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sunwarmed-ash · 2 days
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Heyoooo Happy Monday!
Did yall read last nights Sinful Sunday update? its here if you didn't get a chance yet!
I also got tagged by @lizzy0305 for WIP Wednesday Monday!
WIP MONDAY
Detroit Become Human, Hurt/Comfort, Sad Gavin Reed, HankCon established, previous Hankvin, eventual Hankconvin
My love language is misery: (Ch 3 preview)
It's silent in the car since Connor and Hank left the station to go check on Gavin.  According to Detective Chen, the younger Detective had left work shortly after their ‘interaction’ outside the breakroom. Mentioning something about needing a change of clothes before walking out. Hank and Connor were quick to follow him out the doors and Connor’s earlier worry only compounded the longer they traveled.  “To answer your question from earlier, about me and Gavin having a relationship. sorta.”  “Sorta how?” Connor asks, needing to know everything to sort out a best course of action to help Gavin.  Hank exhales through his nose and keeps his eyes forward out the windshield.  “Before everything went to shit, and before me and Annie got together again. When we were both young and single, and fuckin’ everythin’ that moved… We hooked up, few times. But I thought- He never mentioned…” Hank huffs a little, struggling to find the right words, “I didn't think it was more than that… Always thought we were just playin’ but, what he said yesterday… haven't been able to get it out of my head since.” Connor analyzes Hank's increase in blood pressure and stress and places his hand on Hank’s knee in comfort.  “What did he say?”  Hank takes one hand off the steering wheel to squeeze it before returning his hand to its previous position on the wheel.  “That I only want him when I can’t have him. Specifically, when I’m already with someone else. I don't know, I guess, now that I look back and think about it, I can see why he said it. I’ve never been very good at maintaining personal ‘relationships.’” “I don't know, I'd say this relationship is going quite well,” Connor smiles. It eases enough of the tension hanging in the car and Hank chuckles.  “Yeah, I think that’s sorta the problem.” “He perceives me as a threat,” Connor interprets. “Big time.” “I see.” “We’ve always had a, complicated, relationship, Gav and I. But he's got some of his own additional demons on board. I think that might be what’s fucking him up now. Especially since uh, we aren't doing to much to hide our relationship at work.” “Yes, perhaps we have been playing a little ‘fast and loose’ with that line,” Connor agrees.  “Mmm,” Hank agrees. A few moments of silence pass in the car and then Connor has to ask,  “What happened to him?” Hank’s next exhale is obviously conflicted.  “Can’t tell ya that, I’m afraid. Sorry Con. It's his business, nothing personal. I just wouldn't feel right.” “I understand,” Connor says, because he does. No unintended subtext. PTSD is something Connor is intimately familiar with now, and he wants to come across as non threatening as possible tonight. “Are there any general things I should be aware of? I don't want to unintentionally set off an attack.”  “Just, follow my lead. And let him come to you. When he’s dissociating, he can’t always see what's going on in front of him.” More pieces slid into place for Connor with that confession.  “Like this morning, in the breakroom.” “Yeah, exactly.” It’s quiet another moment and then Connor says,  “He’s lucky to have someone like you Hank,” because he means it. Gavin doesn’t have a lot of friends at the DPD thanks to his almost 24/7 sour mood. And after today, he could probably use one.  Hank scoffs a little disbelievingly at Connor’s praise but meets him in the middle with,   “Yeah well, hopefully we can at least convince him to accept our help.”
@sweeteatercat @treeffles @disdaidal @tradedsymmetry @covenscribe @advictoriams @negative-citadel @writerwhowritesao3 and anyone else who wants to!! Have a great day everyone, I'm gonna try and get some sun today!
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sh-haashi · 1 year
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Old challenge Hank-Gavin-Connor
Teme 3. Police shooting gallery
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anna-hawk · 8 months
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I originally posted this on my side blog, but since I barely use it, I figured I'd do a new post here.
Reader insert masterlist over here
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The Punisher / Daredevil
Frank Castle x Matt Murdock
“Suit” series:
“Nice Suit” (E)
“The Curse of the Suit” (E)
“Christmas Sparring” (E)
“The good kind of Pain” (M)
Chaptered fics:
“The Sound of your Voice” (E)
“One On One” (E)
“Red Blossom” (E)
One-shots:
“Death in Devil's Suit” (Not Rated)
“Adrenaline” (E)
“Get it off your chest” (M)
“When the Punisher brings chicken soup to the Devil” (E)
“Red” (E)
“Lonely as you” (E)
“Good Boy” (E)
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Detroit: Become Human
Hank Anderson x Connor RK800
“Relaxation”(E)
“Cyberfingers” (E)
“Invisible to the naked eye” (E)
“What if the hug doesn't happen?” (Not Rated)
“Morning After” (E)
Hank Anderson x Connor RK800 x Gavin Reed
“Admit it” (E)
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Stranger Things
Billy Hargrove x Steve Harrington
“Why are you smelling me, Hargrove?” (E)
Billy Hargrove x Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson
“More than sharing scars” (E)
Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson
“That Iron Maiden t-shirt” (T)
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Teen Wolf
Stiles Stilinski x Derek Hale
“Fourth time's the charm” (E)
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an-a-droid · 2 years
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Fanfiction Masterlist
My Reader insert fics on my main blog @anna-hawk
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The Punisher / Daredevil
Frank Castle x Matt Murdock
"Suit" series:
“Nice Suit” (E)
“The Curse of the Suit” (E)
“Christmas Sparring” (E)
“The good kind of Pain” (M)
One-shots:
“One On One” (E)(WIP)
“Death in Devil's Suit” (Not rated)
“The Sound of your Voice” (E)
“Adrenaline” (E)
“Get it off your chest” (M)(drabble)(or here)
“When the Punisher brings chicken soup to the Devil” (E)(or here)
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Detroit: Become Human
Hank Anderson x Connor
“Relaxation”(E)
“Cyberfingers” (E)
“Invisible to the naked eye” (E)
“What if the hug doesn't happen?” (Not Rated)
“Morning After” (E)
Hank Anderson x Connor x Gavin Reed
“Admit it” (E)
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Stranger Things
Billy Hargrove x Steve Harrington
“Why are you smelling me, Hargrove?” (E)
Billy Hargrove x Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson
“More than sharing scars ” (E)
Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson
“That Iron Maiden t-shirt” (T)
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Teen Wolf
Stiles Stilinski x Derek Hale
“Fourth time's the charm” (E)
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sunwarmed-ash · 5 months
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🔥Sinful Sunday🔥
Got something a little different for you guys this week!
If you've been following me for a while you know that I've been trying to get into digital art! Sure, I've made promo pieces for my fanfics but this is the first almost full body shot I've ever hand drawn. 👀👀 so without further ado....
Remember that 🔥🌶️ pic Gavin sends Connor in chapter of The Eden Club? I couldn't get it out of my head so I drew it.
Here's the SFW but still sexy version! The NSFW version is available NOW on ao3
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You are welcome to download and save this guy for yourself! But please do NOT repost on other sites without my permission.
If you'd like to tip me you are welcome to do so on Ko-fi!
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sunwarmed-ash · 5 days
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Thank you guys 🖤
for taking care of me yesterday, I really am feeling so much better. I've been SINGING all day. I dont remember the last time I feel good enough to sing loudly in my house.
As a treat I'm gonna give you an exclusive, tumblr only, sneak peak to the Eden club sequel 💙 (the title card is a spoiler so if you HAVENT read the eden club yet, be warned, below is spoiler territory)
Title Card WIP
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Brothers-First Chapter WIP:
Em & Andrea's
“What the hell just happened?” Hank asks, appearing suddenly Gavin’s flank. Which is fair, Connor’s sudden mass exodus wasn’t exactly subtle. 
“I dont know, he was freaking out and then he ran inside!” Gavin explains, still trying to understand himself.  
“Well, we gotta go check on him!” Hank insists, huge stride already half through the doorway. 
“Just, give him a sec Hank,” Gavin insists, stopping his boyfriend by his arm. 
“What?” 
“You shoulda seen him... He looked… phcking terrified. Somethin’ spooked him.” 
“All the more reason!” Hank huffs, anxiety masking as fury. Gavin doesn't take it personally. He’s just as worried as Hank is. 
But as it turns out, they didn't need to go anywhere. Connor was coming to them, a furious determination on his face. 
“Con, baby?” Hank asks, but Connor’s eyes don’t move from their gaze ahead. In fact other than his feet, nothing else about him changes. He's a walking, stoic statue. 
Connor makes no indication he’s heard Hank’s call and walks out of the party.  and away from his two shouting and concerned partners. 
The Eden Club
The since reattached door to Kamski’s office slams open with the full force of Connor’s anger. 
The human inside doesnt flinch. Instead he stands almost expectantly in front of his desk, arms linked behind his back.  
“Hello Connor.”
“You planned this, all of this. From the start!” 
“Well,” Kamski smirks, “Certainly took you long enough.”
Connor scoffs reflexively, shaking his head. 
“You’ve been using me,” Connor spits, and it’s not a question. “It wasn't Emily who texted me it was you.”
His creator's grin only grows. 
“Yes.” 
“WHY!?” 
“Oh come now Connor, I designed you smarter than this. I practically hand fed you all the clues.” 
Connor doesn't want to admit it, but he knows the answer. Probably knew it the whole time, just didn't want to accept the possibility it could be true. 
“...Gavin.”
“Obviously.”
Connor’s furious enough he’s moments from snapping the shorter man’s neck. If he was sure he could get away with it, he would. 
“But why me? You could have used any of your other androids!” 
Elijah looks at him like he just said Thirium was purple. He gives the android another moment to correct his statement before exhaling a little irritably, 
“Gavin isn’t in love with any of my other androids.”
That snaps Connor’s smart mouth closed. For a few reasons. 
“H-How much have you seen?” Connor asks. 
The smarmy grin that comes over Elijah's face has Connor’s artificial guts squirming. 
“Everything.”
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sh-haashi · 1 year
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Old challenge Hank-Gavin-Connor
Teme 2. Vacation
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sunwarmed-ash · 1 month
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Hey dbh Poly/ot3 babes I'm back with another one!
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I'm obsessed with them and have been since day one. I also like adding Nines into the mix but that'll be another poll too lol
And as usual if you want some poly content you can find it on ao3 here (fingers crossed its up again soon!)
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sh-haashi · 1 year
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Old challenge Hank-Gavin-Connor Teme 1. After the bar
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sunwarmed-ash · 8 months
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Detroit Become Human Masterlist 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞
😈Smut🌶️
DPD Christmas Party: M/M/M/M, Gavin x Nines x Hank x Connor, plot what plot smut fic, 5k, finished
The Eden Club: Negative-Post Revolution-Consensual Sex worker Connor, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT. hankconvin & hankvin & convin & hankcon & Connor/OCs, , 95k+, FINISHED
Tantrum: Hankvin, Daddy kink, BDSM, one shot, 1500, finished
Fire up the night: Hankconvin900, workplace sex, one shot, 3k+, finished
Happy Birthday Gavin: Hankconvin900, one shot, birthday sex, 3k+, finished
Secret Box: Hankconvin, dragon dildos/sex box, one shot, funny, detroit become spongy, 1100, finished
Call me when you want, call me when you need: Hankconvin, PWP threesome, dick piercings, hair pulling, 3k oneshot
Thirst Trap Thursday: my first Gavin fan art! 🤤🐀 SFW, NSFW
🥲Angst/drama👀
My love language is misery *SA Trigger warning*, hurt gavin, supportive Hank, pre game, pre hankvin romance, 1k>
😂Funny👌
The infamous grimace milkshake: Hankconvin, funny, drabble 500w>
Gavin needs glasses: Hankconvin, connor LIKES those glasses, 1k>, drabble
Detroit cat cafe: Hankconvin, funny, fluffy, cute, one shot, 1k>
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sunwarmed-ash · 8 months
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🔥Sinful Sunday🔥
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Ch 13: Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes
Ships: Hankconvin, Hankvin, Convin, Hankcon, Connor/V, some KamCon Rating: Explicit-sexual content, canon typical violence Ch Tags: angst, androids experience anxiety, hankconvin drAMMMAA, some Kamcon smut, sex toys, wire play, edge play, breath play? Ch preview:
Hank exploded out of the front doors of the station, a panicked stricken Gavin hot on his heels. 
“Anderson! Wait! Shit, HANK!”
“FUCK OFF REED!” Hank’s shouting back, and Gavin grimaces. An explosive Hank was never good for anyone, and Gavin needs to calm him down before he brought all that rage into the club. To Connor. 
“Hank please, I need you to listen to me!” Gavin begs but it's still not enough to slow the larger man’s pace a step. 
“I SAID! FUCK! OFF!”
Gavin wants to scream. He knows he's going to regret this, but it has to come out. 
“IT'S ABOUT CONNOR!”
Evidently, he uttered the magic phrase, because that had Hank stopping in place. At least before turning 180 degrees and peddling that fury back in Gavin's direction. 
“What the fuck do you know, huh?” 
Hank’s fuming and Gavin’s hands go up in surrender fast. 
Gavin’s heart is pounding so loud he’s sure Hank can hear it. He offers himself up as the pound of flesh Hank so obviously needs. 
“Take it out on me if you have to, but at least let me talk first.”
That diffused some of Hank's anger. At least enough for Hank to straighten up and unclench, a little. 
“I ain’t gonna fucking hit ya,” Hank promises, almost sounding offended. 
Gavin still feels the need to clarify. 
“You sure? You almost took Reynold’s out back there.”
Hank scoffed. 
“He deserved it.”
“Yeah, he did,” Gavin agrees, but then Gavin deserves a worse fate. “He's a phcking idiot. Your dick’s legendary. He's just pissed he’s never been offered a chance to sit on it.”
Hank rakes his hands through his long, silver hair, obviously distressed out of his mind, but the comment at least makes him laugh. It's not everything, but it's something. 
Gavin can feel the secret burning at the tip of his tongue. Hank’s talking before he can say anything else. 
“Is it true though? ‘Bout Connor? Or is he just, ya know, being an asshole?”
Gavin bites so hard into his cheek that he tastes blood. Technically, Reynolds already told Hank, so Gavin wouldn't really be breaking any promises by confirming it, right? It was a good enough loophole for Gavin to say, 
“Yeah, okay it is-”
👀😈👀
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sunwarmed-ash · 7 months
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Alright
Since The Eden Club will not be getting a full update this sunday (I only have 3k of a 7k update written/edited) vote what kind of snippet you want as a treat for being so patient and supportive 💙
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sunwarmed-ash · 2 months
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SS Poll Winner: The Eden Club
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Can't say I'm not surprised. Thank you guys for being so patient with this one, it's coming along! Here's a smutty preview as a treat
🔞😈🔥
(sinful sunday deferred this week, I have a craft show)
Here are also two other sneak peaks of the last chapter I've already posted: preview 1, preview 2
Ch 16: Take this to your grave, and I'll take it to mine.
The first couple days after the truth(s) comes out and the three are left with no choice but to process, are tough on everyone as they attempt to regulate back to baseline. But it's worth it, because as it turns out, none of them are happy when  one part of the triangle isn't.
It's October now, Gavin’s more or less moved back into his house and Sumo’s happier than a fucking clam now that the house is full of sound and body heat again. Hank returns that sentiment. He can honestly say he’s been feeling more like a whole person again. 
Tonight, they are all sitting on the couch watching the first season of True Detective, because Gavin insisted. Now that they are suspended, they’ve got alot of free time. And too much free time for Hank or Gavin can be dangerous. Hank finds himself already falling subject to plotting Reynolds ultimate demise every free moment he gets, but for Con’s sake, Hank’s trying not to make a big deal out of it. Because no matter what, if his actions hurt Connor more than it helps him, Hank ain't gonna do shit. 
And speaking of Connor, the android next to him is flushed and Hank can hear his internal fans kick on, working overtime by the sounds of it to cool his suddenly overheating system.
“You okay Con?” Hank asks, concern growing by the second. 
“Yes,” Connor lies, tight lipped. His cheeks are bright pink, even Hank can even tell that in the evening, tv lit darkness. 
“You sure? You're flushed,” Gavin points out. 
“Ye-s” Connor hiccups, pupils dilating, clearly focusing on something that was not in the room. “V’s… sending me… pictures.” Connor finally confesses with a very specific kind of pant.
Hank feels his cock twitch in his pants as his grin splits his face.
“Pictures eh?” He asks.
“Whoa, like dirty pictures?” Gavin asks, voicing Hank’s suspicions.
“...Yes,” Connor gasps as he seemingly gets another one. “Fuck,” Connor whines and his fingers slip over the fabric of the couch cushion he’s sitting on and squeezes. And then, when another came through Connor sobs and the thin material under his fingers tears audibly. 
“You just get another?” Hank chuckles.
“Yeeees,” Connor gasps, eyes staring forward, “A video. Fuck, Hank, I’m sorry about the couch.”
“So we buy another one,” Hank shrugs because a replacement couch is the last thing on his mind. 
“Can you tell us about it?” Gavin asks hopefully. 
Connor is quiet for a moment, and then, 
“Fuck. Y-Yes.”
“Can we touch you while you do?” Gavin asks and Connor lets out a strangled sounding moan.
“Please,” Connor begs, his knees rubbing against each other in efforts to get some much needed friction. 
“What are they doing?” Hank asks, taking over the dialogue while Gavin sinks to his knees in between Connor’s legs. 
“Playing with themselves,” Connor pants, sitting on his hands to not cause any further casualties.    
Gavin’s hands make quick work of undoing Connor’s pants and pull them down to his feet. Hank’s moves a little closer too, resting his large hand over the back of Connor’s neck, chuckling when the androids skin peels back automatically to expose the port. 
“How are they playin’ baby?” Hank asks, starting his own teasing trail across the sensitive port with his fingertips without ever pushing inside.  
Connor’s entire body shudders under their combined touches. 
“They’re fucking into a fleshlight, telling me how it’s nothing compared to my ass.”
“I mean, they’re right,” Gavin shrugs before moving to lick the first drops of pre cum dripping down Connor’s cock.  
Connor moans loudly. 
“Can I send V a picture of you?” 
Connor’s question causes a joint groan from both Gavin and Hank. 
“Phck yeah,” Gavin says, “hang on though, let me get in position.” 
Connor and Hank assume Gavin’s just gonna change his stance on his knees. Instead he pushes Connor's bare legs apart, as open as they can go before sucking down every inch of Connor’s cock into his mouth. Gavin then makes a show of locking his wrists behind his back before looking up at Connor with the biggest, neediest eyes anyone’s ever seen. Surprising the hell out of them both.  
“Jesus fuckin’ Christ Gav,” Hank pants, breaching the port in Connor’s neck with just the first knuckle of his finger. 
“Oh my god,” Connor agrees, “please, d-don’t stop, either of you,” he begs and then suddenly he’s shuddering through an unexpected orgasm. Gavin’s mouth continues to suck him through it. Mouth torturing the head until Connor pleads for him to stop. 
Hank’s finger comes free of the port and rests on the back of Connor’s neck, waiting for their android to come back online. 
“You know I’ve never asked this but is this shit safe to swallow?” Gavin asks, now 10 seconds too late if not. 
“Yes,” Connor laughs, post sex grin on his face, “it’s a non-toxic lubricant.”
Hank chuckles and kisses Connor’s temple, the side where his LED used to be. 
Gavin is still on the floor, and Hank wonders if he’s waiting for something. When Hank finally makes eye contact with Gavin he just juts out his chin towards Hank’s crotch. When Hank’s eyebrow raises in question Gavin says,
“Take em off.” 
Hank did not need to be told twice.
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sunwarmed-ash · 7 months
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🔥Sinful Sunday🔥
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Ch 14: The Space Between
Ships: Hankconvin, VxConnor, Hankvin Tags: polyamory, sex worker Connor, post android revolution, negative public opinion, healthy and unhealthy relationship dynamics, everyone is mad crushing on each other though, creepy kamski, evil kamski, healing Hankvin, established/rocky hankcon, growing Convin, eventual HankConvin, healing after tragedy, hankvin backstory, so much smut in this bad boy, with just as much angst Ch preview:
The DPD 4:34 PM
Gavin’s been edgy since he left Connor and Hank to sort their shit out a couple hours ago. And two hours ago, he thought it was a good idea to leave them alone. Now that it's after 4 and Hank still hasn't arrived, he’s not so sure.  His phone buzzes in his pocket that next moment. The notification reads Hank. Speak of the devil… [Con walked out.] 4:35 PM “Shit,” Gavin gasps aloud, because that's sure as phck not the path he saw the events taking.  [I don't know if he's coming back…] 4:35 PM “SHIT!”  Gavin jumps out of his seat, startling Officer Miller who happens to walk by at that very moment.  “WHOA SHIT! Jesus Reed! Bout gave me a heart attack! -Whoa, you good?” No, no he wasn’t. And evidently neither were Hank or Connor.  “Anderson.” Gavin explains, “Cover for us, please.” “Gotcha. Keep me posted.”  15 years on the force together and Gavin didn't have to say anything else in a way of explanation. He’s so grateful for Officer Miller. Probably owes him a fruit basket or some shit after all this. He nods towards the older officer before heading towards the parking lot.
also I made a playlist for this fic. Its not long, and it itself is a wip but alot of the ch titles/themes are based on these songs so yeah there ya go
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sunwarmed-ash · 6 months
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Fucking Friday- fic preview
alright @sweeteatercat this is some raw ass footage of The Eden Club sequel. Title omitted for spoiler reasons 👀
strap in
Connor’s usually not allowed more than two in a room with him. For both safety and financial reasons. But the group of young men that wants to rent his company tonight are in a polycule. They seem harmless enough, and the last thing Connor wants to do is come off as non inclusive. Surely the PR shitstorm of coming across as bigoted would be worse than breaking a few of Kamski’s club rules. Right?  
The payment processes and three young men enter the room. 
In his extended time around humans he’s gotten to know the softer sides of them. The kinder sides. His relationship with Hank and Gavin has been going amazing since he finally came clean about everything. So much hes forgotten that humans can be cruel too. Especially to anyone different than them. Or while under the influence of synthetic methamphetamines. 
Connor barely registers the feeling of lips on his mouth, because something behind his back was opening, taking his attention. He didn't even remember having an open port there. And yet-
“Wait-”
He loses ‘feeling’ first. It's the most noticeable error despite the four bright red error warnings in each sphere of his vision. Because there are three sets of hands on him, and he can’t feel any of them. “What are you-” doing to me!? He shouts, but the two hands on his face are silencing him, metaphorically and physically, pulling out the wires connected to his vocal chip.  
His thirium pump is working overtime, attempting to supply blue blood to the other surviving biocomponents while combating a busted tube in his back that was consistently spilling blue blood all over the floor. 
‘Please stop!’ he tries to beg, but no one can hear him. He doesnt think anyone would listen anyway. 
And then, they cut his sight. 
The only sense he had left was hearing, and he could hear it all. Their hateful slurs, their dirty words like Emily had warned against half a year ago. The use of his real name. 
Which meant, this had been a planned attack. They had known he was an android from the beginning, and managed to outsmart even the most advanced detective prototype. 
They were going to kill him. 
They were going to kill him and there were no more ‘Connor’s’ left to replace him. He would never see Hank again. Gavin. V. Markus, Emily, Sumo.
Maybe he was never meant to be a success. Maybe that was supposed to be his eventual AHA moment. Maybe he was created with the sole purpose to fail, so they could learn more. Just like Amanda said. Maybe that was Kamski’s big joke. It felt like one. Because here he was, under his creators own roof, bleeding out in his bedroom. 
Yet another MIssion FAil3d...
Location services disabled: 1:03 AM
OPTICAL UNIT- DESTROYED
THIRIUM PUMP- DAMAGED
REBOOTING INITIALIZING….FAILED…FAILED…
“Hey, hey you gotta stay with me! CONNOR!”
Connor’s lids blink erratically, but it does nothing to affect his visual receptors. They are still fried. Someone is shouting his name, but it’s hard to distinguish the who over the sounds of several different pieces of equipment whirling, beeping, and pinging in the background. It's giving Connor a headache. Then someone slaps the side of his face, attempting to rouse him. 
“Ow,” he says, but all that comes out is static. 
“Connor, it's Elijah, raise your hand if you can hear me.”
Connor surprisingly still has any autonomy over his limbs, but he’s able to raise his left hand up a few inches. He doesnt miss the obvious blatant relief in Elijah's sigh when he did that. 
“Okay, stay with me. You're going to be okay. I’ve got you.”
Was he dying? Again? He couldn't feel anything. Not like he did during deviation. He always expected death to feel like something. The humans were scared enough of it that it being painful was plausible. But instead he felt nothing, saw nothing. And then-
“Connor!”
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The DPD-1:26 AM
Hank gets the message first. 
“FUCK!”
It could be about anything with the way Hank throws that word around, but the way he flies out of his chair and topples it as he yanks up his jacket, Gavin knows it's about Connor. 
“Shit,” Gavin agrees, grabbing his own coat. “Whoa, hey! Slow down, talk to me!” he demands but Hank can't see him right now, can’t hear him. He’s in mission mode and he is booking it out the bullpen as fast as his amazon legs will take him.  Gavin follows, having to jog to keep up with Hank's huge strides. 
When they reach the police cruiser, Gavin takes the keys out of Hank's hands. The man blinks twice before rounding on Gavin, looking like he's going to strike him. Gavin doesn't back down. 
“Just tell me where to drive. You're gonna get us killed too.”
Hank's face lost all of its color and Gavin feels like someone kicked him in the gut. 
“Shit… is he-”
“NO,” Hank insists angrily, yanking open the passenger door, before barking out “The Eden Club,” hollowly.
Gavin’s color drains too. For more reasons than one…
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sunwarmed-ash · 8 months
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Did someone order some fucking angst?
Gavin-centric, something I'm working on atm
Hankconvin ship, angst, dead dove do not eat.
“No.”
Elijah laughs, cruel and pitchy, in a way that twists an old, healed-over scar in his chest.  
“I wasn’t giving you a choice Vinny.” 
“I said phcking no! I ain’t going with you.”
“Is this about the Lieutenant? Or Connor?”
Gavin’s face flushed in a way that’s always been his downfall. 
Elijah laughed, cruel and uncompassionate to Gavin’s pain. 
“You think he’s returned to you with open arms, but he’ll leave you again. He will, because you have been lying to him. And when he does, when they both do, where will that leave you?"
“It's different this time,” gavin restates, because it is! 
“How, because of Connor?”
Elijah's cruel laughter fills the hollow bedroom. “Why would Hank need you when I personally created him your replacement?” 
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Gavin’s deep into the dark caves of his mind when he walks back into the room where Connor’s being treated. When he enters, the conversation the two men were having stops, and Gavin just wants to disappear into the floorboards.
He tries to force a smile onto his face, because Connor is alive, Elijah saved him, that part wasn't a trick. Elijah had held up his end of the bargain, and now it was time for Gavin to hold up his. Even if it would destroy him, one cancerous blood cell at a time. 
“Gavin?”
Connor’s voice is so soft and worried, it just makes all of this hurt so much worse.
“Yeah, hey.”
His own voice isn't louder than a whisper. He’s surprised he was able to make it work at all. 
“What's wrong?” Connors' growing concern just twists the knife even more. Gavin has to do this. Now. Before it gets harder. 
It's going to kill him. But he has to. They will be okay, they have each other. This will guarantee they stay safe. Because Elijah will leave them alone if he has Gavin. He won't come after them. 
“I’m- resigning from the DPD.” 
“WHAT?”
“What the fuck are you talking about?!”
The pair explodes their confusion and anger and it triggers Gavin’s many PTSD symptons. Gavin can’t look at either of them. He can barely push the words through his throat and out. 
“I have to stay here, with Elijah."
Connor’s hand finds his and squeezes it, desperate for Gavin to look at him and explain just what in the fuck is going on. But he can't. He can't because then this will be impossible. And Elijah will certainly kill Connor. Porbably right in front of the two of them. And then he will kill Hank, and leave Gavin to clean it all up. 
“Why do you have to quit though. If you stay here, you could… commute,” Connor tries, desperate for anything that could keep him with them, and Gavin pulls his hand back. It hurts. 
“Clean break is better,” he says, and its immediately clear in the stunned silence they're not talking about a job resignation here. “He’s- gonna need round the clock care. He’s- sick." The lie burns on his tongue like acid. He hates it. Hates everything his life has become. Always has been. Is doomed to be. Time is a flat circle. Everything that has every been or ever will be is doomed to repeat itself in a horrific, never ending cycle, forever. “Believe me, I’d do anything for it to not be this way… but it has to be. I don’t want this.” 
Because that has to be clear. He phcking hates that he’s let himself feel love again, because it being ripped away from him again will be his inevitable downfall. Gavin is moments from losing it. He’s gonna have an episode. He's gotta get out of here before the panic builds so strong he suffocates in front of them. He has to go. But there's a very real chance he will never see them again. Elijah could burst in here and collect him any second. He can't leave either of them without saying how he feels. 
Gavin finally looks up, because he has to to do what he intends to do, and it shatters him. 
Connor is crying. Connor. The android. Is crying. And Hank is so worked up he’s refusing to look at Gavin. 
Gavin starts with Connor. 
“I’m so sorry.” 
He moves in close until their lips are touching, and Gavin kisses Connor with every ounce of whatever the phuk is left of his heart. He hates this. He wants to go with them. But he can't. He’s trapped. He needs help. He needs saving. Save me Connor. Please. 
When Gavin pulls away Connor is reeling in a shaky breath. He catches Gavin before he can move more than just a few inches away.
“Gavin please.”
Gavin pulls away, he can't-
He moves to Hank and his eyes are pissed, burning and demanding answers Gavin can't give him. 
When Gavin moves closer, Hank’s hand comes up, stopping him. 
“I’m not fucking saying goodbye.”
Everything left of Gavin Reed, dies with those 5 words. 
Hank doesn't understand how critical of a plot point this moment is going to be in Gavin’s eventual mental downfall, but in this moment Gavin can’t blame him. 
He doesn't kiss Hank goodbye. He doesn't even get to say goodbye. He can’t. He just, turns towards the door. Elijah is closing in on him. He can feel him, buzzing like a warning bell at the back of his skull. Call it telepathy or PTSD signaling, today he was grateful for the warning.  
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