#holy shut i'm so fucki mg angry that a marvel tv show is snapping all this into perspective for me

[dragqueenpentheus]

bro fuckinf MOON KNIGHT? fucking MOON KNIGHT IS WHAT DOES IT??????????

#jesus FUCKING christ #i've been a pimple ripe for popping for months but. this being the final crystallizing understanding. is fucking embarrassing scream #it sure does make a whole lot of sense huh #i've been carrying the guilt of mom teaching me i ruined my little sister by getting hit by a bud in front of her for so long and with such #religious belief. that i think everything wrong with her is my fault. and the guilt has snapped my self love and belief in HALF. #that's why i never feel allowed to call myself an older sibling #that's why i have to make a joke about my bud accident every time it comes up #it happened at easter and tay instantly turned it around to how much it hurt her to watch me get hit by a bus #without pause or thought #and i almost puked man #holy shut i'm so fucki mg angry that a marvel tv show is snapping all this into perspective for me #HOW DARE SHE HONESTLY. HOW DARE SHE MAKE A SIX YEAR OLD FEEL SUCH INTENSE SURVIVOURS GUILT FOR BEING HIT BY A BUS. THAT THEY CARRY IT #FOR TWENTY ONE YEARS #she made me feel like a fucking murderer #i felt like i killed my little sister and any hope of happiness she had bc #getting hit by a bud in front of her when she was two years old taught her that the world couldn't be trusted #and it was my fault she never could make friends #and would treat people so badly #my mom would just SAY THAT SHIT TO ME WHAT THE HELL #jesus christ okay #SO #personal #irl #i feel insane i may have to schedule a call with my therapist again this week lmfao #fucking MOON KNIGHT?!?!??!??!!??!!!? bro. #oh god oh fuck no wonder francis fucking crozier makes me insane