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#he wanted to hold a debriefing w everyone afterwards but i stayed back to clean up the room so when mom say her baby it
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my manager has kids:(😕 but i have a new resident doctor crush soooo;)😳
#i knew i didn’t stand a chance !!!!!
#also i saw my first pediatric cardiac arrest today
#i was okay during the code i was glad i could be helpful i just gave out flushes lol
#they didn’t make it but i had a feeling that was gonna be the outcome cuz they were already in rigor mortis when they got to us
#the doctor leading the code was the one i’ve recently started talking to more n he’s like rlly friendly w everyone
#i wish i knew the difference between someone being nice to me and flirting w me lol
#anyways he did really good leading the code as well as the other doctors doing their best n everyone else
#he wanted to hold a debriefing w everyone afterwards but i stayed back to clean up the room so when mom say her baby it
#wouldn’t be as traumatizing w all the blood snd gastric contents soaked towels and garbage EVERYWHERE
#i wish they’d stopped the code sooner the doctor leading the code was the first to point out the baby was in rigor right at the beginning
#but obviously cuz it’s a peds case they wanna do everything they can and he literally did EVERYTHING all the code meds u could possibly orde
#this stupid lady next to me who had no idea what she was talking abt was like ‘wait i think i see something on the monitor’ n im like bitch?
#the baby was literally PEA they’re in fcking rigor mortis stop trying to prolong this horribly aggressive mess just let it end peacefully
#baby was asystole throughout the entire code..they couldn’t even intubate him cuz his jaw was clenched so tight
#anyways right after everyone agreed w the leading doctor to end it the doc like put both hands on the bed and kinda
#bowed his head but i saw the pained look on his face i hope he didn’t blame himself i mean he knew from the start the baby was in rigor and
#he asked everyone to give the baby a moment at the end of the code
#that’s when they were all gonna go debrief but i stayed behind
#anyways my supervisors were asking me if i was ok n i was like yeah bc the baby looked so much more at peace when we readied the room formom
#then later the leading code doctor found me and asked if i was okay and i said was fine..i felt better knowing he was already gone before
#he got to the hospital and was in literal rigor mortis with a rectal temp of 94 deg F
#but i didn’t want to seem too heartless bc i could tell the code had upset him and he was talking in a more quietly
#concercdndd voice like he’s usually always loud and joking around like me so :( and the fact that he stopped to talk w me privately n was
#genuinely wanting to know if i was okay made me ;-; cuz im not used to being comforted?? or having my emotions validated
#i was like ‘yeah im fine now haha it might all hit me later when im driving home alone at the end of the shift lol’
#n he gave me a pat on the shoulder n said i did a good job ;—;
#ngl i always thought he was kinda cute but i only just started talking n working w him on pts tuesday n i think he likes me????
#idk bc he’s friendly n easy to get along w everyone AS AM I but idk we talked 1-1 before n i got a Vibe 😳 from him
#but anyways then i got home n had pasta n talked to my fam abt my day and told them i had my first peds cardiac arrest
#then all of a sudden something in me switch??i felt myself stiffen n my eyes started watering so i went to my room n ended up crying 4 20min
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