#he is very pretty 2 me

[mrtequilasunset]

I think abt this check so often. Him throwing his shoe through a window to destroy the man looking back at him. I think about him trying to rip the sink out of the wall while staring at his reflection. I think about the repulsion he feels for himself. I think about the way he probably grew a beard in an attempt to hide the damage left behind by the polio. Adopts the expression likely also in part because of said damage. I think about him feeling too disgusting to press his cheek against something soft. Too disgusting to look at a woman he thinks is beautiful. The way he can call himself a superstar but there are still the inevitable moments where how he really feels pokes through the cracks. The way disco elysium portrays insecurity is very important to me.

#disco elysium #harry du bois #disco elysium meta #aurrhbgrhgb chews on him #he is very pretty 2 me