#fucking hate my grandpa

[dramatic-dolphin]

every time i hear about unitarians i have to hold myself back from saying "my grandpa's favorite branch of christianity!" because people who didn't know my grandpa wouldn't get why this is funny

#my grandpa was both jewish and also religion hater georg #he fucking detested every religion #catholics were mildly ok because of the help they gave him and his family personally during the holocaust #so he always supported the catholic church with his taxes to pay them back. but he hated them too lol #but unitarians? they were cool in his books for some reason

[tsukisdiary]

the concept of the citadel is just hilarious like youre just minding your business and here comes seasoned cop 14 y/o morty with his rookie partner age 70 rick

#rick and morty #rick sanchez #morty smith #like its just fucking crazy #ik hes not like oh i cant move my knee type of grandpa but imagine starting your job at SEVENTY #besides rick would very much hate cops like

[elminster-big-naturals]

don't let the name fool you, elminster is my grandpa joe from willy wonka. i'd fuck that old bitch up.

#i dont fuck with elder abuse but i can always make an exception #when he's doing that whole oooh ahhh ough my feet i need cheese bit and it's a FUCKING simulacrum the whole time #it's on SIGHT grandpa!!!!! #i'd put you in an unaccredited retirement home and spit in your metamucil you old dusty carbuncle i hate you!!!!!!!! #baldur's gate 3

[ringompreg]

I actually think I do tend to gravitate towards characters named James and I kinda wonder if it's because of latent mommy issues because my mom was named Jamie after her grandpa James who died when I was 4

#my mom was completely fucked up by my grandpas death he was like a dad to her #incidentally i think his death is also why i hate birthdays because he died a few days before mine and so every year around my bday my mom #would get super depressed and it ruined the whole thing for me

[implalazz]

Sometimes I forget I have this shirt

#look my grandpa was British so like…… to an extent I do belong to them BUT FUCK BRITAIN MAN!!!!!!! #🔩.my twisted mind #I hate that british always auto caps #you don’t deserve that respect

[red-hot-moon]

My most boomer opinion is that I hate that almost all daily online services require me to sign in with my smartphone. My smartphone is currently broken so I can't even sign into my bank account or my e-mail.

My second most boomer opinion is that I fucking hate that opening devices and replacing the battery so they can go on working for another few years is considered fucking illegal by most companies.

I don't consider doing everything online and/or with my smartphone convenient at all, because when it gets stolen or broken, you're basically handicapped. I don't want to have to make an account to find out where the mail service has delivered my package! I don't want to have to sign in with my e-mail to be able to open a locker at a concert hall! I don't want to have to get a new phone every two years! I don't want to have to go online to turn on my tv! I want off this ride!!!

#personal #fuck capitalism seriously #I'm so tired it's all so unnecessarily complicated #thinking a lot about nostalgia for retro/vintage/older technology lately and growing up in the 90s/2000s #It's just that it felt like we had a choice? Maybe it was an illusion but you could continue to do your banking on paper (like my grandpa) #or do it online or via smartphone. But now it feels like we're all being forced to live a certain way. And I hate it so much

[codecicle]

my transgender ass pulling up to the family function knowing damn well they're going to be misgendering me the entire time (when we go out in public people genuinely look at them like they're insane when they say my dead name and use she/her. ive had several people say young man and sir to me today. once i go back home i have all the papers to change my name legally so they wont even be using my deadname anymore just some random ass name that anyone new who knows me wont even know exists until they say it. they look like they're talking absolute nonsense all of the time forever and ever because i pass so well i can gaslight people into thinking theyre just confusing me for another kid. i do nothing but win)

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #i hate it here ❤️ love being back in the south this place is my home but its also. The South. so #i genuinely cannot stress enough. i look dress talk and act like a stock photo white guy #i havent been misgendered by a stranger in years my extended family genuinely look crazy to any passerby #its the pretransition equivalent of 'she? grandpa he has a beard.' BECAHSUD THSHHTS WHAT IT FUCKING FEELD LIKE

[bumblingbabooshka]

Watching 11:59 and I can’t believe they just put a literal Hallmark romcom in the middle of Star Trek Voyager down to Shannon hating Christmas/New Years this show is wild

#HEHEHE I'm NOT interested in 'the past' based episodes of Star Trek unless there's alien shit going on #and Tuvok doesn't say anything in this episode :/ #a bit boring #but that old man yelling 'JASON! JASON!' reminded me of that Heavy Rain meme #Sorry VOY writers I will /NEVER/ find an old white dude who idolizes the past to be in any way likeable even when you pit him against #a corporate stooge - I just hate em both v_v #I honestly do believe that a Janeway would monologue dramatically to herself in her car - there's just something very Janeway about that and #I'll buy that it's a family trait. #HEHEH this episode is BIZZARE....I really have NO idea why the writers think we'd want to watch this romcom between not-Janeway and an #old ol d man??? HEHEHEH #I love this stupid fucking show <3<3 like EARNESTLY I do <3 #WHO thought of this?? #I thought for sure it'd be a fanservice thing and the love interest would be played by Chakotay b u tn o it's just SOME GRANDPA??? HHEHEHEHE #HE' S NOT EVEN HOT #T h is is literally a bizzaro hallmark movie where the big corporation wins?? HEHEH #Neelix is so cute in this episode <3 at least he's here if Tuvok's not gonna say a goddamn WORD #He has a really good memory!!! And I like how he was teasing Seven about her having kids but as soon as she looked at him he was like #' O R NO T!! ORNOT!!!' hHEHE...he and Seven arefunny together they are FRIENDS <3 #OH sorry my mistake Tuvok's singular line in this episode is #'I concur with that analysis' #-I bludgeon the writers to death- #at least we got some Harry Kim lore!! I liked his story~!! #this could have a been a neat character building episode - like if it was more focused on the entire cast rather than just Janeway #but . WHATEVER. -rueful and irritated smile- #this is still just a 'blah' episode of Voy for me it takes a lot to make me rate a Voyager episode as like..HEHE ACTUALLY bad and not fun #this is 'blah' bc its not fun has no Tuvok but I like the character interactions in the non-past storyline #liveblogging

[thevast-suggestions]

I cannot wait to watch this man drydrown at my hand!

#I hate simon fairchild so fucking much I need him to becomea grease stain on the pavement of my apartment #The Magnus Archives #The Vast #TMA #tma #fall grandpa fall

[daughterearth]

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#came home after a month #and its.only me my mum and my brother #and my mum tells us about how my dad is still emotionally abusing her #and i thought it had stopped and i thought it had changed #and she said she's only telling right now because none of her finances #and her earning from her job are in her hand #and none of the properties #and i know she hasnt ever told my grandparents #and my heart has been so broken since yesterday #and im so angry and tired. #i wish they had divorced #i wish all the shit that she went through was put an end to #my dad constantly accuses her of cheating when he a pn user and i hate everything #i hate that i was ever born and ever brought pain to my mum #its such an immature reaction but this is the legacy im born into #my grandpa was abusive to my grandma #my mother is abused vy my dad #and still they want me to go through all that shit #fuck all #ill get a job and get these women out #fuck men fuck all men #my brother had no reactuon to this #they really dont care #they really never cared #i have lnown this but its fresh pain every single fucking day #i hate everything #my body starts reacting so violently when i come back home but i need to get out and get others out #fuck this life man

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[bardicbeetle]

…

#i want a break please. today sucked. #so my mother leaves tomorrow to head down to her parents. where she will be staying indefinitely #translation: until grandpa dies. #my brother is taking his dog. our dog. the dog we’ve had since he was 9. to get a final vet appt before they decide #on the date to put her to sleep #and i am. i’m so tired. i hate seeing my little brother cry and i can’t DO ANYTHING FOR HIM #i can’t fix this i can’t make it easier its always going to be the worst thing #i can count on one hand the number of times i’ve seen him cry. today was AWFUL #i want to curl up and do nothing. #but i have to put a portfolio together. i have to get my shit together. #im so fucking tired. can the universe chill. 2024 needs to chill. please. this is enough down ramp. thanks. #the magician cries

[quenthel]

like from rouge trader the companions who are actually good imo are like... idira pasqal and heinrix... the rest have interesting stuff within the romances(esp w jae and yrliet like their romances actually do interesting stuff w the setting) (i also ig just love yrliet a lot but like the weird elf racism backdrop is very unserious and grating... wish she was in a better game)

#quenthel special #also this game is so good with creating just like thee most hostile bad vibes party #the one i have w iconoclast donna is heinrix yrliet jae pasqal and idira so p much everyone fucking hates each other #that pt is on hold until i either beat or get bored of dd2 #also ofc grandpa is great just a bit of a nothing burger... but he is grandpa he can be #marazhai to me is a circus clown and he IS fun #argenta is nothing to me #and i did not pick up the space marine bc he is a viking space marine and my friend called his character concept nenonazi catnip #plus i went heretic first LOL

[dreamingofstarslight]

I am melting into a puddle like the wicked witch

#i speak #i need this heat to STOP #and i need more cold days #and i need time to stop for a few months #ughhh this about to be the worst few months #ive got death anniversaries coming up and birthdays for those dead ppl coming up and my birthday #and siblings birthdays and ugh these seasons already fuck with my emotions #and now theres these things and this heat and my lead teacher fucking sucks as a person #and my work mom is quitting this month and its just going to be one thing after another #and its legit gonna be a thing where i am gonna be late some days bc of how overwhleming this is going to get #kinda feel like that song ‘wake me up when september ends’? yall know the one #but its more like ‘wake me up when october begins’ #i think I’ll be okay being a person in october #last year i didnt even really remember that it was my birthday/my graduation anniversary bc everything kind of fell to the wayside #and i dont mean to sound any bit bratty about it but it fucking sucks that even as an adult i cant find happiness at my birthday/graduation #anniversary bc literally smack dab jn the middle of those dates my grandpa died #so its like i hate feelimg mad about it but also what do you mean im probably never going to be happy on my birthday? #god it just sucks #vent #sorry #just ignore this literally

[vagueiish]

...i just want someone to love me for me. to look at me and see all my nonsense and willingly be like 'huh. that's my human, even with the bullshit'. platonically or romantically or whatever, man, i just...

i want to be loved by choice. not out of obligation

#i think i really need to get out of here #being this house #i hate this place. i think i hate these people #i dont know if my family actually deserves my hatred. but. #this shit isnt love. it doesnt feel like it. it doesnt count if youre obligated #im not counting it anyway #i mean. it doesnt feel like love. if its the same driving force behind my ma's choice #to allow my shitty ass siblings who treated her like shit and used her and said awful awful things ti her #to remain in her life. in my life by default #its the same 'love' that kept my grandpa in my life even after he did what he did to me and i told her #and we went back so fucking often. all the time #there's a reason i spent all my time at my grandparents house on the basement playing video games i think #that shit isnt love. its fucking obligation #i dont really feel obligated anymore. but i also cant afford to leave lmfao #...yeah. prolly gonna delete this shit tomorrow or whatever

[succubi-tch]

I would like to get up and walk around because I feel like I'm rotting sitting on the sofa staring at my switch but then I think about all the fucking clothes I have to put on just to be outside... And that I experience shortness of breath just putting my clothes on...And that it's 35° outside and I'll be fucking cold... I fucking hate being an immigrant man

#wish i was home in +75° weather lightong fireworks on new years eating lechón celebrating with my grandpa who i love #but then I would have absolutely shit medical care and shit everything else #fucking hate everything. but especially winter. we* were not meant to live here during it #*excludes natives. this is y'all's land not the gringos' or mine lol #anyway. time to put on two layers of fucking pants JUST to WALK outside