#havent had a OUAT ask in so long :')

[elriell]

Do you ship SQ now?

I am so sorry I have no clue when this was sent as my ask box is awful at notifying me but I think I checked about… idk a week ago? So hopefully you haven’t been waiting too long. 

There is a long and a short answer, short is yes. and i have been a multi shipper for a few years now (even tho i haven’t been on tumblr in ages prior) I even made a post about it WAY back when which you may have missed, So I will copy and paste it below (bare in mind this was written years ago when I first sort of began multi-shipping) but it still relates to this day for those who might be confused as I was a 100% CS shipper back in the day, they are still my OTP for the record! 

I just started enjoying other areas of the fandom too. If you dont care for the long answer no worries I’ll leave it under the (read more) bar and just ignore it, but if you do want to know a little about my experience and feeling with all the toxicity within the f OUAT fandom back then, then go ahead and give it whirl and come back and we can chat

Hellooooo. *blows out breath* Where to begin…

I made a post months ago about fandom negativity and how over time it got to me, I’m going to copy parts of it over here and add some more, newer thoughts since that post…And hopefully if you have the patience to sit through it you’ll understand a little better by the end.

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I am a Captain Swan shipper (along with many other ships), I have been a member of the CS family for years and have loved it, I have made so many lifelong friends that I talk to outside of tumblr daily, however, there is something I have been…struggling, for lack of a better word, with for a little while.

Negativity. Fandom negativity to be specific.

(I also want to preface this by saying I am not calling anyone out at all, people who are discussing and standing up for their characters and/or actors. People who are having debates, wording discussions in way I never could articulate so beautifully, are awesome. I enjoy these posts and reblog them often. This is not directed anyone in the slightest.)

But there has been a lot of negativity surrounding certain areas of the fandom, there is no reason to beat around the bush, I am talking about anti-sq/anti-regina stuff. I see it on my dash from a few shippers, I see it in the “OUAT Spoilers” tag and on twitter and everywhere. There is literally this dark energy everywhere. This hostile feeling, and maybe I am the only who feels it but I am just going to honest and straight up say, it got to me.

It crept up in a way I can’t even explain…

I am the biggest believer in ship and let ship, shipping is supposed to be fun! It shouldn’t matter what is canon and what’s not, it’s about enjoying characters that you think have potential. It’s about discussing it with your friends and making fanart, and just enjoying. And yet at some point during my time in the fandom something in me changed.

I let the bad apples get to me, I let the hateful people get to me and twist my views on an entire fandom. When I thought of the Swan Queen fandom all I saw was the bad, and became so bad that I’d see a gifset or anything in relation to them and feel physically ill. Like a pit in my stomach, like a uncomfortable twist every time they came up.

I realise this sounds melodramatic, I mean how can seeing a gifset actually cause such a strong reaction? Such strong negative emotions… I suppose it was the accumulation of so much anger and bitterness towards the bad apples  (and also seeing my dash constantly with negativity, it is like being in a bubble) that I forgot that they aren’t a entire fandom, that I became hyper sensitive to everything surrounding SQ. It was confusing, I absolutely love ships between women, if anything 8/10 i prefer them, being a bisexual women i’ve learned take/appreciate representation where we can get it or possibly get it. [sidenote: it f* sucks that there isn’t more out there and i could rant about that for daaays] but anyways in this one show something just didn’t click originally.

I get so upset when I see posts about how the CS fandom is the most hateful fandom because there are so many amazing people who have become my family and who literally are like literal sunshine and I think to myself “How can you (sq’rs) judge a entire fandom by a handful of bad?”

But then I know what you’re now thinking… Isn’t that what you’ve been doing, Morgan? Yes, yes it is.

I don’t want to argue about which fandom has done the most wrong, or which is more guilty of hate, I just want to move forward. I want to watch the show again and have fun doing so. I want to watch OUAT and not feel annoyed every time Regina is on screen with Emma (because there is no reason for it). I want to watch OUAT with a lighter heart, like I use too back in season 3.

“I don’t know how, but I’ve simply decided to let go of all my hostile emotions, lets call it my new years resolution. At the very least I am trying to and you know what, I think I am getting somewhere good, I felt a lot better lately, my mood is up. You might have noticed a slight increase of Regina on my blog, I saw a gif of Regina looking at Emma (from 4x12) and thought “oh, you know I can see what you mean about the way she looks at her sometimes…” (tbh she looks at a lot of folks that way), it’s simply Lana’s acting.  But my point is, that physical negative reaction is gone.

And I am so fucking happy about that.”

-A quote from my months old post

That feeling has only gotten better and stronger in the months ahead, I have followed a few multi shippers and begun to interact outside of my usual circles, and its going good. There are always days were anti’s irritate me but I think that is normal, overall I am happier.

I am so sorry if this feels fake to some of my friends on tumblr, who I have openly talked negatively about characters/ships with, I don’t take back my beliefs on  some of their actions or our discussions, I’ve simply chosen to try and move past it. And look at it from a wider lens…

I don’t know if I have properly articulated myself during this post but I really just wanted to get this out in the open because I love and adore the CS fandom but I also want to open up a little more, I know that although I few of my friends on here wont agree with my opinions on trying to be more regina/sq friendly I am sure you’ll support me because you always have, and thats what friendship is.

HOWEVER, back to the main purpose of this swan-queeen side-blog I understand and acknowledge that this is my change, and my choice. A lot of people don’t have to follow me in it and don’t want it on their dash, I have a little under 5k on my main and I know that they followed for a specific set of content. With that in mind I am putting this kind of content on a separate platform, if you want to join me I’d love that, if not I understand everyone has a right to their feelings/opinions.

Anyways I have so much more to say but I’ll stop here or you will be falling asleep, I am always here to chat and discuss things so feel free to hit up my ask/messenger/etc…

#m for ts #m replies #havent had a OUAT ask in so long :') #this show used to own me

[kittyimagines1979-blog]

Peter Pan x Reader AU

Peter Pan x reader AU When your write on yourself it shows up on your soulmate

Fandom: OUAT

Warning: None

A/N: First AU

Peter ALWAYS wrote on himself, mostly about Neverland. He was allowed to live in Storybrooke as long as he never used his magic, which was blocked by a ring he had to wear. He and Wendy (I aged her up and her and Peter are 16 in this) were together. You, always had the same writing on your arms, legs, ect. as he did. He didnt notice because you covered it up with some makeup. Wendy drew the same stuff on her arms and legs so it looked like her and Peter were together, he didnt know that though. You really did like Peter but he never noticed you, he was to busy noticing that attention whore Wendy Darling. You walked into school as normal, your head down trying not to make eye contact. When you felt yourself run into a chest you looked up, it was Peter and his gang of 'lost boys'. Wendy was standing by him, she glared at you. You gulped and backed up "Sorry" You said and walked by quickly. When someone grabbed onto your arm, you looked at the person and it was Devin. He grinned wickedly as he pulled you back "Pan never said you could just walk away" He said. You dropped all your stuff when he pulled you back and it scattered all over the tiled floor. You growled, your eyes turning yellow and Ruby (You forgot your homework) ran up, she saw what happened and helped you with all your stuff. "Listen here, unless you want all your throats ripped out, i think you should leave (Y/N) alone" She said glring and you looked at them, your eyes werent (E/C) they were full yellow and you growled pushing past Devin "Touch me again, it wont be Ruby tearing out your throat" You said and walked to class. After class, you noticed Wendy headed towards you and she grabbed your hand taking you to the girls bathroom before pushing you into a stall. You didnt know why this was happenening. "Because of you, Peter broke up with me you little skank!" She yelled as she pushed your head into one of the toilets, "What do you mean!" She pulled your arm up, a new drawing appeared on your arm. How did you not notice?! You pushe her away "Its not my fault you're a liar!" You yelled at her and your eyes went yellow again asyou tackled her "Listen here-" You got cut off by a new voice. You turned around seeing Peter standing there, why was he in the girls restroom?! "What are you doing in here?!" You growled. He looked at you "I heard comotion and came looking forWendy to apologize but came in here to see if she was in here..." He said. Wendy pushed you off and ran over to him "She attacked me! Didnt you see that!" She said and he held her close glaring at you. "Next time you touch her, you'll regret it!" Peter said and you looked at him "She pulled me in here and tried to drown me because im your soulmate!" You yelled and Peter looked a bit shocked. Peter looked at Wendy "Is this true?" He asked and Wendy stayed silent and Peter sighed. He pushed Wendy away "I dont want a liar as my girlfriend, ive changed and i guess some pepole havent" He said. You started to leave when he grabbed your arm "Is it true that you're my soulmate?" He asked and you nodded looking at him. He pulled you close "Will you be my girlfriend then?" He asked. You laughed "Once we get to know eachother" You said and Peter nodded "Of course" He mumbled rubbing the back of his neck.

A/N: I hope you liked this /0-0\

#peter pan x reader #OUAT Peter pan #ouat x reader #OUAT #ouat characters #Peter pan x reader fluff #x reader #peter pan #Peter pan x reader AU #X reader au #Ouat x reader au

[kingmojomonkey]

92 Questions

THE LAST… 1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: asking my mam to bring a drink upstairs  3. Text message: (to my best friend) do u like it lmao 4. Song you listened to: Crazy Ex Girlfriend - the sexy getting ready song 5. Time you cried: Idk  HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Been cheated on: no 8. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 9. Lost someone special: yeah :( 10. Been depressed: for a long time now yes 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no more under the cut: LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. yellow 13. mint green 14. purple IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends: sort of yeah the people that are going in the limo with us for debs. 16. Fallen out of love: you’d have to be in love first :’) 17. Laughed until you cried: yes lmao 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah :/ 19. Met someone who changed you: i don’t think so? 20. Found out who your true friends are: yes100% 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah but only in truth or dare 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most

23. Do you have any pets: a very fluffly doggo named Sandy 24. Do you want to change your name: nah i like it 25. What did you do for your last birthday: I went to a restaurant with my family, cousins and nanny 26. What time did you wake up: 19:30 (my sleep schedueles fucked) 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: probs watching agents of shield 28. Name something you cannot wait for: going on holiday next summer 29. When was the last time you saw your mother: bout 15mins ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my migraines 31. What are you listening to right now: nothing 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i dont think so 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: being late 34. Most visited website: tumblr  35. Elementary: loved it 36. High School: im a drop out :’) (because of migraines/ depression in my 6th year) 37. College/university: hoping to go one day 38. Hair color: brown 39. Long or short hair: short  40. Do you have a crush on someone: no not rn 41. What do you like about yourself: im good at art i guess 42. Piercings: i have the standard ear ones but i havent wore earrings since i was 12 43. Blood type: idk 44. Nickname: cole/coley but v rarerly 45. Relationship status: single  46. Zodiac sign: libra 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite tv show: supergirl, flash, ouat, game of thrones, jane the virgin 49. Tattoos: i want one 50. Right or left hand: right FIRST… 51. Surgery: none 52. Piercing: ears 54. Sport: swimming  55. Vacation: portugal 56. Pair of trainers: idk 57. Eating: a sanbwhich 58. Drinking: water

59. I’m about to: go to bed

60. Listening to: nothing

61. Waiting for: the pain to go 62. Want: to go on holidays 63. Get married: id like to maybe 64. Career: teacher  YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: kisses 66. Lips or eyes:  eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller than me 68. Older or younger: kinda round same age 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: doesn’t matter as long as theyre kind HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: yes but only truth or dare 75. Drank hard liquor?: no 76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: glasses are lost like 40% of the time 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: no 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: yeah  83. Fallen for a friend: yes  DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: sorta 85. Miracles: yes 86. Love at first sight: kinda? more like love after first day of hanging with someone not as soon as you glance at them 87. Santa Claus: yes 88. Kiss on the first date: if it seems right 89. Angels: yes to a degree OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: ciara 91. Eye color: blue grey 92. Favorite movie: harry potter, zootopia if you read all this, ily and you know a lot about me now wow

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