#grad school is hard and i should have taken remedial theory. augh.

[apocalypticdemon]

god above, music theory sucks

#aaaaaaaaaa just turned in an assignment that i have No idea what im doing about and it did in fact make me cry many times #i spent. 2.5 weeks on it. #and i have no idea how it went. like i can't even see the drop-down answers and if i fuck this up Friday is the last day to withdraw. #sooooo if i dont know if im gonna pass i dunno what im gonna do bc ive got 2 Days to figure out if i can pass the course! fuck! #grad school is hard and i should have taken remedial theory. augh. #straight up had a meltdown in my advisor's office about it too which was. good. great #she asked how theory was going and i went 'bruh i cant fucking tell' and then melted down. #which was. humiliating. she pulled me into the office of the associate dean to calm down which. did not make me feel better. #but i calmed down now. and i spent. 6 fucking hours working on this assignment yesterday alone. #it's. rough.