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BakuDeku: Bakugou’s Feelings/Mentality towards Izuku Part I

2 Series. 70 Works.

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Once Again from Better Days by limesicle ( T | 45,596+ | 52/? )

Katsuki wakes to find himself reset. It’s a time when quirks are just starting, and he only remembers a bit about happened the first time. He remembers enough to know Deku is someone he hurt a lot. He remembers enough to know he had to watch Deku fall. He remembers enough to try to make things better this time.

Falling by soulstring ( E | 131,312+ | 21/? )

He knows that Katsuki is cruel, and for the sake of looking down on him he could do something like this. But even so, if it was just to mess with him, Katsuki of all people should know better than to expect years of punches and cruel taunts will make him say yes.

Series Part 1 of You grew up when I wasn’t looking

[Underage]

I feel you by soulstring ( M | 53,123 | 11/11 )

“I don’t always take questionable substances from strangers but when I do I end up getting a second hand boner from my childhood friend’s feelings” - Midoriya Izuku, most likely.

Summary by Kitakyuu

Like the Moon by osakakitty ( E | 14,781 | 2/2 )

Katsuki Bakugo is having constant, erotic dreams about Izuku Midoriya. He isn’t sure why, but they won’t go away. In order to make them stop, he needs to figure out what Izuku Midoriya means to him.

Canon-verse story in which Bakugo is confused about his feelings for Midoriya, and doesn’t know what he wants. Besides a good night’s sleep.

Update: added an epilogue

He Probably Needs a Pounding by KowaiYumeDesuka ( T | 3,880 | 2/2 )

After Deku’s admission into Yuuei and the outcome of the Trial of Battle, Bakugou can no longer look down on Deku as the absolutely inferior idiot he’d always thought of him as. With that out of the way, he’s starting to see something else in his childhood sort-of friend but mostly object of ridicule. However, he’s not sure how to feel about that something else, or about Deku in general anymore.

Hatred by OwlWanderer ( E | 1,008 | 1/1 )

I hate you. God, I fucking hate you so fucking much.

Post-it Notes Lead to the Heart by Erina ( T | 20,682 | 4/4 )

Bakugou Katsuki has apologized once. But he isn’t sure he can do it again.

Maybe, Just Maybe by NorthernProjection ( G | 11,049 | 2/2 )

Bakugou might have a crush on Deku. Emphasis on “might”.

[Series] Katsuki’s Guide to a Debatably Successful Relationship by SerialCereal ( T | 11,012 | 2 Works | Abandoned )

Katsuki, being about as romantic as a piece of cheese, turns to Wikihow to get advice on his crush.

Katsuki still is being tied for "least romantic" with that piece of cheese. Wikihow helped him before, it'll help him again. [Continuation of "How to Get Your Crush to Notice You - A Guide by Bakugou Katsuki", can be read separately recommended it's not though.]

The Way He Says My Name by claimedbydaryl ( M | 4,201 | 1/1 )

He hated how Izuku said his nickname, open and unafraid, like he knew him, like their childhood friendship still mattered, like he never hurt him—

But what he hated most of all was that he couldn’t say his name, that he couldn’t do more than snarl Deku, that he couldn’t tell Izuku he was sorry.

Series Part 1 of To Count Them All

[Underage]

The Art of Saying You’re Sorry by low_commotion ( G | 8,190 | 1/1 )

In which Bakugou Katsuki is not an apologetic person, but he thinks he should probably try for the sake of, like, teamwork and peer-pressure. Midoriya kind of wishes he’d figure out how to do it properly, or at least be less weird about it.

Series Part 1 of Mountains and Molehills

truth, spilling from his mouth by vannral ( M | 5,969 | 3/3 )

It’s not really a sudden realization, not really, but Katsuki still thinks it’s bullshit.

In which Katsuki gets progressively more grumpy about his feelings for Deku, and then the matters get a whole lot worse when he’s hit with a Truth Serum Quirk. Explosions and feelings happen.

After-School Session ( E | 1,831 | 1/1 )

The typical saying of “love knows no bounds.”

Explosive Pigtail Pulling by Rachello344 ( T | 2,204 | 1/1 )

Bakugou is hit by a villain’s quirk, one with the power to regress its victims to literal childhood: physically, mentally, emotionally. Luckily (or unluckily) for Bakugou, the person to find his four year old self is Izuku, who watches over him until he returns to normal.

The Art of Indifference by qye ( Not Rated | 18,029+ | 22/? )

Bakugou is used to being the center of attention- be it anger, confussion, or fear (mostly fear) everyone always gives him a reaction.

Until all the sudden, Deku doesn’t.

What a fucking asshole.

Yeah it’s a fucked up kind of relationship ( M | 10,018 | 4/4 )

Bakugou Katsuki had a plan for getting with Deku. It hadn’t worked. He loved Deku, he really did. It was just a pain in the ass to get across. Why did he have to change? Why couldn’t he have just stayed weak forever?

Set after graduation, Bakugou Katsuki muses on the strange relationship he shares and his fears for the future. Sex happens but not in great detail. This is mostly a fic on Katsuki’s thoughts on things. Warning for Bakugou’s foul mouth and issues communicating like a normal person.

That’s not how I planned it by ReadHardWriteHard ( T | 44,993 | 14/14 )

Bakugou Katsuki is bullying Midoriya Izuku to cover up his own feelings. His excuse, Midoriya being quirkless. And since he can’t suddenly get a quirk this excuse will never cease to exist, right?

Fallout by limesicle ( T | 2,505 | 1/1 )

Katsuki does everything the hard way. Falling in love isn’t an exception.

It doesn’t take him long to realize he’s falling, but it takes him ten years to admit it to himself. It takes another ten before he says it out loud.

I’ll Be Your Hero by bakudeku ( T | 2,536+ | 4/? )

Katsuki wants to protect Izuku. He wants to make sure Izuku never has to cry again. Maybe this was his chance to fix everything, to make sure he didn’t make the same mistakes as before. If this really isnt a dream, if Katsuki really is in the past, then he’d do anything his little body could to keep Izuku safe.

This time, he’ll stay by Izuku’s side.

Just a Game? by MalaMoon ( T | 2,564 | 1/1 )

A truth or dare kiss ends up revealing more truths than Bakugou and Midoriya ever wanted, and leaves the door open for reconciliation and quite possibly a relationship neither of them anticipated.

[On Hold] synthesis by DriftingGlass ( M | 31,325+ | 6/? )

They didn’t know how it happened, or when a concept so fickle and ridiculous blossomed in the garden of doubts, anger, and pain in which they so frequently visited.

Between scarred hands and bloodied knuckles, unspoken thoughts stirred like petals in springtime rain.

Bakugo was not prepared for the undeniable change spurring between them.

Unfortunately, neither was Midoriya.

[Underage]

new eyes by WabiSabi ( T | 21,155+ | 9/? )

Katsuki wakes up 22 years in the past.

With no other choice, he moves on.

Soft Spots by Saysi ( E | 56,809+ | 28/? )

Midoriya and Bakugou don't have the best of relationships - except when they find themselves alone.

Bakugou quickly finds himself developing a soft spot for the nerd.

Happy birthday Midoriya!

good morning (asshole) by writedeku ( G | 2,527 | 1/1 )

“I want to,” Bakugou starts. His voice is hoarse. “Take my relationship with Deku to the next level.”

Kirishima raises a finger, opens his mouth, puts his finger down and snaps his mouth shut. He takes a deep breath, puts his hands on his hips, and turns in a circle. “I’m sorry, what relationship?”

(Bakugou wants to become friends with Midoriya. He doesn’t know how though, because he’s got the emotional stability of a rabbit on Xanax.)

[Series] Hope and Victory by Celestialgunfireopera ( G&T&M&E | 77,439+ | 6 Works | WIP )

Quirkless was not useless, or so Katsuki seemed to believe.

There was this magnetic pull that kept Izuku ensnared, that tugged him back if he ever strayed too far from Katsuki, like their lives were entwined on a level beyond what Izuku could logically explain.

Katsuki sees, really sees Izuku’s scars for the first time.

Don’t poke the bear in his den or wake Lord Explosion Murder on his day off

All deep relationships start small.

He had been happy. That was what stood out the most, looking back. He had been utterly content, blissfully unaware of the horror creeping closer through the shadows.

Chapter 2, Chapter 4, and Chapter 8 of Petals In Your Hair by Yuechum ( T | 3,031 | 3 out of 13 )

Bellflower : Constancy, Gratitude, Unwavering Love

Daffodil : Forgiveness, Rebirth, You’re the Only One

Hibiscus : Delicate Beauty

opia by Ramabear (RyMagnatar), timeto-explode (NoWayApril) ( T | 2,169 | 1/1 )

In an attempt to breach the wall put up between Bakugou and Midoriya, All Might and Aizawa try something a little unorthodox. The two teens are set down in chairs across from each other with the instruction to stay there and look into each other’s eyes.

The strange vulnerability that follows spurs a confession that Bakugou isn’t prepared for in the least.

Dream Come True by shuppet44 ( E | 7,995 | 1/1 )

It’s bad enough that Bakugou has to have these feelings about Izuku. It’s worse that he’s stuck sharing a tent and, thanks to some sick twist of fate, a sleeping bag with him. But he’s not sure if the moans Izuku is making in his sleep are improving or worsening his situation. One thing’s for sure, he wants to hear more.

“Fuck” by LNoGame44 ( Not Rated | 5,411 | 1/1 )

Bakugou didnt know when it started. Maybe it had being going on for a while and he hadn’t noticed it. But every time it happened, it sent a shock up his spine and boiled his blood. No one else reacted to it. They all continued as if their train of thought hadnt just been violently derailed and Bakugou was getting fucking sick of it.

Stay away from him, he’s mine! by AShippingAddict ( E | 12,143+ | 4/10 )

Bakugou Katsuki knew Valentine’s Day was just a day where everyone went crazy trying to make love happen. He didn’t care for it. He especially didn’t care that everyone seemed to want Deku. He didn’t care. It didn’t matter that people were starting to invade Deku’s space. Or that people kept touching him. He did NOT care, not one bit.

Or people flirt with Midoriya Izuku and Bakugou nearly kills someone because he’s jealous.

Where did you go to end up right back here? by sensiblysilly ( M | 14,269 | 3/3 )

Katsuki wakes up in what must be another reality, and tries to understand how his life turned out the way it did. He may learn a thing or two about himself, and the people he (perhaps unwillingly, and yet inalterably) cares about along the way, giving him the will to finally make amends for his past actions.

–

Because sometimes a little push of fate is all it takes.

Series Part 1 of Where did you go to end up right back here?

[Abuse | Bullying]

Lost and Found by xo_princess ( Not Rated | 3,249 | 1/1 )

Somehow, Katsuki goes from pushing Izuku down stairs to buying him chocolate milk. Somehow, they fall in love. And then somehow, Izuku forgets that.

Izuku gets hit with a memory loss quirk, but that’s only a small part of the story.

As One by semiautomatichearts ( G | 2,508 | 1/1 )

Katsuki knows Izuku as he knows himself, as he knows the worn pages of a treasured book, the creases within his own hand.

He sees when something is wrong, and reaches across abyssal expanses, past the maw of his own pride, and he heals.

A Blasted Confession by Halcyonranhuer ( T | 2,116 | 1/1 )

Bakugou’s trying to make out his feelings about Midoriya, which for him is confusing as hell. (Chinese translations avaliable now)

Take Me Back To The Night We Met by elizabeth_16 ( T | 19,341 | 1/1 )

Katsuki Bakugou, a.k.a. Hero Ground Zero knew he was going to die one day.

When the moment came, he realized all the things he had done.

Then he was death.

He didn't know what being dead was like, but it sure as hell wasn't you waking up in your three-year-old self with your mother waking you up because it's your first day of kindergaten.

(Or: Katsuki dies and has a second chance to makes things right)

Where We Are Right Now by Valainistima ( T | 3,125 | 1/1 )

Katsuki can’t live being around Izuku. It comes to the point where it hurts. Izuku can’t live without Katsuki. It comes to the point where it makes him cry.

Love Letters Countdown by Unoutan ( M | 7,430 | 1/1 )

Midoriya Izuku is given a love letter…poetry for that matter! He can’t believe that this is happening to him, that someone took the time to write such loving words to him. He can’t wait to meet his secret Valentine! Their days at UA are going to end soon with graduation peaking up over the horizon, so can this secret love happen for Izuku? The problem is…Izuku has been hung up on someone he’s always liked since…forever.

Happy Valentines Day everyone! Created for the Katsudeku Valentines Exchange.

[Underage]

fuzzy inside by fromthefarshore ( G | 949 | 1/1 )

Bakugo is jealous.

A Blast from the Fucking Past by Lemonyfreshness ( T | 22,687+ | 20/? )

I read a fic on Bakugou being trapped in the body of his future self on his wedding day. Wanted to write a fic on Future Bakugou in his present body. Inspired by sensiblysilly‘s work, “Where did you go to end up right back here?“

Regret by KyryeDuBarie ( T | 10,214 | 1/1 )

There is an exception, though, one person whose eyes do not reflect jealousy or plain adoration when he looks at you.

Bitter and Sweet by 13th ( T | 32,551 | 9/9 )

To Katsuki, memories are the bane of his existence, they’re picky and unpredictable.

To Izuku, memories are fragile glass, easy to shatter and requires a lot of attention.

Different recollection of the past, but similar enough to have the same result. Hopefully, the day they acknowledge these revelations can finally mend those bothering questions that none of the other answered.

(In other words. Just goddamn, talk it out.)

Inconvenience is another word for feelings by soulstring ( G | 1,498 | 1/1 )

A sound that he’s heard thousands of times before – a lifetime, Katsuki’s brain unhelpfully supplies – echoes in the classroom. Laughter; pure, unadulterated, carefree. Always triggered by others, never by Katsuki, and somehow he doesn’t understand why he feels something warm and disgustingly pleasant twisting his insides because for once, he’s the one unleashing it.

[BNHA Cuddle Week] Day five: Payback | Repaying a debt | Reluctantly

Series Part 5 of Put your arms around me

Propinquity by Jaylun ( M | 14,111 | 5/5 )

“Bakugou FOUR days! Midoriya THREE days! Both of you are under house arrest!! You will be cleaning all of the dormitory plus the common spaces morning AND night!”

It takes less than three days together to finally realize how they truly feel for each other. Who knew they just needed more time to themselves to sort out their feelings?

-Takes place after ch120 and during ch121-

Whatever Remains by hollyandvice (hiasobi_writes) ( T | 2,631 | 1/1 )

It’s not that Izuku wonders how Kacchan ended up as someone that shows affection like this; he’s met Kacchan’s mom, okay? It’s more that he doesn’t understand why this is the only way Kacchan shows affection; he’s met Kacchan’s dad too.

Katsuki gets hit with a Quirk that forces your deepest truth to the forefront. The repercussions are more than anyone might have expected.

Series Part 58 of Holly’s Round Eight H/C Bingo Card

Fireworks by chancellorxofxtrash (PhoebeMurdivine) ( T | 1,315 | 1/1 )

Fact of the matter was, Katsuki wasn’t the only person Deku admired.

twenty-four and some hours by WattStalf ( T | 1,492 | 1/1 )

It’s been twenty-four hours since Katsuki Bakugo first realized that he has a crush on Deku.

“can’t sleep love” by avalescence_hurlocked ( G | 20,782+ | 7/? )

tell me, am I going crazy? tell me, have I lost my mind?

alternatively; Bakugou’s got a crush, and he’s got it really bad, but he doesn’t want it at all. at least, that’s what he tells himself.

Kiss Me Instead by slycool ( T | 1,942 | 1/1 )

It started with a kiss and Bakugou wouldn’t have it any other way.

Heart-Shaped Distractions by DMMegsie ( T | 3,070 | 1/1 )

To Bakugou Katsuki, Valentine's day was a waste of time.

Giving people an excuse to be all lovey dovey in public, wasting money on things that would long be forgotten in the weeks to come.

That was, until he entered his second year classroom to see the eyesore around him.

Progress by chancellorxofxtrash (PhoebeMurdivine) ( T | 1,623 | 1/1 )

A lot of things had changed, honestly. Katsuki had no choice but to accept these changes, go along with them, but it didn’t mean he had to like them.

alone in my head by unfriendlyreminder ( E | 1,439 | 1/1 )

Katsuki only allows himself to feel late at night, when the house is quiet and the darkness envelopes him and he can hide, hide, hide.

[Internalized Homophobia]

Absinthe by cyan_rubies ( T | 4,479 | 1/1 )

They always said that time could heal all wounds. But Bakugou Katsuki was not good at waiting and he never will be. Bakugou-centric. One-shot.

[Major Character Death]

Whispers of the Heart by imaginedrabbles ( T | 2,640 | 1/1 )

Izuku gets a note in his locker one day and it's from...a secret admirer?!

Permanent fixture by chancellorxofxtrash (PhoebeMurdivine) ( T | 2,504 | 1/1 )

Deku was a permanent fixture in the life of Katsuki

tears that weren't shed ( G | 533 | 1/1 )

"I never apologised," Katsuki starts, before his breath catches in his throat and he coughs a little. "For everything. Before.. we sorted all that crap out." now he looks away, suddenly feeling awfully sick. Because he never really has properly said sorry for that- because he doesn’t know how to. "So.. sorry. I’m sorry."

Even after all this time, Katsuki thinks he should be apologising. Izuku, apparently, thinks differently.

The Past Comes Back by erasethensleep ( T | 1,568 | 1/1 )

Katsuki hates it when Deku lets people treat him like garbage.

bite the bullet by erawebuilt ( G | 3,651 | 1/1 )

Bakugou accidentally sends an email confessing to Midoriya. Panic ensues.

Eventually by megalomania (xenadragon) ( T | 2,562 | 1/1 )

Katsuki knows that he loves Izuku; he knows that Izuku loves him, because he says it about a hundred times a day. They're together at the end of the day, no matter what.

He has to say it eventually, or he'll lose him. He can't lose Izuku, even if he doesn't deserve him.

[Mentioned Homophobia]

salt in the wound by meyuu ( G | 1,854 | 1/1 )

Kacchan sleeps over.

Two Steps To Breaking by brichibi ( G | 1,573 | 1/1 )

It wasn’t just his eyes now. His voice was softer than normal. The word he should’ve been using was so obvious, but what was the point with a hero like Deku? If manufactured hatred didn’t push the boy away, what in the hell would love do?

[Uraraku and Bakugou have a chat during the Sports Festival and she asks a question that changes everything: "Why do you hate him so much?"]

give me back to me by anachiel ( T | 1,739 | 1/1 )

He doesn’t know when Izuku stopped being a pain in his ass and became something he couldn’t live without. When he stopped being one of those fucking extras and became the center of his universe.

When he thinks about it, maybe he always was.

Cardiac Arrest by NightOwlFury ( T | 3,739 | 1/1 )

He’d been paired with stupid fucking Deku on a project for class.

[Bakugou is Suffering and Izuku is Trying his Best. Basically a dumb getting-together fic because I am invested.]

Take My Hand by LittleMissWritingProdigy ( T | 5,247 | 1/1 )

ONESHOT There were three things in his life Bakugou Katsuki couldn't live without. Midoriya Izuku is one of those things.

Stay for a While by Yuechum ( G | 2,147 | 1/1 )

Stay for a while, he wants to say. Stay forever lingers at the tip of his tongue, but he sees Midoriya under the moonlight with scars lining his arms and can’t say it. He doesn’t really think he deserves forever anyway.

But a moment in time maybe, just maybe, he can have to himself.

Series Part 2 of On the Cusp of Slumber

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