#gonna probably blacklist said yummy dungeon for the moment just to yknow.... not be filled with rage

[primordialwhale]

pathological demand avoidance is so stupid

like before it super shot up in popularity i definitely had an interest in checking out the cooking dungeon manga/anime

but now that every 5th post on my dash is "you MUST consume it" (even tho i know LOGICALLY they are JOKES) my brain is like

"actually i hate it on principal now the sight of it makes me sick and fills me with a visceral anger i cannot describe and if i see one more of these posts im going to bite someone"

and i KNOW its silly and stupid!!! esp since its a media i KNOOOOOOOOW id like and its also such a Big reaction over Nothing. Brains are DUMB and i HATE THEM.

#burnt the eggs #ive always been like thissss #its i how briefly fell victim to that hipster oighhhhhhh its popular??? i hate it mentality in my youth #yknow when that was the rage #but like thats not quite it yknow???? #i dont care that its popular!!!! #there are plenty of popular things i like!!!! #i just hate people telling me what to do and what i have to consume #even if its just dumb posts on the internet of the ppl i folloe clearly just expressing their own personal interest in smth they like #and it doesnt ACTUALLY have anythijg to do with me #LOGICALLLYYYYYYYY i know that #LOGIC doesnt get rid of PDA thooooooooooo #in any capacity of it #like id loveeeeeee to not get angry deep down when my partner INNOCENTLY AND POLITELY AND KINDLY #asks me to do something that im already doing #and like im not actually mad at them why would o be theyre just trying to be helpful #BUT MY EVIL SPITEFUL IDIOT BRAIN #anyway #gonna probably blacklist said yummy dungeon for the moment just to yknow.... not be filled with rage #and let my BELOVED FRIENDS AND MUTUALS HAVE THEIR FUN FOR THENLOVE OF GOD BRAIN