#fucking behave urself and dont be a fucking child

[meowsogynist]

Whoever said sisters forgive and forget have not met my sister

#she hates me. #and *i* didnt do anything #i did all the RIGHT things #my dog hurt your cat? #i offered to pay the 600$ vet bill #when you told me it was 600$ i said oh! i dont know when i can but i will absolutely help you pay that #and you have the audacity to call me a piece of shit to my moms FACE? #And say that me checking in on gio constantly was stupid and im trying to act like nothing happened #im NOT #im trying to show i CARE #Also ur 25? and im 17? #fucking behave urself and dont be a fucking child #she gave me the silent treatment and then told me 'we arent friends' and to 'stay the fuck away' from her #like i am genuinely truly sorry about your cat. but my dog wasnt even in my care when the accident happened #she used to rely on me for every emotional validation in the book from ages 14-17 and now she decides she hates me? #because my mom was dogsitting and her cat got out?

[nippleplayer0]

Milgram guys reacting to their kid’s first day of school like pre-k?

yes

HARUKA : SO PROUD LOWKEY NERVOUS but when isnt he tbh

he cried LOL hes shocked it lived long enough to make it help HE WAS SO SCARED hella worried ab other kids parent teacher conferences every week even if his kid is so well behaved he jus NEEDS TO KNOW WHATS GOING ON the office and the nurses know him his child can fake sick and get away w it everytime bro. he wont even QUESTION FUUTA : WHOLE ASS PHOTO SHOOT "pose like that, yeah right next to the garden. PERFECT" "do a spin, we need to see the backpack" his ass does NOT give a fuck about being late bro. the teachers watching him outside the school vouging w his preschooler 30 minutes after school started

his kid is a MENACE

no shame at all bro.

"what color is this ?! :3" "KILL URSELF 🗣️🗣️" wants his kids in some sorta sport but wont force them MIKOTO bro his child is dripped out

"the other kids r gna be so jealous.." babe this is PRESCHOOL

giving his kid little peptalks

idk but i feel like his kid is stocked up on crayons and markers

dont need the school supplies for ANYTHING

he cried during before school shopping

VERY careful that school doesnt become too stressful

also took a photoshoot

#milgram x reader #fuuta x reader #mikoto x reader #haruka x reader #milgram

[mostdramaticqueen]

I feel like shit again

Fucking hell

I havent posted here since 2019?

Well its 2022

Things got better and better and worse and better and amazingly well and then it hit me

Im not perfect.

I dont even try anymore

Ive tried before. I did my best. My best wasnt enough. Others try more than me. My dad will never appreciate me and the work i put.

Not that it matters now. I dont try anymore. Im useless

I just entertain people at this point. Im a fucking clown. They laugh at my jokes and sometimes at me. They love me. Not because they admire or respect me. They will say otherwise. They say im more than that. Thats the default sentance and everyone knows it. Theoretically, i am more than that yes. But none of that is actually usefull. And they dont love me for that. They want me because they laugh at me. I get drunk easily and i say dumb shit and ridicule myself and they like that

They are not shitty people. Hell no. They dont mean no harm. They never would. And they try to support me in any way they can.

But if i werent funny, would they?

What even am i anymore. I am not the smart kid. They cant assume im smart. Nobody ever did. But i used to have proof that i was.

Now? Im just a clown with perfectly average grades. I hate it. I sometimes hate myself. I try not to say it. But i do. I wish i was the person my family sees in me. Pretty and smart and kind. But i talk back and i dont take care of myself every day and i say dumb shit all the time. And i dont know why im special.

I used to be something. Raw potential. Now? Thats not a thing. There is a hope deep down that i will have a postgraduate degree too. Cause im smart, right? And studying is what im good at, right?

And if i just t r i e d then i could do it, right?

I just wanna be enough and be useful and be proud of me for once

I want my dad to be proud of me and call me brave and his little lion and mean it this time. I dont want him to take it back again. Please love me like i need to be loved please please please please please

I dont wanna be a failiure, i wanna be perfect

Yet right now im crying instead if studying

Pathetic. Im overreacting again

God im so dramatic. I should just do it. Get rid of my phone and i can do it. Right? Yeah. No more distractions. Like my head telling me i suck. Like my thoughts telling me my dad is judging me and my studying technique. Why is he commenting on it? He was horrible at school. Shut up and stay in your lane. Be the best boy in your school council or town council or work or model agency or whatever. You are the best at everything after all right?

How could i ever compete with you? How could i ever make you proud? You cant even make urself proud and you have achieved all that

I hate you i hate you i love you please love me please be proud of me please dont judge me or my mum or siblings please please im fragile and you hate it when i break down. You would never do that right? You build all your emotions up and then you burst in anger and flames and you dont care if you insult us. We are incompetent. Our dog would have learnt to behave already right?

God i wanna have an adhd diagnosis so bad. Would you like that? Are you so afraid of having a retarded child? A motherfucking loser who cant even remember to wash the fucking dishes??? I KNOW YOU WOULD HATE IT. STOP SAYING YOU LOVE ME AND THAT YOU MISS ME. YOU DONT. YOU HATE THE REAL ME . EVEN WORSE. YOU DONT HATE ME . YOU ARE DISAPPROVING. YOU ARE DISSAPOINTED. I SEE YOU DIE EVERYTIME I DONT REACH MY POTENTIAL. DIE INSIDE THEN. BURRY THOSE FEELINGS TOO. STOP HURTING ME PLEASE. IT HURTS. IT HURTS TO HATE MYSELF PLEASE.

I dont wanna hate myself anymore

[leeebo]

me: im gonna have to ask you to pull your mask up

rude customer: i’m trying to talk to you

me: yes i know, i can hear you through your mask, please pull it up.

rude customer: i guess i’ll just fucking go elsewhere this is bullshit you’re a bitch and these rules are stupid. fuck you and fuck off

me: have a good day!

AND ANOTHER ONE bc people suddenly lost the ability to fucking read

me: you need a mask to enter the store, sorry.

rude customer: why the fuck didn’t you tell me?

me: there’s a sign at the end of the road and two on the doors

rude customer: don’t fucking talk down to me, these rules are bullshit and you’re so fucking stupid for following them

me: have a good day!

#why. are. people. so. fucking. rude. #sTOP ACTING LIKE FUCKING CHILDREN #stop behaving like a fucking child!!!!!!!!!!! #if i ask you to pull up your mask when talking to me FUCKING DO IT #The best part is when they ask when this was put into effect #and i say a month ago #and they legit scream at me going 'DONT CALL ME AN IDIOT' #like bud #sir #unruly not-so-much-of-a-gentleman #u called urself that #if i didnt love my job so much i'd fucking quit because these people are so rude #lys.text