#happened SO fast and my colleagues surprised me w it except i saw straight thru the surprise LMAO but it was just so. like this is insane i

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omg i can’t tag more than 5 ppl in the replies of my post abt getting the job but thank u all so much 🥹💗

#purrs #i have 3947294792748 things to reply to and i was going to do it tonight but then there was a thunderstorm and i had to swaddle myself like #a dog in a thundervest for the whole night. but it really does mean a lot.. i feel cringe getting sappy abt this but u all have like Seen #all the suffering that went into this and it’s been catalogued on this blog so well (which is why im like omg i can never remake i need my t #tags to all be right here i need the archives to be preserved) but like the fact that less than 48 hrs ago i interviewed and then this happ #happened SO fast and my colleagues surprised me w it except i saw straight thru the surprise LMAO but it was just so. like this is insane i #feel so overwhelmed bc all these big things that ive been wanting to happen forever are finally happening and it’s like. im still so exhaust #exhausted and sore and liek freaked out by the process of applying / interviewing and finishing my capstone and graduating and moving etc wf #etc but you’ve seen me thru like. a lot of that and listened to me and i am just very grateful for my friends and mutuals and i will tell u #all individually when i finally have the stew #strength again but in the meantime. just know that my heart is very warm and full and i am so grateful bc (again CRINGE) i really could not #have done it without u and ik like again there are 387429743874 replies and asks and messages a lot of u sent me and also on other platforms #too and i feel so bad abt it but i just so rarely have the strength to reply but i read everything and it does mean a lot to me it really re #really does. u all so genuinely brought bright spots to these 5 very hard years and it’s like a silly blogging website and im not leaving or #anything imjust rambling and being emotional but u all do really mean the world to me and i am hugging u all RIGHT now. can u feel it!!!!!!! #and i am really like nervous and intimidated by what’s next for me but also excited and i can’t wait to go along the journey with u and keep #following ur journeys too hehe. i love this silly website and i love all of u <3