#floating suit and sumglasses ......

[lesbian-de-chat]

im gonna be honest ive been meaning to redesign my sona for months but now that i have my new art style where i have to consider facial features and draw myself somewhat close to what i look like i just. am too scared to do it

#i dont like how i look #i feel disgusted looking at mirrors #and i guess the nice part abt art is i can draw myself how i want to look but #i dont. know what i want to look like. #just anything except what i look like now #i hate getting pictures taken of me #whenevrr people take pictures of me without me knowing i look at it and feel sick because im so fucking ugly #and i wasnt able to even *try* to make myself look better #i hardly have any photos of myself on my phone #i just. ggfh #i hate myself #i wish i didnt look like this #i wish i didnt act like this #i wish i wasnt me #i really really hate myself #i think my sona should just be invisible #/hj #wait thats good #floating suit and sumglasses ......