#he drives me insane yk

[lonelyzarquon]

Peter Cushing as Sherlock Holmes The Hound of the Baskervilles (1959)

#peter cushing #the hound of the baskervilles #filmedit #sherlock holmes #hammer horror #terence fisher #horroredit #mine #my gifs #he drives me insane yk #his energy... throwing daggers at people hopping around the moors killing spiders fixing telescopes smOkiNG #oh yes and nearly getting killed on multiple occasions #also this mf is tactile always touching other person's shoulder or shaking hands for a longg time #bless

[shitty-davesprite-daily]

//ooc hi it's me the anon who just sent in the most targeted monologue I could think of. the "do you ever think about" one. you have been giving me Davesprite Thoughts for several weeks so I shoved it in an ask. hope its devastating to him/pos!!

ps. I love this blog so much actually keep doin what ur doin!!!!

ooc

i love you so fucking much holy shit /p you get it. you fucking get it. dsprite feeling like he was responsible at least in part for all of his friends dying, and literally sacrificing himself, his identity and his *humanity* to save them, only for them to just. overlook him in favour of the 'real' him. the one that didnt fuck everything up for them. does he feel like he deserves it? does he think that its some form of karma for the way he let them all down and let them die (or in roses - his *sisters* case - literally killing them?) fuck, would he even *tell* them what happened in his old timeline? or would he just make vague allusions and stupid jokes because maybe if he doesnt tell them, he can have a second chance with them (a second chance that he doesnt really deserve after lying to them). maybe he can eventually win them back. sure, hes never going to be the 'real dave' again, not while the other dave is around, but maybe he can be more than just the spare dead bird dave that should have stayed dead

or maybe he shouldnt even try and should just save himself the pain of when it inevitably fails. they deserve better than just the weird bargain bin dave, right?

idk ill never stop thinking about this orange motherfucker and im glad i managed to infect someone else with the Davesprite Thoughts

#davesprite #homestuck #he drives me insane. every day #i have more but i dont want to turn this into a full on essay #also tyty >:) this blog was initially just a way to contain *my* davesprite brainrot somewhere that wasnt just spamming my main/insta/ #discord servers #the fact that its gotten so popular and so many people seem to genuinely like it is. wild! like what the fuck theres 200 of you?? #/pos /pos as shit just. goddamn yk #ooc post

[todayisafridaynight]

the mine thirst from the previous anons my god y'all need a whole ass water tank HDHWJE

good morning tumblr today's broadcast is brought to you by Why Is Yoshitaka Mine So Fucking Pretty

#snap chats #GOOD MORNINGALKJ #CELEBRITY APPEARANCES FROM MAS AND MSKMA OMG WHAT AN HONOR HI GUYS #im gonna finish up my palette requests then doa comm but WOW #WOW.... #i be actin like a catholic rn but i also think mine is pretty enough to drive a man insane #its me im the man in question BUT i behave myself. i will not act up #also first anon's right that plane scene was peak #it doesnt do anything for me like the eyeball scene does but it is close and i do love the scene #full yandere moment <3<3<3 he's such a silly girl <3<3<3 #i love mine i love how he's calm 99% of the time and then the 1% he's just completely insane #deranged. devoted. passionate. i love you sir please keep being you i hope you never get better #well. i guess you cant get better when youre dead but </3 #BUT YEAH NO MINE IN ISHIN IS SOOOOO HANDSOME ITS SO FUCKING UNFAIR #LIKE IF YOU LOOK AT MY STEAM SCREENSHOTS FOLDER IM 99% SURE I TOOK A SCREENSHOT EVERY FRAME HE WAS ON SCREEN #HE'S SO HANDSOME I CANT STRESS THAT handsome squidward moment How You Make Him MORE Handsome Oh My God #its very much an Eros and Apollo moment yk that song. LOVE that song LOVE studio killers... #like mine's not hot he's handsome yk what i mean. like he's incredibly attractive but in like a sophisticated/put-together kind of way #and it's cause of that i go insane BEECAAAUUSSSE he's seemingly normal 90% of the time and just a pretty thing to look at #and then he does some insane bullshit and its like Oh You're Not Normal. Why's My Heart Growing Three Sizes

[cinammonelles]

hc that at some point of time pre-end of 247, shiyong switched to wearing all/mostly white, cut his hair shorter and started wearing it in a simpler hairstyle

#because yk i feel like that kid recognised him a little too easily #according to what's said during most of the book he and zhou ying do look similar #but its not the kind of similarity you catch at first glance #and they both have wildly different vibes #so i feel like it'd make more sense if the kid recognized him because of similar facial features + similar getup #also the idea of shiyong subconsciously starting to dress like his san-ge after the final arc does things to my brain #anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk #these two drive me insane👍 #(and sorry if the mandarin looks too stiff #i was trying to make sure i wrote the characters correctly) #tai sui #tai sui art #xi ping #xi shiyong #tai sui spoilers #tai sui book 5 #tai sui conclusion #my art #🍀

[mistakes-have-been-made]

Guys help I'm struggling to fight the urge to make another sig au idea

I can't keep mashing my interest together, stop this madness

#GRRRRRRR I HATE YOU GREEK MYTHOLOGY N CONTENT MADE FROM IT #pov me deciding if it should be epic: the musical #;pjo ; hades the game; or stray gods #OR ALL OF THEM #(forgot the song of Achilles but u still get the point) #i have seen the medusa!protag au fic and im going feral over it #if i were to go w pjo Augustine would be percy #not if ands or buts #he too would have beef w the gods #not as much as luke but yk #percabeth as auggie and winnie is driving me insane #i could also do cotag as patrochilles #ykw I'll make a poll abt it later #[jackie rambles]

[sameteeth]

the flint coming out/silvers worst possible reaction convo is one of the few times we actually see flint like. uncomfortable? or nervous i guess? when silver says he doesn't think the pattern of flint's closest person/partner dying will apply to him because of recent events, flint's response ("it is .. natural for men new to power to assume that it has no limits. trust me - it does.") seems strange. he doesn't argue against seeking out his own tragedies as he did before, or deny the pattern, or tell silver to stop blaming him for the deaths of his partners. he tells silver he isn't as powerful as he might feel at that moment. he's defensive, thrown off-balance by the vulnerability of sharing his most guarded heart and secret, only for silver to throw it back in his face. this conversation is significant for a number of reasons, but one of which is that it highlights flint's devotion to silver (he tells silver he is Entitled to the truth) and silver's reticence to genuine connection with flint. he tells flint he's sorry, but then ruthlessly points out a pattern he sees as a potential danger to him. silver is STILL acting in his own self interest here, almost defensively, whereas flint has given himself entirely over to silver. what happens makes me think of this post - flint has such personal authenticity, he KNOWS what he stands for, he has cast his lot, his narrative is fixed, that he is able to give his truth to silver. whereas silver is still playing at both sides. his identity has coagulated into silver, but he's not Long John Silver yet. he doubts this war, he doubts flint and madi's motivations. why expose a weakness when there's no need? all he sees of flint's confession is a potential threat to him. and then there's flint's response in the face of silver coolly explaining why he will survive flint's self-inflicted tragedy, a weak attempt at silver's feelings of strength, a defensive response to what flint perceives to be an attack from silver.. which silver IMMEDIATELY overturns with his stunt with dobbs, using the men as pawns in his dance with flint, proving to flint that silver is strong, that silver will survive flint. that silver will hurt flint. and all flint has to offer is an uncertain but (to me) very genuine attempt at comfort in the face of silver's ironclad defense of his own strength. that even if they agree silver has such powerful influence over the men, flint can still stand with him, against him if they have to.

#idk if im wholly on board with the final chunk but im thinkin #that whole conversation takes the ENTIRE episode and it drives me insane #its like. theyre talking past each other #theyre shouting across a lake trying to hear whats going unsaid (the visuals support this) #flint is sharing something very close and personal with silver and refers to them as friends unhesitatingly #yet silver has come prepared with a defense and (sort of) challenges flints authority by doing somehting he knows flint will disapprove of #considering during times of battle captains held absolute power this is very much an intended offense i believe #because the closer silver feels himself getting to flint the harder he fights to keep himself distant and strong and without flaw #silver wants to be flints equal - he does not see flint already regards him as one #i wonder if silver knew about flints reason or had his guesses beforehand and THATS why he asked flint to tell him thomas's name #idk they make me insane yk <- guy who is [redacted] #canis watches black sails #oh also. FUCKED UP that silver uses dobbs to prove a point lmao but also excellent narrative choices tomake it seem like dobbs is betraying #them. bc flint KNOWS hornigold is there and knows hornigold will try to outthink him. but he can outthink the outthinker to get hornigold t #lower his guard and follow dobbs to the spot where they need to be. he lets hornigold look smart by waiting then feeds him a lie

[thekidsarentalright]

something that always so deeply strikes me is the fact that fob opens from under the cork tree openly exposing the fact that the narrator of the songs (pete, some unnamed person, however you interpret it) is unreliable from the outset- "we're only liars". Everything stated, then, can be interpreted as a lie, because it's outright said that the one speaking to you is a liar. it could be interpreted that the thoughts and feelings and advice from then on are unreliable- they're only liars, after all, but they're the best. they're only good for the latest trends, only good for the things that seem hip and relatable. to make these claims on an album that is then truly so vulnerable and revealing, so emotionally exploitive is the thing that is mainly striking. in that way, the narrator really Is a liar, and unreliable, for stating that they're a liar in the first place was a lie in itself. the album is filled with heart aching honesty, honesty that can then be questioned with the claim of lies, but honesty that is real and deep and wholly exposed regardless of what the narrator wants us to believe

#tldr all men do is lie! #no but genuinely this drives me insane. the narrator is lying about being a liar and either way is unreliable and that is just. that is so. #that is so pete. he isn't necessarily hiding his emotions at all but he's just saying dont trust me. im gonna go fucking insane #dont take advice from someone who's fallen apart kinda vibe yk #analysis.txt #txt

[noxtivagus]

head in hands FINAL FANTASY

#🌙.rambles #i just. really want to listen to dedicated to moonlight already it's driving me insane #n i really want to replay ffix 🥺 i still rmb playing a lot through yk terra n pandaemonium n stuff n that ancient tree #during those brownouts hehe. i still rmb very well #i remember going upstairs n crying to myself in a corner bcs of the ending #w vivi !!!! :c n then i got infuriated too bcs i didn't realize i accidentally turned off bgm midway my game or smth #i have no idea how i didn't notice #but i was waiting for melodies of life n it didn't play 😭😭 so yeah that's how i realized. but i went back a bit tho #so i cld listen from around. hmmm i can't rlly remember but at least w behind the door & melodies of life yes #n then before ffix was ff7r i rmb apollo n i watching some ff7r stuff n cc on yt then #our dad saw n the day after he bought it :^) i love my family sm sobs #n then we used to take turns bcs only 1 ps4 then n we'd also sched like. 2 hours play n then 30 minutes rest or smth #i rmb when zack first appeared i was crying too man T_T i love video games n stories sm bcs #back then i rlly bottled my emotions even more n yk ^^ were an outlet :^) i love them so very much #OH YEAH finally finished ffxv too then 🤍 kh3 too around that time bcs. yk 2020 lockdown. a lot of switch games too #i still rmb my notes while playing those games T_T #& i rmb looking too around like. early october or even earlier i think. i was searching up a bunch of ff charas #hang on. i said i'll be productive but i really really don't want to work on this script #tmrrw i can rest though. don't rlly have much to do aside from. ah reviews on saturday i have to catch up #bcs i got sick last saturday n cldn't pay attention :c but other than that. the stuff due next week mon/tues r easy #n wed to fri no classes <3 just. have to get this bs done. i hate my group.

[avatardoggo]

the only thing worse than having a crush is trying to figure out whether you like like someone for real or if you just like like the figment version of them you made up in your head

#there’s something seriously wrong with me. like ya i already knew that but as of recently there’s just another thing to add to the list #a friend from middle school replied to my story of instagram and IDKY but i started going the embarrassing pathetic daydreaming scenario #thingy and it was like just Imagining and Daydreaming what life would be like if i dated or whatever this guy and I DONT EVEN LIKE LIKE HIM #agjsjdjd he used to tease and drive me insane in 7th grade not in a horrible way just in a my goodness you’re funny annoying yk? like i’m #laughing but omgoodness stop yk??? #and then when he replies back to my texts MY HEART STARTS POUNDING like i have Feelings for him 🤨 and then i realized i don’t Actually like #like him i just like this version of him in my head and that’s messed up on so many levels like wow i’m *that* Lonely i’m *that* starved for #attention and just for someone to Care About Me On Purpose With Purpose not out of obligation or blood but just cuz i’m so in need of that #i make up scenarios in my head and i almost believe them #most of the time i wonder what it’s like to be Normal about things yk just wish i could like like someone and not ask this^ type of question #vk overshares in the tags

[vamptastic]

danganronpa is whispering its siren song to me but alas nobody shares my big brain million iq opinions (drv3 hater) (korekiyo defender) (ishimaru understander) (celeste and hifumi apologist) (kaito hater) (protagonist love triangle poly advocate) (post sdr2 anime enjoyer) (fucking hates the writing bar the first half of sdr1 and ending of sdr2) (never even finished v3 because it was so dogshit terrible and also i genuinely can barely get through the minigames) (problematic psychological horror fan)

#the executions were not gorey enough they were not even that camp. except the celeste one. #leon baseball one was good. the korekiyo one had potential. kaedes ROCKED. taka's concept version was cool. everything else was shit. #everything about the way they wrote korekiyo drives me fucking insane ive written essay length posts on it before. i care him okay. #let me project onto the predatory fem gay man stereotype incestual serial killer. #mostly because his writing was wildly homophobic + transmisogynistic and a horrible depiction of abuse #but had so much potential for a genuinely good character if theyd pulled their heads outta their asses and deconstructed the tropes #which is what danganronpa is all about thats what makes the first game halfway secent #ughhh. its just so frustrating how all the writing js so close but so far. #like genuinely this is one place where i think fandom and fanfic is better than the original #say what you will but it's one of the only fandoms where ive felt p much all fanfic and headcanon done genuinely #has told a better and/or more complete story while keeping the original concepts and tone #unfortunately most of the fandom is insane and/or too preoccupied with shipping (understandable. i guess.) to like. engage with it fully. #and there's still such a dearth of content for my faves #kiyo is like at best a side character and at worse written as even more of a parody of himself 😭 #theres literally like four people in the world who get it max. korekiyo eating spaghetti is still my favorite fan art of all time #...anyway. idk why im thinking about this rn but im nostalgic all of a sudden #i never really got invested into any of the crazy fandom stuff i just read old fanfic and watched from the sidelines #but me and a couple friends had a lot of own interpretation and theories and fanon sequel ideas n they mean a lot to me yk? #genuinely got me to do a lot more writing and art even if it was all korekiyo themed. im like soooo good at drawing him now (lie) #he's still my litmus test for picrews if i cant make him it's shit. he literally just has long hair a mask and pretty eyes. simple elements #anyway whatever he will live on in my head forever.

[todayisafridaynight]

uhhh something something 'the only time a yakuza should laugh with his teeth is when he's with family or in trouble' something something arakawa gradually doing so more and more when hanging around jo something something Uh Oh™️

#arasawa #snap chats #DO WE GET WHAT I MEAN. #im not arguin semantics rn just listen to me im gripping you by the shoulders reader #it can go either way A.) arakawa gradually seeing jo as a part of his persoanl family opposed to The General Family #B.) you know how in fanfics theres that 'Oh. /Oh./' trope Yeah. i want big man to realize he's a lil doki doki for one of his guys #why the fuck i frame it like these arent in the same vein I CANNOT THINKKKKKK STRAAAIGHT #BUT NOOOO LISTEEENNNN i know bro would be SOOO conflicted. dare i say... he'd be in trouble SEE DO WE SEE WHAT IMEA #ok you can stop looking at me. im delirious. insane. delulu. its cause i cant draw rn its hard and my head hurts #ive been struggling with this idea for. WEEKS. i CANNOT find a way to make a comic out of it and its making me loco and mad #so im just throwing it out into the ether as Free Real Estate if anyone else wants a crack at it. or yk just so i can share it #LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING HERE I KNOW THERE IS I AM BRUSHING IT WITH MY FINGERTIPS BUT I CANNOT GRAB IT #you know it fuckin bad when i actually make a text post about it thats how you know Im At My Limit #driving me insane....... i just need everyone to know im rotating them like SSBB trophies.... #anyway. yeah youre right i still havent drawn shit #UUUGGGHHHHH should... or shold i sleep.... #let me try to force myself to sketch something and then ill run to my car and sleep there or somethin #idk. anyway bye i love the old people

[peachinspiration]

dunmeshi mithruncore (every day I can’t get up to make myself eat at all or get up to use the bathroom or fall asleep or actually do more to help myself unless im told to or someone physically Makes me do it or I finally manage to do so for the first time very very late in the day cuz I forced myself to out of fear)

#im in hell #that thing he said about not being able to sleep without magic or meds is so real #my sleep treatments even stopped working gradually #and if I don’t take any at all im laying awake until fuckinf 7 am #it takes me like an hour of holding it in to use the fuckinf bathroom #and the thing that makes me move is being terrified of kidney failure #it’s 6 pm and I still haven’t eaten my first meal of the day. tried ripping into a protein bar I had saved for moments like this but I can’t #make myself take more than 2 bites #the amount of times these past few years I’ve practically passed out from hunger cuz I just. cannot make myself get up to eat or make myself #something. omfgggggggff #I literally am a magic practitioner and have helped myself with spell work many times in the past yet I just can’t. make myself utilize it #more. yet I have all these books and supplies to use. and I’ve studied for hours and hours and know what to do #and it’s crazy cuz when im high off the sleep treatment THEN I actually do things but I don’t wanna use that more cuz im afraid of getting #addicted uhm. yeah idk what to even do anymore #my bf helps tremendously with leading me to do things but I don’t wanna take advantage of him too much and he’s long distance #but jesus fuck im literally on adderall now but its my emotional problems that keep it from working #it’s like wtf happened #I can’t fucking do anything unless someone’s there to guide me through it or keep me engaged as I work or they push me to in some way #and it’s like wow. cuz I want independence more than anything #it’s crazy cuz I related with his old self to the T especially with the desires and competitivity problems and trying to gain things he #doesn’t even actually want just for leverage and a sense of worth and the ‘if im not on the top on everything i dont have actual worth’thing #and other stuff I can’t remember off the top of my head. and I actually had friends and was more talkative #but now it’s like #🪿 #yk what I mean #there’s a shitload of other things I relate too hard with but I can’t remember rn or I won’t mention cuz too much to go into #my bf said if he were around irl he’d cook for me and help with stuff when I go thru being like this nonstop which hey nice cuz obv id help #him with anything too #I mean there’s days where im better and can Do Things but it never lasts long and it sucks I can’t ever trust myself having a job or #I had all these things I wanted to do but I just feel nothing toward it and it drives me insane like can this maybe Not happen so often

[michellejwhp2719]

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#gonna rant here a bit abt nothing much but just because I have no one to talk about it with #i kinda like this guy and honestly. its not that big of a deal. but i do think he might like someone else and i have no idea who and its #making me a bit insane. Like. im not too bothered by it bc i think of it more as a whim than anything else. and im not going to cry if he #doesn't like me back. Like. im 18 dude I have no business in worrying too deeply aboyt those sorts of things yk? but i do miss the feeling #of someone liking me back. I do feel like I haven't gotten that in a while and it does make me a bit sad. Yk the whole 'what is so- #inherently unlikeable about me' sorta thing. Should I keep waiting or should I do something or what. like. what do I do. Im trying to stay #focused on uni and my professional future but I cant help thinking about all these other things #I feel like its the being a young adult of it all. that if I wasnt maybe I wouldnt be thinking about it too hard. I already have so much on #my plate as it is. I cant focus on everything and I feel like I cant focus on anything anyway #I thought I was a bad person for thinking about making a move when I had JUST found out that he had broken up w his gf just a couple of #weeks prior to me finding out. but apparently for him it was a long time coming. And now he's completely moved on and likes someone else #and its driving me mad not knowing who it is. Because I also cant fathom the possibility of it being me. I really cant. And its gonna sound #so stupid and superficial but god. he has so many pretty girls in his life and Im just here. Im just me. How could it be me. #when it never is #like I said. its dumb. and im overthinking it but I cant help it. I dont even think I want an actual relationship or anything. but I do #want to be selfish about it. I want it to be me #And I feel terrible because I know this isn't about him. its about wanting someone to like me. and he doesn't deserve that. #I dont know what to do

[maiaacchiato]

AAAAA

#going insane over a fic at 1am #i mean ngl this is pretty tame bht #yk #its them #its #hes driving #and #and . #god #idk the insanity of it all is driving me into histerics and i dont know why #mia's ramblings

[zevranunderstander]

i wish literally anyone else except for me would in depth care about my pathfinder character and would know like. all the lore and be in the sessions BUT i still wanna do it without the Mortifying Ordeal Of Being Known

#myposts #like nemja is so coded into my own expieriences of growing up and is kind of a way for me to channel and deal w some stuff #like he is so much based on this expierience of being a young woman with a mental illness and this lack of any authority that comes w that #like. and he is insanely socially akward and shy but in this way where you are never taken seriously #like. the expierience of being a young adult who isnt really comfortable around Adults With Authority #like a driving instructor or your boss or whomever and you just feel akward and uncomfortable having to interact with this person #but who also has no ideal about social cues & is just really Weird but in the way people dont like yk #and whose impulsiveness and thoughlessness and general lacking understanding of consequences #creates horribly akward situations for himself like 24/7 #which also includes situations where other people are mad at him afterwards and it kinda feeds into a weird cycle of self-hatred #like while learning and growing up he feels so viscerally on a display case where everyone can watch him fuck up and stumble around 24/7 #and he also feels way too old to be going through this process and is horribly embarrassed (hes 22 but doesnt remember 7 years of his life #so hes emotionally kind of like 16-17 but also hes kind of 22 in some aspects so hes kind of embarrassed by how little he knows) #and also in his design he has these huge ass horns that make it impossible for him to ever really disguise himself #and not immediately stand out like a sore thumb everywhere he goes #and this visceral awareness that gives him of being percieved and the idea of never really having the choice to not be noticed #like as a woman growing up with alopecia being in any public place everyone will notice/look at you all the time #like no matter what you do like you can never turn it off and him being a rogue and good at stealth and shit #is kind of like an ironic wish fulfillment because as a kid i really did have this thing #where i thought invisibility would be the best superpower #but like. it's nice to not be seen but it always makes you an observer looking in and not a member of any group #this character is my absolute everything ok? #nemja

[astrxealis]

i like scrutinising random details in ffxiv so fucking much anyway anabaseios is crazy design-wise. to me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚ #?? it's hard to elaborate. esp w/o spoiling #so warning here uhh ffxiv pandaemonium raids! spoilers! anabaseios! #is that good already. yeah #okay. so #pandaemonium looks like a spider. and then i did the fight and the attacks were too #which is. GENIUS bcs yk. athena. and then arachne and spiders. ??? #themis's lines ... some are huge callbacks to other stuff and idk it drives me insane #also i think the light and dark stuff are amazing. love it. #OH FUCKING HELL I REALIZED I HAD THE STACK MARKER THE FIRST TIME SMTH ... i screamed he was targetting me bcs im a fucking simp #im so sorry ANYWAY GOD THATS EMBARRASSING BUT SO IN CHARACTER FOR ME ... ANYWAY! #the cutscene after is a callback to yk in 5.3 which is INCREDIBLE... made me cry even more #kokytos ... i would have more thoughts about that but i can't think rn. also it's in the 9th circle. intriguing! #okay. and then p12 ATHENA'S DESIGN IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING i love it #my brain power is dead though. i can't analyze shit properly rn lol #but i am sooo in love w the raids ... oh god <3