#for context if u dont already read my depressing ass text posts: i have suicidal thoughts pretty often and two (2) times i have seriously

[mainfaggot]

hi oomfs. I have a question for those of u who know what it's like to be really like. very. suicidal ... what has stopped u from dying thus far?

#for context if u dont already read my depressing ass text posts: i have suicidal thoughts pretty often and two (2) times i have seriously #planned to off myself . but im still here mainly bc the first time i was treated for severe depression and an*rexia and got a bit of hope #and the second time. well thats now actually #I've been contemplating dying in the summer for the past couple months and it sounds insane bc well. it is death right #and thats pretty final #but i might not do it out of fear or out of desperation for a better life and hope of re-creating myself #idk i just want to know how people who understand this in some capacity think #so yeah. do tell me on anon or in the comments if u feel comfortable #z.post #ed ment