#good gog this is embarrassing BUT. suck it im not THAT mentally ill!!!! (< Lying)

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I posted 12,415 times in 2022

That's 6,418 more posts than 2021!

36 posts created (0%)

12,379 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@transitiveunacomplishedfool

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I tagged 5,342 of my posts in 2022

#tma - 350 posts

#disco elysium - 299 posts

#fave - 236 posts

#ace attorney - 156 posts

#stories - 142 posts

#pokemon - 118 posts

#sxf - 105 posts

#comic - 104 posts

#taz balance - 101 posts

#wwdits - 100 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#like. there is some enjoyable media that has room to play with. but for every piece of good media people latch onto there are so many worse

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

god i love music.

8 notes - Posted February 4, 2022

#4

hello bdu enjoyers! I posted a short fic for Valentine's day yesterday and thought this would be a good way to get the word out. hope you enjoy if you decide to give it a read :]

the music we make is unnatural (but it sounds just like falling in love)

Summary:

Chosen wants to surprise Evil and Total with a date for Valentine's day. Planning it requires more self-introspection than she thought. Sometimes identity is found in a fifteen dollar dress.

Or;

Missing scenes from before their date. All ye who enter here be warned: the power of love and plenty of other sappiness be abound.

16 notes - Posted February 15, 2022

#3

i have homework i should be doing but all i can think about is the world building and the plot and the ending of disco elysium

i've only played through it the one time but the entire thing makes me go kind of nuts? all of it. everything. (warning for spoilers past this point so like. yeah)

you wake up in a haze and you have to walk yourself through talking to people like a person and meeting kim and making a lot of assertions based on very little information, throwing you into the deep end of things from the get go. you are given next to no information on anything and you have to balance finding out what you can and revealing this vulnerability, your lack of certainty in anything. and that's without, like, getting into the whole fucking bucket of worms that comes with playing as an established character.

slowly, slowly you gather information about the world. where you are, what things are, pieces of history and information on politics. it's slow, but fascinating, as it introduces you to an entirely new present and past.

and then! and then you learn about the pale. something that left me reeling, feeling the need to put it down and process it all for a minute. the pale, some you get snippets and allusions to (the map wall, for example) but is only explained in full when joyce talks about it.

you are told about this impossible thing, something that your entire people barely understands and can only just twist into something they can cross. you are told about this horrifying, terrifying and perhaps most importantly utterly unimaginable thing that is slowly encroaching further and further into the world, this thing that will one day swallow everything you know and care for and have ever been into a fathomless void of nothing.

perhaps, really, the pale is just entropy, given form. but there is something about how casually this fact is accepted that made me pause. you are told this, and there is nothing you can do about it. disco elysium is not about this. it is about something as mundane as man who was killed for reasons, that are, in the end, mundane. it is about how you, harry, either or both cannot change the world. just pieces.

i don't know what it is about. cycles of violence, maybe. how humanity has lived through dozens of political and socioeconomic stylings, how none of them have stuck and none of them will but we will still be here regardless.

i think the thing i keep coming back to, other than the pale and the commentary, is the mundanity of it all. even when things that are bizarre, that seem like earth shattering revelations take place, they are... mundane. or at least, there is nothing you can do with them, and the only option left is to go on.

you wake up after what must have been one of the worst nights of your life, and you get dressed. you check yourself in the mirror, and then you go to work. there is a hole in the world, 2 millimeters in size. you must go on. you are shot, wake up two days later, and then get back to work. there is no rest for the wicked, after all.

you dream of a saint, of your ex, of a dead man. you take what you can from these and move on. there is nothing else you can do.

there is an insect, and it is kind and beautiful and at the same time terrifying. it is, indirectly, the cause for the violence and heartbreak that brought you here. it is, indirectly, the reason you can choose to begin healing.

it tells you about how humanity is unknowingly bringing about its own destruction.

you must go on.

and in the end, all you come away with is memories like swiss cheese, another case to tick off on a list, and perhaps the knowledge that however you could, you affected a tiny piece of the world.

disco elysium is a good game, i think.

35 notes - Posted February 21, 2022

#2

blorbo from my shows this blorbo from my shows that. what about blorbo from my podcasts? my blorbo for whom my interpretation is the only right one and everyone else is wrong and stupid even though there is no canon design

36 notes - Posted February 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

*putting on my clown shoes* yeah i can totally make an appropriate amount of pasta for one person bro trust me

78 notes - Posted January 26, 2022

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