#gd i hope i get fucked soon. or find a casual relationship. im tired of obsessing over this

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is it normal to have like residual jealousy when ppl u were physical with become exclusively physical with everyone but u (bc u left the situation)

#like. im grappling some weird sense of ownership that isnt healthy. theyre my friends they can fuck whoever they want. and im the one that #ended everything remotely like that between us #but smthn in me just gets so upset. at the prospect of them being w someone else. #it doesnt feel the same when its them bc theyre dating ofc but i. imagine a third person and it makes me so upset? #like im being replaced even tho its not my spot to begin with? maybe its just bc. it used to be. and i miss it. i miss them #i miss when we were all together. everything felt like it had fallen into place. but so many things happened. i love them #im lucky to just be in their lives yk? #gd i hope i get fucked soon. or find a casual relationship. im tired of obsessing over this