#for not understanding his oblique paternalistic morality w/o explaining?

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Queen Seondeok spoilers (~ep 50)

Queen Seondeok, where the worst character dies stupidly and his devoted disciple ultimately becomes best friends with his murderer like nothing happened (V SATISFYING, V DELIGHTFUL, GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD PARENTS+), but the best character dies so epicly and maddeningly that it keeps you up at night*.

*night = tonight. There's so much adrenaline in my body, I can't live again until I read or write fix-it fic

+she was a bad parent too, to the same exact kid as the other guy no less, but it's DIFFERENT because she's sexy

#i'm also still not over the second best character death #so the fic i'm borderline feral over needing to write will fix all of it #but not in a way that focuses on plot implications at all #literally just gonna write a fic of deokman time traveling back to when she was a trainee and mishil asked her to fuck #and have her seduce the shit out of mishil. 'i'm gonna make her love me more than she loves silla' #but i need to watch the last 11 episodes to decide like what precipitates this #but i don't want to wait i need to write or read fic NOW #queen seondeok #queen seondeok spoilers #lady mishil the goat #she would LITERALLY RATHER DIE than just let a nice girl take her back to her bedroom and treat her nice #gdi #anyway her bad parenting came in the form of leaving her baby on the floor #she was like 'i don't need you anymore' and peaced out #so when he came back i was like OH MY GOD THAT'S THE BABY MISHIL LEFT ON THE FLOOR #every scene IT'S THE BABY SHE LEFT ON THE FLOOR #you see how that is a superior kind of bad parenting to a guy who yells a lot and makes you feel worthless #for not understanding his oblique paternalistic morality w/o explaining? #her other bad parenting is that she's literally dying and tells him that it's bad for him to like love unselfishly #her dying words: be shittier to the woman you love. trust me #but he doesn't seem to take it to heart lol so it's fine #unlike everything munno says which he completely takes to heart #forever #i'm so glad he befriends munno's murderer. it's WHAT HE DESERVES #'would it have killed you to hug me?' dude seriously #i came back to this post and added more tags because i have no one to talk about this with #i love mishil and i love the twincesses and i love the baby mishil left on the floor #dear diary