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#had to delay my exam and thenfire and everything and i thought hed be there for me too and we all met up last night and i was like
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IM SO FUCKING PISSED RN . tonight was bad but good but bad
also ran out of tag space so rest of tags in rb
#the only other autistic person amongst my friends was like one of my closest friends and i just . ughh
#basically we used to hang out a lot esp into sunrise etc and hed tell me abt his problems andnstuff and i just
#had to delay my exam and thenfire and everything and i thought hed be there for me too and we all met up last night and i was like
#hi i need to vent and he said . and i quote . get in line bitch . which was bad and also weird
#he then proceeded to leave without a word after like an hour . and my other friends said he was just in a bad mood etc but whatever it felt
#weird . and i texted him that night to check up saying hey u seemed a bit upset are u ok etc and he ignored it
#while responding to stuff on the GC . and i was obviously upset bc he said that and proceeded to ignore the text etc
#and what he said wasnt ok . anyway tonight we met up and he showed up super late and like . didnt talk to me the whole time despite making
#direct eye contact and when we were leaving the bar i literally told him hey stop being a dick bro . like w a smile but like yh
#and he kind of got rly upset and his first question was is this bc i talked to K and not you (K being one of the only girls in the group)
#(who also treated me weirdly but whom i still care for a lot which he should Know) and i said no its bc you ignored my text after being rly
#rude last night. meanwhile my friend with whom i had a kind of deal w for like . not smoking and stuff . took a long drag off a cigarette
#and obviously i just saw it happen and his hair being too messy and idk it was like an instant heartbreak kind of moment like why would u
#do this you said youd never smoke so i kind of just . looked at him and asked him why hes doing this and he looked back and kept smoking .
#upsetting situation but the friend i was talking abt first took this as me walking away from him or whatever ?? like bro ? you see this
#happening in front of you
#anyway a bit later on into the walk i fall back w him and i ask if he wants to talk and he literally fucking
#proceeds to say how he left that night bc his discord friends were doing smth better or whatever and he was standing behind me and i didnt
#talk to him first and how he doesnt want to talk and hes sick of talking to people meanwhile im out here being a bitch
#and as hes saying all of this hes getting louder so i tell him to not raise his voice bc our friends are in front of us
#and i dont want this to be a fight i just wajted to talk to him and he blows up even louder like NO IM NOT GOING TO LOWER MY VOICE IM
#TRYING TO MAKE A POINT and he keeps going abt how im being bitchy and he was just right there and i apparently ignored him or whatever .
#and like i just let him talk bc i was like . hes not calming down so im gonna let him say whatever and then respond calmly . he then
#proceeds to leave . just turns around and leaves w no chance for me to say anything
#i had bigger concerns (i.e. drunk friend) but it was still so fucking confusing like ??? i texted u if ur ok and u ignored it why is it
#now on me to approach u irl again ? what gives u the right to raise ur voice at me and call me a bitch ?
#what gives u the right to be a dick to us but esp to tell me to get in line just bc ur friends are on discord and ppl are chewing too loud?
#like what the FUCK bro. but anyway after that we went to a park and i talked to my friends friend and we had a lot in common and it was
#like 1-3 AM but ppl kept coming and going and laying down and sitting on the swings and playing old music
#and staring at the stars there were so so many stars . i checked up on my friend who smoked and made sure he was ok etc (S
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