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As the daylight comes, we have to go

We knew this day would come

We knew it all along

How did it come so fast?

It has been one hell of a ride, au. But without you, it would be worse.

These past few days, I really wanted to reminisce our moments together. But I told myself to hold back and just seize every second with you.

This day marks the end of our classes and it doesn't feel like the end of it all. It feels a normal day. It feels like everything is just as it is months back. Parang kailan lang yung sumugod tayo sa admin dahil di natin matanggap yung sectioning. Parang kailan lang yung nagtatawanan tayo sa first day natin sa electronics dahil takot si ryan na hawakan yun kasi akala niya nakakakuryente. Parang kailan lang din yung nagrarush tayo ng research papers then pabalik balik sa computer shop kasi marami pang mali sa manuscripts. Parang kailan lang din yung pumunta tayo sa Cauayan for RICE. I admit that it was the best week of my life. We went there to attend a contest but it seems like we've had a week-long vacation. Parang kailan lang din yung first time nating nag boycott sa research. And I thought that would be the first and the last but last last week, we shut the door and ran away from the non-parametric tests. Parang kailan lang din yung Christmas party na nagvideoke tayo sa room. Parang kailan lang din yung nag celebrate tayo ng Valentine's Day together sa Eva's na mag jeep sana tayo kaso walang dumating hahahaha. We had more memories than I have imagined we could have when we're just on the 9th grade.

This is our last night but it's late

And I'm trying not to sleep

'Cause I know, when I wake, I will have to slip away

Now, we only have three weeks left. Each night, I always thought of how would it be like when everything reminds me of all of you when the school year ends. And it scares me. The thought itself terrifies me. Because the greatest fear I have is the fear of losing and separating — the fear of losing some people in my life knowing that after this, we would barely talk and the fear of being separated with all of you.

You've been the best, au. You've been my happy pill. The light to this dark abyss. The warmth I always feel. Always remember that you always hold a place in my heart, no matter what happens.

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go

But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close

'Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own

But tonight I need to hold you so close

Shany: You're the best seatmate ever. Thank you for all the gossips we've had during discussions. Thank you for backing me up when I needed one. Thank you for hearing me out especially when I rant out all the nonsense things. Thank you for being my crying shoulder. Know that I'll always be here for you and I am always here to hear you out when Elee makes you feel kilig hahahaha. Thank you for hearing me out when you're the first one I tell things to. Thank you for being just yourself. I admire you so much for your personality, beauty and wit. Love you Shany❤️ Good luck and God bless, our future accountant 💕

CJ: I never had a boy bestfriend till you came. You're my first boy bestfriend and I am lucky enough to have someone like you. Thank you for being the one I can run to whenever I have problems. Thank you for hearing my rants. Thank you for making me feel that I am worthy of everything. Thank you for all the hugs when I'm longing to have one. Thank you for the constant reminder that I deserve to be loved and that I am not just a void in this vast universe. Always remember that I am always here you can cling on to and I am always here when you needed to vent out things. Love you ceej💕

Janae: Baby wendy, I am lucky enough to have you in my life. I've known yoy since 2nd grade and I know you have that good personality. We used to play a puzzle wherein images were formed basta yun di ko maexplain hahahaha. Thank you for all the jokes kahit na sinasabi ko na di havey pero sa totoo lang havey talaga hahahaha. Thank you for making me think that I am not what I think I am. Thank you for making me realize that I am capable of everything. Thank you, because through you, I was able to yank out of my shell. Thank you for making me laugh in times of despair. Thank you for making everything possible lalo na yung kay ano hahahahaha. Always know that in times of trouble, I am always here that you can run to. Never ever let anyone dull your sparkles, my dear. Love you nae💕

Ayra: Monay, in times of despair, you always cheer me up. You taught me how to stay positive even though things are falling apart. Thank you for all the laughters especially the ones we've had at CVHPP. Thank you for being one of my confidante. Thank you for always listening to my problems. Thank you for being there with me though ups and downs. Don't overthink always because it will consume you so much more than what you imagine. Love you monaybellsss💕

Shane: Shane, please don't let your negative thoughts dominate you. I know you're hiding your problems and I adire you for overcoming those. Thank you for making me feel loved at all times. Always remember that I'm always here when you needed one to talk nonsense things to hahahahaha. You matter. Always remember that. Love you Shane💕

Kezia: I thought back then that you're shy, and too silent. But you're the opposite. Thank you for being there with me through the dark times. Always know that I'll always be here. I know that the last weekend has been hard for you but I know your stronger than your problems. Always remember that. Love you kc💕

Emil: You're the most unexpected person that came to my life. I never thought that you would be my one of my boy bestfriends next to ceej. Thank you for cheering me up always. Thank you for making me feel loved just like others do. Thank you for all the good mornings, good nights, tulog na, and everything. Sorry for everything that had happened before. And I wanted you to forget what I have said to you before. Remember that I am always here when you needed someone to talk to. Love you beshiecakes 💕

Nina: I thought that you're a masungit kind of person as most says when you were promoted way back 8th grade. But as I am in the same table as yours, I learned that you're not. You're kind, sweet and beautiful. Don't ever let them underestimate you. Use your words to voice out positivities. Never be downgraded with the words they say about you. Thank you for being kind to me and thank you for all the laughs and gags. Love you Nina💕

Harvey: When you were promoted in the 8th grade, I thought you were Joshua and I thought Joshua was Harvey. Funny right? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Legit yan. Through the bad times and through the good times, always remember to smile and cheer up. You're kind and if someone tells you otherwise, then they don't know you too well. Always know that I'm always here whenever you needed a friend. Love you harvey💕

Yran: Hi love! I know these past few days have been hard for you. Never ever let a single problem dominate you. There are more things to life than him. Always remember that. Thank you for giving me hugs when I'm longing to have one. Thank you for being a good friend of mine. You're kind, cute, smart and most especially, handsome. Don't let other people think otherwise. Stay positive always. Love you , love💕

Laurence: You're personality annoys many people so much that you almost hate them. But I'm not with them. I love how you shut people out when you argue with them. I love how you dance to the tune of kpop songs. I love the way you talk too much. I love how you make fun of people. But always remember that you have limitations to everything. Not all people has the same attitude towards others. Always remember that your secret will be kept and I have never told anyone about it. Stay the way you are and never ever change yourself just to become a person everyone looks up to. Love you lau💕

The sky is getting bright

The stars are burning out

Somebody slow it down

Andrew: You're the most intelligent person I've ever met in my existence. Walang halong biro yan. Thank you for teaching me how to solve math problems when I don't know how. Thank you for listening to me whenever I open up to you. I never thought I would have so many memories with you and thank MTAP, AMPIQS and StatCha for having the chance to be close to you. Thank you MTAPmate for everything. Never ever let others pull you down. Good luck and God bless to your journey ahead. Love you Andrew (yieee baka magselos si ano jk hahahahahaha)

Grace: Your jokes truly make me laugh even though I tell you otherwise. Thank you for being with me and for strolling me around Baguio. You have such a brave soul, Grace. Never ever change that. Always know that you and Andrew are the best MTAP and contest buddies ever. Continue to aspire your love for math. Love you Grace❤️

Abcd: Whenever I open your journal, I see the inner you. I know many people are afraid to approach you for they thought you are mataray. Don't let other people think otherwise. I admire you so much for yiur creativity. Thank you for all the nonsense talks during discussions. You, shany and felmar will always be my fave tablemates. Don't ever let anyone turn your colors into hues. Continue to pursue your love in arts and pursue what your heart and mind tells you to even Jungkook char. Love you abcd❤️

Naiza: You're so cute that every time you laugh, other people will also laugh. Never break the bond of your friendship with abcd, grace, andrew and sam. I swear the five of you makes a wonderful squad. Never let anyone bring you down. I wish you all the luck our future accountant! Love you naiz❤️

Sam: I admire you for being fearless. You're not that shy person I thought you are. Continue to cheer up other people. Love you sam❤️

This is way too hard, 'cause I know

When the sun comes up I will leave

This is my last glance that will soon bet memory

Kenneth: Au fam is so lucky to have someone like you. You're the happy pill of Au. You always lighten up our day with your jokes. Always remember that we're always here for you. Continue to aspire your love for filming✨

Felmar: hi dear eic! Thank you for helping me through filipino especially when it comes to unlocking new tagalog words. When people underestimate you, always show them that you're not what they think you are. When people laugh at you, shut them out with your words of wisdom. Continue to be the felmar we always knew✨

Ronnie: I never thought I would be close to you. When you were promoted, I admit that we're a little bit afraid of you. But you changed our first impressions. Always be the jolly and cheerful Ronnie✨

Jemarie: Never let a single thought bring you down. You're not what they thought you are. Always be the Jemarie who is intelligent and so masipag. Never ever let them pull you down😉✨

Freidrich: I admire you for your intelligence especially in the hs days quiz bee. Continue piling up more knowledge and show the world what you've got ✨

Daryll: Your magic tricks and jokes always make us laugh. Continue to make others laugh in times of gloom. Stay that ever cheerful Daryll we knew ✨

Aaron: As I have read your blog, I realized how shy I am towards the people I am not close to. When we had our firsr conversation, you changed my perspective about you. You're not that kind of person that everything thinks you are. Stay positive in all things ✨

Timi: Thank you for hearing my rants whenever I open up to you. Always remember to not break your bond with the Lord and always strengthen your faith ✨

Darylle: I never had a chance to talk to you but I know you're a good and kind person. Never let them pull you down✨

Kryssha: I'm not that close to you but I know you're just like any other people. Continue to be jolly and cheerful and I hope you'll meet your kpop idols soon✨

Judee: Stay positive even when the world tells you otherwise. Always be kind to everyone and use your words to enlighten people✨

Kat: I wanted to say sorry for all the pain we've caused you. I know that in thr beginning it's hard but I thank God for giving you the kind of people who can truly cheer you up. Never let other people pull you down. Love you kat ✨

Christelle: I admire you so much with how you inspire others with your words. Continue to pursue your love for journalism. Use your words to rekindle people's hope✨

Joshua: I admire you so much with your talent in dancing. Continue to dance your problems away and don't ever hurt ate yieeee ✨

Precious: I don't know you too well but I know your kind and soft hearted. Always be humble and stay kind✨

Buena: Continue to just sing your heart out and show everyone what you're good at. Always stay positive amidst problems✨

Ryan: I hope you will keep your promise that you will not hurt Janae. Stay the way you are and always be happy ✨

Salve: You matter. You're beautiful, kind and intelligent. When people tell you otherwise, shut them down. You're not what they think you are. Strengthen your faith in God and He will help you through it all ✨

Micah: I may not that close to you but I know you have the heart of gold. Stay positive ✨

Karissa: You're such a great macaroon Baker. Continue to be jolly and don't let them pull you down ✨

Jonard: You have a great voice dear. Continue to enhance it and show them your talent ✨

John roe: I admire you so much for having strength in overcoming problems. Never let anything or anyone dim your faith in God✨

Angelica B: Gurl, your beauty and height outstands us all. You're so lucky to have cj. And he will never ever hurt you. Since day 1, I am a fan of celine hahahahahaha. I hope to see you and cj together soon hahahahaha 💕💕💕

Angelica C: Your laugh is epidemic that your laugh makes us all laugh. Continue to cheer people up✨

Karlos: You're too silent in class. But I admire you back in research days when you're not terrified in handling rats ✨

Karen: I know that you're as cheerful as anyone. Continue to be jolly at all times✨

Julia: Never let anyone dull your smile. Continue to aspire what your heart tells you to✨

Kristel: At first, I thought you are mataray but you're not. Stay kind always ✨

Joanna: You're height doesn't define what you've got. You're more than what people think you are. Stay positive ✨

Whesley: I know that you've changed. But somehow, I hope you will not be that short - tempered whesley when we enter shs✨

I never want it to stop

Because I don't wanna start all over

Start all over

I was afraid of the dark

But now it's all that I want

All that I want, all that I want

The lyrics say it all. I will truly miss you and the memories, au fam. I really wanted the stress and reqs to end but not the memories and time with you, au. It has been a long and tough journey with you. Thank you for the memories, the laughters, the "boycott" memories, the "fridays with au", and everything. 20 years from now, we will have a reunion and I am excited and looking forward with how we will look like in the near future. I hope that if we will meet again, we would be just like the Au that has been cheerful. There are no ways to escape goodbyes but goodbyes are the start of a new chapter. Nothing can ever replace the memories we've had. I will surely miss you all. LOVE YOU AU FAM😭😭😭

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