#guess i'll just die

[noodle-slurp]

I was gonna post chapter 11 today, too but....imboblr told me 7k words is too long apparantly, despite my last one being 8k long....

#X_X #guess I'll just die

[majicmarker]

not me obsessing over the one (1) funky formatting thing in my print copies four months after the fact

#i tried fixing it but then that caused several problems through the rest of the book so #guess i'll just die #a/n

[hyaened]

Idk what to do if goo actually doesnt like yoojin

#Guess i'll just DIE

[nothisislyra]

need to smoke weed to feel normal but also need to cook food in my kitchen now that it's basically clean and if i smoke weed first i will not be able to make myself Cook but i don't have anything that i can just throw together everything will take at least some Time but if i do not feel like a person how can i get up and cook in the kitchen? the solution is obvious,,,, smoke weed and. i don't know. skip dinner. maybe. except that i am hungry i've eaten one slice of pizza today

#spent Too Much Money on clothes today so i can no longer justify ordering food #or i'd do that #guess i'll just die #god it would be fucking crazy if my brain worked ever even for a day whatever whatever

[ipusingularitae]

so... what does it mean when you're dreaming of her for several nights during the past week?

#haha I'm so head over heels #seriously it was a lot of nights #i woke up to the the same warm feeling on my chest #and i just wanted it to be real #fuck #guess i'll just die

[ariesbilly]

i dont know if theres something actually medically wrong with me or if just the fact ive been in a state of anxiety literally this entire month is catching up to me but i gotta say something is feeling.... not right

#going to a doctor is not an option there is simply no money #so #guess i'll just die

[marzghost]

Me: ah time for my nightly fanfiction before bed...^u^

Ao3:

Me: OH DEAR HEAVENS, NOOOOOO!

Also me: Time to hop over to Tumblr for the new Ao3 memes.

#ao3 is down #god hates us all #guess i'll just die #whatever shall i do

[pinkiepiebones]

I'm incredibly sad that my reluctance to give over all my information to f*cebook is prohibiting me from participating in the Ghost fun.

#I'm sorry Ghost I love you but I am not getting an insta for you #guess I'll just die #ghost bc #bethania mortuary #shut the fuck up zombie no one cares

[rjalker]

me: *wants to ask someone to tag a post as eye-strain*

the post: *tells people to read the DNI before interacting*

I click to main blog to check the DNI (even though I am like, never on them)

the pinned post is eye-straining.

There is a link to a carrd, which is also eye-straining.

#RIP #guess I'll just die

[riffratty]

Watching the ravens/dolphins halftime and they show a clip of Pat and... he looks like he hasn't slept in a year 💀💀💀

#guess I'll just die #this entire season is bad vibes #every time i watch a nice catch for another team i get so upset #getting dangerously close to cheering for violence #entering my hater era #patrick mahomes #my bebe

[bg3heart]

created a fic in my head that 1. I cannot write 2. If I did I would be too embarrassed to publish 3. I am too embarrassed to ask someone else to write

#guess I'll just die #i dont even wanna tag who it's about asfghjk

[hutchitarificdraws]

I wish that I could say these were warm-up sketches, but the only way to improve at something is practice i guess. Sorry for the poor lighting.

#bluey #sketch #rad heeler #mackenzie collie #pencil #i wish i drew better #poor lighting #guess i'll die #guess i'll just die

[zombielovescore]

Okay, so I work a 4/4 schedule at my full time job with 12 hour shifts (usually longer, because it's busy AF), but I still work casually at the job I had before because I miss my seniors. However, I have repeatedly told my supervisor to only schedule one (1) day of the 4 off - they can pick the day - and then if they need me more, they can call me and ask me to work more. So, she fucking schedules me for 2 shifts each the entire month, and then she changed the schedule so I'm working 3 shifts this weekend. Meanwhile, she has 5 casuals who do not work other FT jobs unavailable for the next two months.

Fuck. Off.

They do not pay me enough to work that much, which is why I left in the first place. Among other reasons.

#personal #guess I'll just die #I don't want to quit but lawd is she testing me

[oddbunny]

My front tires are literally falling apart. So it's either keep going until one bursts while I'm driving and hope I don't die. Or buy used tires with a credit card that I can't afford to pay.

I hate being poor. I hate it.

#personal #cole screams into the abyss #guess I'll just die #shrug

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍 #hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well. #obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it. #realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway. #so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct! #and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want... #best case scenario. is what i'm saying. #every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day. #fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :) #aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself. #FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

[snallavanta]

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WATCH YOUNG ROYALS NOW >:(

#WHAT THE HELL??? #asking my parents to up the rating to 21 is too embarrassing #guess i'll just die