#free time buried in kpop watching videos listening to it or writing fic

[sluttyten]

why am I such a horrible terrible anti-social introvert of a friend

#earlier my best friend asked me if I want to do anything this weekend #and my first thought is no bc I don’t bc this is the first weekend in 3 weeks that I haven’t had to work #so I was planning to take this weekend and marathon the extended editions of the lord of the rings trilogy like the nerd I am #but now she’s asked and I feel obligated to go do something and I know I’ll enjoy myself bc I always do but like I just want to be at home #always which is why I hate when people I work with ask me what my plans are for the weekend or what I’m gonna do after I get off work #bc I’ll say I’m going home I’m gonna do nothing #and then they ask me what I like to do and how tf do I tell them what I like to do without them making fun of me for spending a lot of my #free time buried in kpop watching videos listening to it or writing fic #or I can tell them I read and write and watch movies and Netflix but that’s not too much better is it #anyway I’m very antisocial which is why I believe I’ll be forever alone ✌🏻 #oh also the one guy I work with that I think might like me and that other people I work with have said that he likes me #he asked me to go do something this weekend too and I pretty much told him no even though I do want to go do that #but 1. I’m awkward and introverted and antisocial and 2. I’m 5 or 6 years older than him so like I don’t even want to entertain that #but also if he asks me again tomorrow I’m probably going to tell him that depending on the weather me and my best friend might actually be #doing the thing that he was asking me to do or we’ll at least be in the area #not that I’ve mentioned it to her yet bc if I say that a boy I work with asked me to go to this place with him that makes it sound like a #date right? even if he follows it up by saying that he’s just trying to find someone to go with him bc he wants to go and thinks it would #be weird to go alone which I told him it wouldn’t be weird to go alone #anyway though #I wanted to spend my weekend watching lotr and now I might not get to do that