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This week: Destiel in Canon!
[Thank you, everyone, for your wonderful submissions to Week 2 of Spn Fanfic Submission Thursday!! If you want to participate in next week’s fic submissions, check out the schedule!]
Totally Platonic Bunkmates by @braezenkitty
Five times Dean and Cas had to bunk together, and one time they didn’t.
“He could be an adult about this, it really wasn’t a big deal. He’d just keep to his side of the bed and face the wall, away from Cas. It wasn’t a problem at all. So why did his stomach feel like he just ate a handful of worms?”
Teen and Up. 5.5k words. (Complete)
[Sharing a Bed, Sexually Frustrated Dean, Hurt/Comfort, First Kiss]
Silver Lining by @darkheartinthesky 
After Castiel is severely injured during a hunt, Dean and Sam have a talk. Dean realizes what it is he really wants.
Teen. 6.5k words. (Complete)
Tags: Hurt Castiel, Caretaker Dean, Sharing a Bed, Supportive Sam
I Can’t Go On Without You by @destielonfire
Something is killing couples who participated in a secret Valentine’s Day ritual, leaving Dean and Castiel with no choice but to go undercover as a couple to investigate the murders. But when the ritual uncovers some long-buried truths, will this mean the start of something new between them?
Teen. 7.7k words. (Complete)
[Fluff & Angst, Sharing a Bed, First Kiss, BAMF Cas, Fake Relationship]
Wake Up by @destielmixtape
Dean is having a mental breakdown, and Castiel is the only one who might be able to help. Can Dean let down his guard enough to let Castiel in? Can he reconcile his feelings for Cas despite his own crushing insecurity? And can Castiel fight Dean’s inner demons without losing himself in the process? Will someone, anyone, please just use their friggin’ words?
Explicit. 58.5k words. (Complete)
[Fluff & Angst, Wing Kink, Grace Sex, BAMF Cas, Angst, Smut]
A Letter to Mom, from Dean by @hetaliankilljoy
Dear mom,
It’s me, Dean. Where are you? You’re an angel now, right? I don’t care about freckles, I just want you to kiss me once more please. I’m scared, can you sing me this song, that puts me to sleep, and helps me feel better when I’m sick? I miss you, mommy!
Teen and up. 3k words. (Complete)
[Songfic, Season 1-5 spoilers, love confessions, hurt/comfort, angst]
Heartbeat by @cardinaleyes
Castielsentries is a current canon blog that posts a new entry per day and has AU days, which is what this day was. This was written at the end of season 11 when Cas did not know if Dean survived Amara’s power. Soulmates can feel each other’s heartbeats.
Teen and Up. 1.2k words. (Complete)
[Canon Compliant, Season 11 finale coda, Cas POV]
This is Real by @compulsive-baker
Castiel and Sam return to the bunker after Dean confronts Amara. Castiel keeps his promise to watch out for Sammy after Dean is gone, but he can’t take care of himself as he falls into depression. His mental health is slipping, but Dean comes back to fix his angel.
Mature. 3.3k words. (Complete)
[Canon divergent season 11 finale, Smut, Tender Love and Care]
A Photo Booth and Funnel Cake by @deanisthebeesknees
Dean and Castiel end up at a county fair during a case. Dean shows Castiel the awesomeness of photo booths and fluff ensues.
Teen and Up. 1.9k words. (Complete)
[Fluff, county fair, photo booth, funnel cake, Shipper!Sam]
untitled by @woefulcas
Cas comes back human after the events of 12.23; Dean and Cas cuddle in bed. 
General Audience. .5k words. (Complete)
[Season 12 Coda, Warning for Extreme Fluff™]
Ignorance is Bliss (Usually) by @60r3d0m
Dean and Cas have a very public deathbed confession and officially become an item. And this would totally be thrilling—except Sam gets knocked out during the fight and misses the whole damn thing.
Or, the one where everybody except Sam knows and Sam thinks Dean’s sudden newfound celibacy is a witch’s curse.
Mature. 8.2k words. (Complete)
[oblivious!Sam, jealousy, Established Relationship, Miscommunication]
Ultraviolet by @mittensmorgul
The world seemed to be settling back into a somewhat regular pattern of supernatural activity after Sam officially rescinded the British Men of Letters American visa and Cas had moved into the bunker as a full-time Winchester. What seemed like a milk run hunt goes pear-shaped when Dean becomes the latest victim of a soul-devouring curse. Breaking the curse and saving his life only lead to a bigger mystery when someone unexpected steps out of the Impala and walks right into the middle of their case.
Mature. 8k/45k words. (WIP; posting a chapter a day)
[Case fic, Human Impala, Hurt/Comfort, Sharing a Bed, First Time]
Holy, Holy, Holy by @deanirae​
There was a hell-hound gnawing at the bones of Dean’s legs, each bite a payment for Sam’s breaths. To the very end, Dean thought it was a good price. He was willing to pay. But the angel who listened had learned about the great plot of using a brave, righteous man to start a petty Apocalypse and sacrificed everything to ensure it would never begin. It was 2008 and it’s probably still Wednesday now and Cas is keeping Dean safe, away from Heaven, from Hell, from everything. Despite Castiel’s best efforts, everything remains pretty determined to either get its hands on Dean or just get him back where he allegedly belongs. But there’s at least four theories about where that is and Dean seems to be the only one who doesn’t have one. Most of the time he just feels something is amiss and he keeps wondering when it’s going to be Friday and if the purple dog is ever going to come back.
Explicit. 54k words. (Complete)
[Canon Divergent after 3.16, Angst, Unhealthy Relationships]
Warnings: Major Character Death, Uninformed Consent, Emotional Manipulation, PTSD
On The Inner Workings Of Non-Angels by @babybluecas​
The way it began couldn’t get more cliché: Dean kissing Cas in the rain as they turned their ‘goodbye’ into a bittersweet ‘see you soon.’ Three years later, Dean can hardly believe what his life has become: he’s a happy civilian, shacked up in the bunker with Cas. The whole messed up world seems to have left them alone, at last, and the worst things that ever happen to Dean are the rom-com marathons his better half tortures him with. Even Sam’s living his dream, back in law school.
A true happily ever after for all.
The problem is that those, in Dean’s experience, don’t last forever. So when Cas starts acting suspicious, with strange phone calls and daydreams and the walls of yellowed books rising around him, Dean has a full right to be worried. He’s no longer sure he could handle their perfect, little world falling apart.
But Cas, of course, says everything’s fine.
Mature. 39k words. (Complete)
[Fluff, Angst, Established relationship, Fallen!castiel, Post alt-season 9]
Forgotten Angel by @justrandomspnstuff​
Cas looked around his empty apartment remembering when he’d had a purpose, when he’d been someone. And he realized at that moment why he kept his angel blade–because it was getting harder and harder for him to convince himself that he hadn’t always been a nobody. Hadn’t always been a whore.
Explicit. 86.4k words. (WIP)
Prostitute!castiel, Slow burn, Angst, Bottom!cas
Warnings: Rape/non con, Self Harm, Drug Mention
Fives Times Dean Called Cas Sweetheart (As a Joke and the One Time He Meant It) by @profound-boning​
Delicious breakfasts, beer with dinner, countless movie marathons after Dean and Sam hooked up a television and VHS/DVD player in one of the sitting rooms, hot showers, the smell of clean laundry… Yes, Castiel definitely enjoyed a lot of little things about his new life with the Winchesters.
The chance to get closer to Dean certainly didn’t hurt.
General Audiences. 3.2k words. (Complete) [Men of Letters Bunker, Bunker Fluff, Human Cas, Miscommunication]
Then I Defy You Stars by @spearywritesstuff​
They won if you ignore what they lost. Lucifer was cast out and the Darkness departed, but they couldn’t save Cas. So Dean gave up. With the passage of time and Sam’s support, Dean makes a life for himself miles away from hunting and anything supernatural. He runs a planetarium and teaches classes on astronomy, because once, long ago, Cas told him that when the ancient heroes fell, mankind could still find them in the stars. Dean looks to the stars.
Explicit. 81.8k words. (Complete)
[Angst, Temporary Character Death, Canon Divergent after 11x18]
You Can’t Get Rid Of The Babadook (And Years Of Unresolved Sexual Tension) by @mijrake​
When the queer community accepts the Babadook as their new found icon, they accidentally create a Tulpa that starts killing homophobic people. Of course, Team Free Will rises to the occasion.
Explicit. 11.9k words. (Complete)
[Case Fic, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Bisexual Dean Winchester]
Arrow by @all-i-need-is-destiel​
In which Sam starts to act very weird all of a sudden, centering his entire attention on a certain blue-eyed angel, Dean doesn’t know what to make of this strange behavior and his own confusing feelings, Castiel just goes with the flow and Gabriel has got the time of his life.
Teen and Up. 7.1k words. (Complete)
[Friends to Lovers, Familial Love, First Kiss, Gabriel being a major douche]
helpless when the sky explodes by @envydean​
He’s been split up from his brother. Can’t even hear him, shout to him or anything. It’s like a part of him has been ripped from him and he sits in the corner of the cell, back to the wall and ass on the cold concrete floor. Food is shoved through a pass through but Dean doesn’t touch it, barely looks at it.
Mature. 5k words. (Complete)
[Suicidal thoughts, hurt/comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Dark Fic]
Wardrobe Change by @phangirlpenguin​
Sam’s been jumpy around Cas ever since they defeated Amara. A wardrobe change may help, but how will it affect Dean?
General Audience. 1.6k words. (Complete)
[Fluff, Cuddling, Get-together, possible consent issues]
Hot Like Ice by @relucant​
“I… I can’t feel my toes. Or my fingertips. Is that bad?”
Dean swore under his breath. “Uh, it ain’t great, buddy. Can you move ‘em?”
Cas furrowed his brow in concentration. “I don’t know. It burns. Why does cold burn?”
“It just does, Cas.” He picked up Cas’ hand, and his fingers felt like ice. He peered at Cas’ face, and caught a tinge of blue on his lips. “Shit. OK, Cas, we might be gettin’ into territory where you think about usin’ some grace. Not on me, I always run a little hot, but you’re lookin’ like you’re gettin’ hypothermia.”
“I don’t think I can,” Cas said slowly. “There’s so little left, and I’m so cold…”
“Shit.” Dean scrubbed his hand over his face, then came to a decision. “Take off your clothes.”
Explicit. 3.8k words. (Complete)
[Fluff, First Time, Bed Sharing, Bottom Dean, Top Castiel]
A Night on the Couch by @caslikescoffeeandfreckles​
Dean and Cas get in an argument and it leads to one of them sleeping on the couch for the night.
General Audience. 1.7k words. (Complete)
[Gratuitous Fluff]
Cinnamon and Sugar by @liraelclayr007
Dean has feelings for Cas, but he is afraid to show them.
Cas has feelings for Dean, but can’t find the right words. So he decides to say it with pie.
Teen and Up. 1.3k words. (Complete)
[alternating pov, Cas bakes a pie, Cas loves Dean, Dean loves Cas]
Worthy by jad
“… you wanna what, now?” Dean asks, because he definitely didn’t hear that right.
Castiel tilts his head, a leftover tick from his angel days that Dean would be lying if he claimed to find anything but idiotically endearing. He knows this is his own fault, owing to that rather memorable moment a week ago when Cas wandered into this very same kitchen with a (fairly) legitimate question and Dean just didn’t know when to shut up.
Explicit. 15k words. (Complete)
[s9 bunker fluff, human Castiel, porn with feelings]
Blame It On Me by @coffeeandcas
Castiel has left the bunker and is trying to build a life for himself, alone, and is failing. He moves from one homeless camp to the next, struggling to find his place in the world and feeling more unwanted as every day passes. He never meets April, and with no form of identification to prove who he is, he never gets offered a job at the Gas n Sip.
Eventually, he falls in with the wrong crowd and his life takes a sudden, violent downward spiral. After months of searching, Dean and Sam manage to find him and bring him home, but at what cost?
Explicit. 44k words. (Complete)
[Human Castiel, Men of Letters Bunker, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Prostitution]
Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Drug-Induced Sex, Rape/Non-con
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