#he taught me enough to be bored through the entirety of kindergarten and first grade while i was in preschool

[sowacream]

You know when you realize your childhood was actually worse than you thought?

#my mom's catholic but my dad is agnostic and manipulated me and my sister into loving science and now we are both unable to believe in any #he didnt promote imagination at all #he taught me enough to be bored through the entirety of kindergarten and first grade while i was in preschool #no one bothered to find a solution for the fact that i was not sleeping ever #whenever i cried my dad would say it was fake #roald dahl books. holy shit the roald dahl books. #no one found it concerning that i was writing stories about children living alone on the streets #according to a poem i wrote people were using physical violence against me in first grade #they were also bullying me for liking mickey mouse #i played a game called pregnant triangles #i was hyperfixated on graveyards #i was also hyperfixated on science and the country of scotland #when i was 2 my grandparents gave me an adult level book of greek myths #i could read it when i was 3 #i hyperfixated on it and read the entire book every day #like. my childhood was. weird #oh also i have lived in 7 houses #oh yeah!! and i had a condition that hugely fucked up my digestive system #my dad kept telling me to not hide it #but he would yell at me because of it #and i was so embarrased #once i had an allergic reaction and he decided that the reason i was washing myself off in the shower was because of the digestive thing #so he yelled at me #im allergic to the literal sun and my parents always send me to outdoor summer camps