

As if on cue, loud banging started at my front door. I ran over, not bothering to check to see if it was him before unlocking it and throwing it open. There he stood in front of me, leather jacket clad, soaking wet Jaebum.

“Did you walk here? You’re all wet, Jae!” I exclaimed in shock at the soaked to the bone man in front of me.

“And you’re not naked like I told you to be, Kitten.” he quipped, pushing his wet hair back, revealing his forehead.

“Had you been a little more specific with your time frame, maybe I would have been, Princess.” I snapped, using his own pet name against him as I left the door ajar for him to come in as I walked away. I heard it slam behind me, then his hand gripped my arm and pulled me back, slamming me against the nearest wall. The air was knocked from my lungs at the contact, my mouth agape in surprise.

“The only one who acts like a Princess around here is you, sweetheart. Throwing a hissy fit because I wasn’t here to dick you down sooner.” he growled, his eyes shamelessly wandering my barely dressed figure.

“And though I told you to be naked, this little number isn’t half bad.” his finger hooked into the strap of my nude silk tank, gesturing to it and the matching silk shorts. He let the strap fall down my shoulder, his finger caressing my bare skin, dipping below the deep v in front before he reached a hardened nipple. A moan escaped my throat, my head leaning back against the wall. I felt his lips on my neck, his hands moving to my hips as he slowly pushed the fabric of my shirt up.

“I bet you’re ready for me right now after having to wait all day, aren’t you, Kitten?” he cupped my breast under my shirt, a sigh leaving my lips. “Yes.” he snarled at me.

“Get this fucking thing off already.” he demanded as he yanked the tank top from my body.

“Fuck, your nipples are pierced? You get better every second, Kitten.” he moaned as both of his hands reached for me, his thumbs brushing my nipples, toying with the piercings. My back arched off the wall towards him, hands grasping at his neck to pull his mouth down to mine, only to have him resist.

“I want this so bad, Letha, but do you want this? I won’t go any further until you tell me what you want.” he informed me, his voice dropping into a husky growl.

“I want you, Jaebum. I’ve wanted you for two years. I NEED you to fuck me, right now.” I hissed as he pressed his body to mine, his hands resting on the wall above my head.

“Do you have any idea how many times I’ve thought about fucking you?“

“How many?” I inquired as my hands slipped under his wet t-shirt to feel the hot skin of his stomach underneath.

“Every single Goddamn time I jerk off. Every time I fuck some girl just to cum in something other than my hand. I always imagine it’s you begging for my cock, pleading for me to let you cum.“

“I could have done without that last bit of information.” I scoffed, taking my hands from his skin and pushing him so I could walk away towards my bed. My apartment was a large single roomed flat, my bed near my skylight view just off my living room.

“What, you think I didn’t fuck anyone the entire time I was trying to fuck you, Princess?” he questioned, grabbing my waist and pulling me to him, my back to his chest. “I wanted you so Goddamn bad, but you never acknowledged my advances. I’d be so hard by the time I left your presence, that jerking off was never enough. I wanted you, but I knew I couldn’t have you, what did you expect me to do? Jerk off for two fucking years? Not happening, not when I can get laid at the drop of a hat.“

“That’s fair. I can’t say that I haven’t fucked anyone and didn’t wish it was you under me instead.” craning my head to the side to look at him, I analyzed his reaction. “Then I guess we’re on the same page about this now, right?” he questioned, his hand creeping to the waistband of my shorts.

“Yea, I suppose we are.“

“Good,” he spun me around, picking me up and tossing me over his shoulder as if I weighed nothing.

“because now I’m going to fuck you like no one ever has. You’ll never want another man ever again, Kitten.” his hand came down on my ass with a loud smack, a yelp coming from me in delight. He tossed me down on the bed roughly, a dark look on his handsome face. I sat up on my knees at the edge of my bed, grabbing the lepels of his leather jacket and pulling him closer.

“You had better be able to back all of this up, Im Jaebum. I hate being disappointed.” I pushed his jacket from his broad shoulders and he quickly flung it to the floor before peeling his wet shirt off. My hands instantly went to touch his toned torso, fingers tracing his V-line until I met the line of his underwear. His hands took hold of my face, lifting my eyes to his, his expression softening.

“What?“

I prodded, my eyebrow raising as I suddenly began to feel self conscious. “You’re so beautiful, Letha. I want to enjoy every fucking second of this with you. I never thought we’d be here, like this.” his dark eyes scanned my face, filled with a different kind of emotion.

“You’re not going to get all mushy on me now, are you?” he smirked, his face morphing back to the one filled with desire.

“Oh, I’m going to fucking wreck you, but I wanted you to know that first.” I shrugged, my hands clasping around the back of his neck.

“Good, like I said, I hate being disappointed.” he hovered his mouth near mine, hot breath caressing my face.

“Let’s get this moving then, Princess.”

He crushed his mouth to mine, teeth clashing in desperation as he pushed me down onto the mattress. Our tongues battled for dominance, but I quickly lost when his hand reached down the front of my shorts, his slender fingers running along my slit. He tugged on my plump bottom lip, my fingers grasping at his muscled back.

“You’re so wet for me already, Kitten. I don’t even need to prep you for my cock, but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to.” he began traveling down, his lips leaving purple and red petals along my pale skin. When he found my left nipple, his eyes darted to mine, a mischievous smiling pulling at his lips.

“Don’t tease me, haven’t you done that enough already?” his tongue darted out, teasing the already painfully hard bud.

“So impatient, aren’t we, Kitten?” he hummed, his teeth tugging on my nipple ring. My hands moved to grip his hair, his tongue swirling before wrapping his lips around it and sucking.

“Fuck!” I breathed out, my legs opening further so he could rest between them with ease. He moved to my other nipple, granting it the same treatment as the first. His left hand slipped down between our bodies, fingers pulling at the hem of my sleep shorts. He jerked his lips away, releasing me with a lewd pop.

“These need to come off, right now.” he ordered,

I lifted my hips as he slowly pulled them down my legs, fingers leaving a trail of fire in their wake. He began making his way back up, wet kisses gracing my skin from my ankles, all the way up to my inner thighs. He hitched my legs over his shoulders, arms under my thighs, hands pulling them apart as he lay flat on his stomach.

“God, I can’t believe how wet you are, Kitten. I can’t wait to taste you.” he said hungrily, his lips kissing everywhere but where I wanted him.

“Jae,” he looked up at the sound of his name, grinning like a cat who’d just caught a mouse.

“Yes, Kitten?“

I took my fingers through his bangs, pushing them back from his forehead so I could see him better. "Please, baby. I need you.” his eyes rolled back into his head at the pet name, a grunt passing his lips.

“Anything for you, Princess.” he dragged his tongue up my slit, a gasp escaping me. His pace was slow, teasing as he lapped at me. I squirmed under him, wanting him to move faster. He roughly held me in place continuing his torture.

“Jaebum–please–I’m begging you!” I pleaded between heavy pants, my chest heaving rapidly.

“Since you asked so nicely.” he delved his tongue deep inside me, twisting it as his nose bumped my clit. I white knuckled the sheets as he moved to pay attention to the swollen bundle of nerves, taking it between his lips and suckling. His right hand let go of my thigh, moving inward, his middle finger toying with my entrance. His tongue and lips continued to pay attention to my clit as he pushed his finger in, pumping slowly.

“Fuck, you’re so tight, Kitten.” he murmured before inserting a second finger. He picked up the pace, his thumb taking the place of his mouth as he thrust his fingers in and out harshly. “Oh, fuck, Jae!” I whimpered, hands gripping my hair as the knot in my stomach tightened. He curled his fingers, successfully hitting my g-spot, making me lift off the bed towards his touch.

“Come on, cum for me, Kitten. I know you’re close.” he lowered his mouth back down, sucking and licking as his fingers worked the inside of me. The knot got tighter, my legs tensing up as he kept going.

“I-I’m cumming! Jae, I’m cumming!” my climax roared through me like a tidal wave, my body trembling as he helped me through my orgasm. After my walls stopped clenching around his fingers, his mouth left me as he slowly removed them.

“Ah, you did so good, Princess.” he praised as he came back up to me, putting his fingers into his mouth and sucking.

“You taste even better than I thought.” his lips came crashing down on mine, tongue pushing past my lips to enter my mouth. I could taste myself in his kiss and I could have cared less. I had never orgasmed so hard in my life and he hadn’t even fucked me properly yet.

He pulled away, his breathing heavy as his hands roamed my sides. “I’m going to fuck you senseless, Kitten. Would you like that?” my hands wound into his hair, lips kissing the column of his creamy neck. “Yes, please fuck me, baby. I need you so fucking bad.” he pushed away from me, standing up to remove his jeans and underwear faster than the speed of light.

“Wait,” he bent down, searching his pockets frantically.

“fuck! I don’t have condom!” he panicked, his hands pulling his hair in frustration. I pulled myself up and moved over to him, sitting on my knees. I took his face into my palms, kissing him over and over while his arms hung loosely at his sides.

“Calm down, it’s not the end of the world. I’m on birth control anyway, so we don’t need it unless you want one.” his eyes widened at my revelation, a smile coming back to his face. “You keep getting better and better, Kitten!” he kissed me roughly, pushing me back down onto the mattress, his throbbing member pressing against my inner thigh. I took my fingers down to wrap around his thick length, stroking him a few times. Our mouths moved feverishly against one another as I stroked him. He pulled away, breathless and panting.

“I want you to ride me. Now.” he easily switched our positions, me now straddling his hips.

“I can’t wait to watch you ride my dick, Kitten.” he told me, it coming out more like a snarl at me.

“I’ll have you know, I’m an expert in dick riding.” I joked, my hands running up the expanse of his chest. He chuckled, his hands landing on my hips, fingers digging into the skin there.

“Prove it.” reaching down, I gripped him as I lined us up. I gave him a coy smirk before slowly sinking down. He let out a hiss between clenched teeth, his eyes rolling into the back of his head. I began rocking my hips into him, I sat up and braced my hands against his chest. I bounced, timing my hip rolls to my movements. After a few minutes, he finally looked back to me, his eyes watching his cock slide in and out of me.

“Fuck, Kitten, you weren’t kidding.” I let out a low laugh, increasing my speed, thighs starting to burn, but I ignored it. I bent down to kiss him hungrily, my hands holding his face as he gripped my ass and rocked me harder, now thrusting into me. Letting out a cry of pleasure into our kiss, I rested my forehead against his.

“That’s it, baby, be loud for me. Come on, I want to hear you scream my name.” he coaxed, his teeth nipping at my earlobe. “F-fuck!” I sputtered, pulling myself back up into sitting position.

Without warning, he sat up, flipping us over so I was beneath him, then turning me onto my stomach. A yelp of surprise left my lips at his quick movements, my core becoming desperate for him. He grabbed my hips and pulled my ass up into the air as I braced on my elbows. He smacked it, without a doubt leaving a hand print.

“My turn now, Kitten.” he ran his fingers over my dripping slit before taking his tip and running it along it teasingly. I pushed my ass back into him, urging him to go. It granted me another smack, a broken cry leaving my throat.

“Be patient or I’ll just keep playing with you.” I stilled my movements as he continued.

“Good girl.” he plunged back into me, a death grip on my hips as pounded me mercilessly. “Jaebum! Oh Fuck!” I screamed, his hand fisting my hair and pulling me back against his chest. He let go of my hair and swiftly moved on to my neck, cutting off my oxygen slightly.

“You like it rough, don’t you?” I simply nodded in agreement, my vision blurring as I felt my second orgasm nearing. His right hand moved down to splay out across my collarbones while his left held my hip as he fucked me. I brought an arm up to wrap around his neck and pull him into a kiss. His hips snapped into me with such force, I pulled my mouth away.

“Jae, I’m so close.” I croaked, my forehead pressing against his cheek. “Fuck, me too.” he took his right hand down my stomach, his finger finding my clit and circling it in time with his thrust.

“Fuck, fuck!” he moaned, his head tilting back. “Jaebum-” his name left me as a whine, so close to my climax now. Suddenly, he pulled out of me, making us both cry out in discomfort. He hastily grabbed my hips and turned me before pushing me onto my back.

“Why did you do that, asshole?” I barked, smacking his hard chest in frustration.

“I want to see your face when you cum. I need to remember this.” he explained, lining himself back up and thrusting into me harshly. My back lifted off the bed, head flying back as I squeezed my eyes shut. He hiked my thighs up around his waist, then caged my head between his elbows.

“Letha, Letha, look at me.” obeying, my eyes locked on his as he thrust into me vigorously. My arms wound around his neck, fingers tugging at the hair there. For some reason, this didn’t feel like two people fucking each other out of pure lust anymore. The way his expression shifted as he gazed into my eyes, felt different.

“Kiss me, Jaebum.” I begged, feeling my eyes prick with tears for some stupid reason. He obliged me, his mouth meeting mine in a desperate kiss. Moments later, he pulled away, his pace still brutal.

“I can’t hold it back anymore, baby.” he confessed, sweat beaded on his forehead, bangs wet and hanging in his eyes. I took my hand down, rubbing myself as I held his neck with the other hand.

“God, you’re so fucking hot.” he groaned, his forehead pressing to mine as he snapped his hips even harder. “Fuck! Fuck!” I screamed, my second climax smashing into me harder than my first, my entire body tensing up.

“Jaebum!” I clenched around him, causing him to lose his hold on his own orgasm. He cupped my face, making eye contact with me as he came, his cum coating my walls.

“Fuck, Letha.” he mumbled, his lips latching back on mine. My hand left my body to grip his back as we rode out our highs, lips never parting. He gave me a few languid thrust before stilling completely inside me. He just gazed down at me, his thumbs brushing my cheekbones gently.

“That two year build up was definitely worth it.” he pointed out before slowly easing his softening member from me. I just lay there, my body pulsing and already sore. He moved to get up, but I grasped his forearm to stop him.

“Where are you going, Jaebum?” I questioned.

“Oh, um, I figured you’d probably want me to go after.” he replied sheepishly, his hand running through his sweaty hair.

“Stay with me.” I told him, tugging on him to come back.

“You sure? I don’t want to do anything you’re not comfortable with.“

Who the hell was this sweet man and what had he done to the sex demon that fucked me senseless not even two minutes ago.

“You literally just fucked me harder than I’ve ever been fucked, Im Jaebum. Cuddling with me is the last thing that’ll make me uncomfortable.” reassuringly, I patted the spot beside me.

“You sure?” he double checked, hesitating slightly.

“Positive.” a small smile brightened his face as he moved to the spot beside me. I pulled his arm around me and rested my head on his chest, slinging my right leg over him.

“Letha?“

“Hm?” I hummed in response, sleep beginning to tug at my eyes.

“I like you. A lot.” he confessed, his fingers tracing invisible patterns on my arm. I lazily kissed his damp chest, my eyes catching his.

“I know I made it sound like kind of a one time thing, but I don’t want it to be. I want to take you out on actual dates, shower you in gross lovey dovey kisses, hold your hand, bring you take out and watch movies in our underwear kind of shit. I want all that crap with you, especially now.” leaning up on my elbow, I looked down at him, fingers tracing his jaw.

“Are you sure it’s not the after sex high talking?” he smiled widely, holding my face.

“Positive.“

“Then I guess I had better get used to seeing that cocky smirk more, shouldn’t I? Though I’m definitely going to lose my job now.” he brought me into a slow, sweet kiss, his hands moving to pull me back down on top of him. He pulled away moments later, a mischievous grin on his lips.

“What?” I probed, eyebrows knitting in curiosity.

“You’ll be seeing a lot more than just my smirk, Princess. And don’t worry about your job, I already told my manager I was planning on asking you out. Your job is safe.” I let out a laugh, rolling off of him and onto my back.

“There he is, you sneaky bastard.” I remarked as I rested my head on his arm, the back of my left hand on his chest. He lifted it to his mouth, kissing each finger carefully. “Kitten, you’re stuck with me.” he informed me, his grin lighting up that beautiful face.

“I can live with that.”

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all the asks

(thank u friend)

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.Ten Fingers by WatskyTiptoe by Imagine DragonsGood Run by Andrew HuangRabbit Hole by Blink-182Still Alive(Feat. Sara Quinn) by Jonathan CoultonWork Away by Classified

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?whoever tf my soulmate is im tryna feel loved

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.“Focusing on a point 1/3 in puts everybody in focus” thanks bare bones camera course

4) What do you think about most?this is a good one im not actually entirely sure, probably how much i should be but do not want to be doing homework

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?i feel like there was one a while back but there’s one other i never got to hear the final product of

6) Do you have any strange phobias?idk i have really bad paranoia about shit being behind me

7) What's your religion?none of the above(nonreligious, not atheist)

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?walking to class lmao i need to get out more often

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?well if we’re talking strictly bands and not artists then probably either twenty one pilots or AJR

10) What was the last lie you told?idk probably something along the lines of “yeah I’m doing fine”

11) Do you believe in karma?sometimes? i dont really know tbh

12) What does your URL mean?im p much always sick, im dead inside, and at heart im a kid

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?greatest weakness: i fall for people way too easily, greatest strength: my sense of humor

14) Who is your celebrity crush?Ansel Elgort motherfucker

15) How do you vent your anger?i dont i just bottle it all up until i die

16) Do you have a collection of anything?yeah i have a small rock/crystal collection at home and i also collect some Funko Pop Vinyls. also i guess you could say i have a knife collection but i just like knives

17) Are you happy with the person you've become?absolutely fucking not im a lazy asshole

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?i guess it doesnt really count as a sound but i cannot stand silence, i get super paranoid and shit, i love the sound of laughter

19) What's your biggest "what if"?wow this is gonna be emo as hell but it’s “what if i never find someone to love me”

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?ghosts, yes, aliens, double yes

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.right arm: bluetooth speaker, left arm: lamp

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?nothing really maybe some mac n cheese

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to?i could be super deep w this but ill just say high school

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?ansel elgort, beyonce

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?To find someone i can be happy and spend the rest of my life with(if you haven’t noticed a lot of who i am revolves around being in a relationship)

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?yeah i drive but i drive good so i dun did never crash

27) What was the last movie you saw?like the first 30 minutes of the player, but the last full movie i saw was probably something on netflix i dont remember

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?idk i get really bad stomachaches sometimes

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?star wars the old republic is the only thing keeping me going right now

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?yeah in high school there was a rumor that my friend group was one big polyamorous relationship and we all had orgies on the weekends

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?fuck yeah i do im a bitter motherfucker, but the only person i really have a grudge against rn is my little brother garrett. fuck that kid.

32) What is your astrological sign?aries, is it any surprise

33) What's the last thing you purchased?uhhhh not counting the two sodas i bought with hawk dollars last night? a 30 day subscription to swtor

34) Love or lust?LOVE

35) In a relationship?no i wish :(

36) How many relationships have you had?oh boy either 16 or17 im honestly not sure

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?jokes for days and cheesy flirting

38) Where is your best friend?like 30 minutes away i wanna see him

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?playing swtor

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?fuck yeah im my favorite kind of person(that sounds really conceited but hey who cares i like people like me)

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?save that mf dog my boss can choke if they’re gonna fire me for that

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?I would tell like. 4 people honestly. I’d drop out of school and overdraw my bank account to hell doing everything i’ve ever wanted to like paintball and traveling. and yeah id be fucking terrified and probably just sob constantly the last few days.

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?Things Are Looking Up by Classified

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?being with someone that makes you incredibly happy and you can talk to for hours on end without getting tired of them. someone that likes you for who you are, and that loves hearing about your interests and you love hearing about theirs

45) How can I win your heart?compliment me and listen to me ramble about stupid shit like SCP or star wars for hours

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?i dont fuckin know sometimes?

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?i havent made a whole lot of good decisions in my life, so probably coming out as nonbinary and finally being comfortable with who i am

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?“one of the few joys in life is the joy of others” -Griffin Delouise Hutchersworthington XLII(forty-secondteenth)

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."broken lmao

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?black n red im an emo bitch

51) What is your current desktop picture?a nice rainforest waterfall, my whole computer has a green foresty theme

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?can i say myself

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?emo answer: “are you happy?” funny answer: “did you wake up before 2pm today?”

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?FLIGHT MOTHERFUCKER I’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE ABLE TO FLY I ALWAYS HAD FLYING DREAMS AS A KID

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?the time i first got glasses. I could finally see the world clearly and I cried like a bitch

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?dating my abuser

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?i was about to say ansel elgort again but i feel like id wanna be best friends with him, so probably Nate Ruess(the singer for Fun.)

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?ooooooooh, probably either Canada or Los Angeles

59) Ever been on a plane?yeah i dont really have an opinion of flying though like i dont love but i dont hate it either

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.(in no particular order)Ansel ElgortRyan ReynoldsLupita Nyong’oRyan HaywoodRicky Montgomery

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