#haha new hyperfixation go brrrr

[wachtelspinat]

Hi ! I've read your latest post and every second i was like "this is so me" and so I wanted to tell you that I relate to what you said. Alot. And maybe my perspective can help you (or not) but i'll share. So I am (was) in the same situation. I was very active on tumblr and elsewhere and I had friends and mutuals that made me try new things and share and it was great. But then getting my degree became intense, covid happened, I got a job, etc. I left tumblr and stopped drawing entirely. And I was miserable. I thought since i failed at becoming a pro artist and working in another field I'd never be able to draw again. BUT turned it was depression (eh) and eventually it got better. Not "great" because the world sucks and i feel like Atlas carrying my own stress everyday but I managed to cling to new little hyperfixations that got me back into playing/drawing and eventually meeting a small group of new friends and mutuals. I guess it's a cycle and you can break it (i'll never pretend that it's easy).

I don't know if im making any sense but I wanted to tell you that you're not alone and that i hope that maybe like me you'll find a new/old thing that makes you happy and go brrrr again, even if it's still drawing the same characters for years because no matter the subject your art is always super inspiring and cool ! Finding a balance irl is hard nowadays and work can be consuming but now i know that we can always make room for us to breathe and have fun

ok i'll stop here but just so you know when i was back on tumblr last year after my long break i was so glad to see that you were still active haha

hey ! thanks for writing (i also think you wrote directly under my post but i was too slow to answer there, so sorry for that T_T) and sharing ! i'm sorry to hear that you had a similar experience (i especially get the not choosing art as your career and getting a forced distance there because there is so. much. other shit that needs to be taken care of). i try to keep in mind that things are always changing and just because it's not ideal now doesn't mean it has to be like this forever. it's just hard to see that and say to oneself over the course of months sometimes. i KNOW there will be a time when i look back at now and think "man this was shit but it's over, i should have known that" because i'm not in that position right now, and like with depression, it's impossible to see the bright side again. i may not be happy-happy but i'm at least functioning enough to try and change the status quo. and i think keeping at it and trying to find a solution that works is the best i can do rn. thank you so much, and i'm so glad you found your way back <3

[trenchcoatsbi]

*kicks open door, holding a bag of stuff. I have serveral new features added to whatever form that my almalgmation of kintypes is and have somehow obtained glowing eyes*

Hi :D

Haha I'vee been taking a small mental health break (and honestly still on it but i miss you guys :( ) and wanted to check in :D

some Fun things that have happened: - pokemon hyperfix go brrrr - danganronpa hyperfix go brrrrr (do not ask. i do not know how. i am in hell /vvpos) - hi hello remembered that I have a batim kintype and I am going to make it everyone's problem (it's your favorite musician who was very gay for the projectionist (remember my holw 'fuck the 18/1900s' bout racer? yeah. double it)) - um. might be kinsidering a danganronpa AU I made. this is a very small potental but hey constelic is rarely normal /lh - following that. the following stels have been added to The Horde: Prune juice cookie, candy diver cooker, molten freddy, the puppet, my other smp character, allister (from pokemon) & Angel (from a pkm au i created). Don't know how long these'll stick around but at this point i'm just *head in hands* - I joined a small origins SMP!!! I'm a starborn and vibing!!! I made a friend who's collectivly a sculk origin and we live on a mountain together and curse the sun :D - my entire jazz/hiphop class is being very malocually compliant bc we have no free will /dramatic (really we just can't dive into the more hiphop parts & we didnt have theme/song/outfit choice. hey the teacher is in the same boat so-) - i found a new love for writing and drawing!! i'm just vibing and living my life :3

so yeah, not a whole lot has happened but i wanted to update you guys cuz i miss you :( - Voidling Anon

ahwhaghg I’ve missed you too Voidling! ‘m really glad to hear from you!!! hope your mental health break is treating you well!

-> Yoo hyperfixations go brrrr! I know nothing of danganronpa beyond jokes my friends make abt it but I’m a pokemon guy. It rarely hits nowadays but I can watch people play or talk abt pokemon all the time!!!

-> Ooo new kintypes revealed let’s go!! those are all so cool!

-> Aww that’s nice :]! I love playing MC with friends and the origins mod is so fun ajslkfs

-> ooo that sounds rlly interesting! jazz/hiphop class sounds hella interestin. hope thats fun!

-> And raghgg writing/drawing my beloved! I’ve been drawing alot more again too! Vibing and making fanart for my blorbos :]

thanks for the update!! I would update u on me but i have nothing going on lmao it’s just me sitting around watching streams and drawin and stuff lol

#phil posts #sbi asks #voidling anon

[aintnopartylikeaprideparty]

this is a Luigi stan account now and a Luigi stan account ONLY

#haha new hyperfixation go brrrr #finished lm3 2 days ago and im emotional #shut up sarina #luigi #nintendo #luigi's mansion #lm3

[scented-candle04]

Haha my new hyperfixation on Dan Gone On Pa go brrrr,,, n e ways heres my fav business casual gay :))

#art #fan art #digital art #danganronpa #byakuya togami #trigger happy havoc #dr1 #dr1 byakuya #dr1 fanart #byakuya togami fanart #why are the emotionally distant asshats with much angst potential always that ones i simp for 😔 #like seriously this mf just be looking like Edgeworth 2.0 but blond and probably a redditer #i wanna throw him off a cliff but like. in a loving way 👉👈

[picnokinesis]

life's been crazy and new hyperfixations go brrrr and i am very tired lately so i may not have energy to leave you enormous comments on ao3 right now but i want you to know i still (platonically) love you and i'm very 👀 at campervan part 4 💖💖

Ahhh dude don't worry at all about leaving super long comments - or even leaving comments at all! I absolutely love your comments but maaan, I know how much energy it takes, and I know how life is haha. I'm just glad you're still enjoying the series! <3 <3

#taka replies #swinging-stars-from-satellites #dude you're so valid #i know how much energy it takes #which is why i appreciate them so much #but also thank you for telling me #i would have worried probably otherwise hahah!!

[robofaggy]

Haha new hyperfixation go brrrr

#venom #not tf #my edits