#fucking pray for me to sleep please

[tabl3]

It is 4am, adhd is rampant, and the tonal whiplash between the last lines of this chapter of seek vs the note never fails to give me a chuckle

#fucking pray for me to sleep please #lab rats #mighty med #lref #elite force #lab rats elite force #disney #chase davenport #bree davenport #kaz #skylar storm #oliver

[literallycogsworth]

Dies

Its midnight okay idk what to drw 😭

Take this ‼️

#batb 1991 #lumiworth #cogsworth #lumiere #im tired #please help #my sleep schedule is fucked #i have a maths competition tmr pray for me 🙏

[ttimecode]

i feel so embarrassed rn WHAT IS GOING ON...

GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF M

#THAT ANIMATION FUCKING GOT ME SO BADDDD #stay in the box NOOOOOO stay in the boxNOOOOOO GET OUT OF MY SKIIIIIN /ref #saying this again but sorry for jumping around f/os so much 😭😭😭😭😭 #im praying that everyone is asleep rn please please please pleas #I NEED TO SLEEP. GN

[skitskatdacat63]

Oh boy I can't wait to get 5 hours of sleep before this gp 🌚

#fernando. im gonna need you to pull out a banger performance today #to make me waking up worth it #hes gonna win the race guys....... #forgot to draw him with a crown but tnats fine because hes gonna win #if not im gonna need to draw myself au comfort art 😭😭😭😭😭 #but god i really hope its noy a boring race(for me) cause ill just be morose and pass out for 4 hours #I WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN 🥺 LIKE ZANDVOORT #hey guys remember that 15 years ago he won from starting 15 place- dont worry about the circumstances behind that #but ugh i guess i try to think about how good his starts are #like p5 wasnt that promising 2 race ago but hey look where we go #*got #sorry but i am kinda just manifesting a ferr//ari fuck-up and me//rc of course #nothing else matters as long as nandos on top 👏👏👏👏👏👏 #my mclaren boy isnt even up there either so :(((( #MANIFESTING PLEASE #sorry i am tiresd and delusional and am resigning myself to so little sleep 😭😭😭😭 #i gotta be positive in some form! #im tired enough that i really am considering praying to my fernando poster HAHAHAHAH 😭😭😭😭 #about to kneel down i swear to god #catie.rambling.txt

[weed-cat]

having so many active potential causes of abdominal pain that you legitimately worry that if your appendix burst or you had a hernia or ovarian cyst you literally wouldnt notice <<<

#tonight i can't sleep because my abdomen hurts enough that it's scaring me a little #but not enough that i have a reason to believe I'm actually in danger #considering all the things that i know are fucked up in there #anyway everybody pray for me please

[piplupod]

ohhhh my god are you kidding me 😭😭😭 me when i try to fix things a little bit for myself and achieve feeling okay again and then a fairly large spider shows up in the bathroom WHYYYYY WHERE ARE YOU COMING FROM !!!! I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHERE THESE FUCKERS ARE GETTING IN !!!!

only thing i can feel good abt rn is the fact that i was going to spray it and kill it at first (bc i am very tired and didnt think it'd be catchable bc its a bit big) but then decided to try to catch it (I'll release it far away from the house tomorrow) and i did manage to catch it so ... a win for living things today i guess. now i do not have to feel guilty abt a spider's death tonight on top of the arachnophobia getting horrifically triggered fhfkdl

#maybe i scared it out of hiding while i was cleaning but i dont know !!! #i am so worried that the spider has laid eggs somewhere ffhhdjdl it seems oddly slow moving #i cannot tell the sex of it though so big shrug and just praying for the best i guess !!! fuck me !!!! im tired !!!! #i feel like im goign to throw up fhfkdl god i want to cry. are u kidding meeee !!!!!! #yall i dont want to do this anymore fhfjdkl i hate this i hate this. im so tired of spiders. can i please just not deal w them anymore !!!! #i am genuinely fucking trembling godddd what is wrong w me. im so tired #i give up on today i think. i am just going to go to sleep once i can stop shaking jfc #spider tw #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

the problem is im sleepy but not tired and ive been awake for like an hour so now im Bored and i wanna Do Shit but its three am and truly all i want is to go back to sleep but i CANT

#PLEASE GOD MY HEADACHES GONNA COME BACK IF I STAY UP #ITS GONNA COME BACK IF I SLEEP IN TOO LATE TOO #BASICALLY I THINK IM FUCKED AND IM OUT OF THE ONLY MEDS THAT WORK SO REALLY I THINK MY BEST HOPE IS TO FALL ASLEEP RIGHT NOW #AND PRAY MY ALARM WAKES ME UP AND I ACTUALLY LISTEN AND GET OUT OF BED WHEN I NEED TO #yeah no thats not gonna happen im fucked im accepting my fate return of the headache is inevitable because life is full of pain and misery #happy fucking easter im gonna lay in the dark and stare at the celing until the sun rises i guess

[lestatlioncunt]

well here we are besties, this is the day legends are born or the start of my villain story

#rena.txt #last exam...brain is going AUGGHAJRRGRRRRAAAAA. i feel like i'm going to die #its incredibly important for me to pass today it means i'm there. one step from this fucking degree. no more exams. freedom. i won't lie #failing today would be a hard hit and still i know theres a chance since i havent studied for this in the proper way..ugh i'm just so #anxious i feel like dying. i'm not one to pray but if you are up there somewhere...raffaella carrà please send me ur blessing.. AKFJACKSK #anyways my exam starts at 2pm but idk when my turn will be. i'll repeat everything humanly possible this morning so yea u won't see me #around on here today until all of this will be finished. have a good day everyone or a good night of sleep whatever it is

[sweet-bazzle-bean]

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#talking into the void #void #pls pray for me #as I have put off studying #for this massive fucking test #for a week now #and now I am left #w/ like 8 hours left #if we're including sleep and other obligations #to learn a semester's worth of work #and I beg of you void #give me the strength to start right fucking now #right fucking now please #or else I will be fucked! #You hear! #fucked!! #I can do it #I can fucking do this

[symbiodyke]

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#had an awful little cptsd episode last night/early this morning and didnt really sleep for shit before my shift today #starting at 9am #i have so fucking much to do #please pray for me lol #im a sign artist for tr*der j*e's and i swear to god if i have to do calligraphy of the word pumpkin one more time #im gonna snap #feel like im gonna pass out but i have to make So Many Signs And Make Them Pretty #also we're required to work at least one hour of register to keep things equal or w/e #even tho that's not my fucking job!!!!!!! i have signs to make!!!!!!

[404-s-p-a-c-e-404]

Can't sleep. Lost something very valuable at uni yesterday and the thought of never seen it again distraughts me.

#yeah there's no use losing sleep over a material thing yeah it might sound silly to an outsider FUCKING WHATEVER it meant a lot to me<|3 #PLEASE pray so I can find it again #at this point social anxiety can't stop me now. Tomorrow I'm gonna ask the whole classroom if anyone saw it yesterday. #COME ON !!! I need to see strangers showing kindness/compassion towards me. I need humans helping each other out. I WANNA BELIEVE #404.txt

[piplupod]

oh lads not again*

(*referring to another night of my mother being sick and clambering around in the room directly above mine all night long, thus preventing me from sleeping)

#im going to CRYYYYY #i know shes sick but jesus fucking christ. go sit in the living room. not in ur makeshift office BLEASE i want to SLEEP #i have counseling tomorrow ;-; i cannot go if i do not sleep !!! #idk why she needs to hole up in That Room specifically. theres the kitchen or living room she could sit in #and she knows it's loud and keeps me awake. she just does not give a shit #because if SHE is miserable then everyone else has to be too :D !!!!!!! <- sardonic happy emoticon. lmao. #fingers crossed this isn't the case and she's just knocking around for a bit randomly before she goes to bed or smth #im fucking on my hands and knees praying. PLEASE. GO TO BED. DO NOT STAY IN THAT ROOM. GO SOMEWHERE ELSE. #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[somelazyassartist]

It's 2 am and I have been in and out of sleep for hours now and I feel like if I do not have a cup of tea Right Fucking Now I'm going to die

#idk what else to do to try to help I've been doing everything #so. here's fucking PRAYING that this cup of tea will fix me. just for tonight. #but hey at least i got like 3 hours of sleep already that's a huge improvement from the last week or so #I'm just hoping that having some tea will let me fall BACK asleep. please. peppermint tea my beloved please make me no longer mentally ill

[mediocrefruitlover]

I have so much shit to do today just thinking about it makes me want to die

#pray for me that i pass this fucking calc class please it's killing me #and im on 4hrs of sleep today because im so stressed i kept waking up every hour then at 2am i just stayed up #but I'm making myself eat a big breakfast so i have energy from that at least

[chocolaytte]

밤 (night) - i

#p:korea #c:seoul #l:university #d:20210824 #i really do use tumblr as my personal personal journal #i moved to a bigger house because my parents told me they would help me pay rent in exchange for having a place to stay when they come visi #well now they are here and they are backtracking #they told me they will not help me pay my rent anymore but they are staying at my house #and worse yet they are already inviting themsleves for next year #they have been here for two weeks and everyday they have made a cooment about my weight #that i need to lose weight exercise more stop eating this or drinking that #my mental health has plummeted #i am at that point where i go to sleep praying not to wake up the next day #the visa allows them to come for 90 days and they are staying the fucking 90 days #i really don't want to wake up tomorrow #and i feel like i have no one to talk #my friends once told me that i just complained and after that i haven't opened up to them again about my problems #so i always talk to my brother but i feel like i just bother him #please i don't want to wake up #i seriously haven't felt happiness in years #didn't feel happiness when i graduated or when seeing my parents after a year or after moving back to seoul #no happiness just apathy #i am seriously just waiting for the embrace of death #i even have a list of reason as to why i shouldn't jump of a bridge and the reason are mostly one piece and not wanting my family to feelba

[southislandwren]

Boy update: he just texted and said “it will be nice to spend more time with you outside of work.”

#everyone pray for me to not fuck this up PLEASE I simply cannot fuck this up #(and he didn’t text that unprompted we had been talking road trip logistics. but like I didn’t send anything sappy first) #argghhhh I’m only a little stupid I’m thinking this is a Hint and he is Hinting To Me #but would love a dm from someone who’s smart to tell me what’s his deal #boy post #also he started texting me as I was getting ready for bed but now I’m all giddy :((( bro I’m supposed to be sleeping rn #anyway. goodnight tumblrinas. big things happening. I love you all and will gossip as soon as I know more