#he wants Sam’s attention sooo badly. he’d want Sam to know that he’s healing him from the inside

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you think sam ever wonders if dean would have tricked him into saying yes to lucifer again if it meant saving his life.

#like. disclaimer: Dean would Not do that. not even if he was desperate #up to you if you think it’s because that’s where he draws the line about disrespecting Sam’s autonomy #or because he’s just so fucking furiously jealous that Lucifer has already gotten so much of Sam to himself that dean won’t give him more #either way he Wouldn’t. but. sam doesn’t know that does he. #the facts sam has are 1) dean okayed an angel entering his body and 2) dean lied to him about an angel being in his body #and 3) dean probably would have kept lying about it after ‘Ezekiel’ left. never told Sam what was in him. #so what’s the difference between one angel and another really? especially since Lucifer could have made that offer with much more experience #of course he can patch Sam up. he’s done it before. he’s torn him up and put him back together so many times. child’s play really. #I think the only comfort Sam would have about this is that Lucifer would not be able to help himself from giving away the game #he wants Sam’s attention sooo badly. he’d want Sam to know that he’s healing him from the inside #well then. what’s worse. his brother lying to his face about the devil possessing him. or Lucifer being the one to tell him everything. #can Sam kick Lucifer out? yes I think so. does Sam think so? very different question. after all. he couldn’t push Lucifer out last time #that he let him (hallucifer) in <3 #spn #sam winchester #lucifer spn #Dean winchester