#fic:saudade

[kimvvantae]

guess it’s time to work on saudade final then🏃‍♀️

#isa speaks #fic:saudade

[shions-heart]

Just wanna drop by and thank you for writing Saudade even if it's an older fic of yours because it's the best fic I've read in AGES and I'm in love with how you wrote the characters lol. Sorry if this is annoying but I just wanted to say it

this isn't annoying at all!! thank you so much for taking the time to send me this message. I really appreciate it and I'm so glad you enjoyed the fic! It was a ton of fun to write. XD

#nice things #fic:saudade

[kimvvantae]

can yall believe this taehyung is making his debut on saudade 5

#fic:saudade #isa speaks #yes believe it or not i AM working on it #i rewatched some peaky blinders eps and my brain went brrrrrrr #this edit is legendary me thinks

[kimvvantae]

BUT ALSO I’d rather you be doing well and us not get updates rather than vice versa! I love Saudade and TML so so so much and can just imagine endings for them if it’s not in your best interest to finish them!!!! 😘

dude that's so nice of you to say!! dropping random isa lore but talking about my mental health rn?? the times in my life when i was so obsessively invested in writing a fic that i updated it almost weekly (yeah there was a time like that), were the times were my mental health was at THE LOWEST point. i wrote a lot to escape real life. and it might sound strange but these months i stayed away from tumblr were the months i was, like, actually living?? so many good changes happened in my life (and some very bad things too) but like, i feel very alive rn?? also i feel very normal about bts (meaning i was not so normal about them a while ago) which is great honestly!!

however i still love writing & am very passionate about my stories! i really want to finish saudade and i'm finishing that smut scene in tml5 i promised! thank you soo much for sticking around for so long!!! it's so sweet and encouraging really 😭😭🥹🥹

#ask #fic:the misadventures list #fic:saudade #cute anon

[kimvvantae]

Please continue saudade please I am here since beginning of 2020 btw I love your writing 🥰🥰

omg i'm sorry for making you wait so long 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i was re-reading it rn to remember where the plot stopped!!

#ask #fic:saudade #it deserves some re-writes tho #not that i'll re-write anything ofc #but it should

[kimvvantae]

I just finished ch.4 of Saudade & I need to lay down for 15 minutes I am gaggGGED. The world building is incredibly creative, a highlight for me! Is there something that inspired you to write saudade, like a book or movie?

Keep it up never stop making stories or else😠💖💖!

Hello angel!! I'm glad you like saudade, thank you so so much!!

I took a bit of inspo from Vampire Knight (the manga), about how only a specific "kind" of vampire can turn others into vampires, and the bit where drinking the winter lord's blood can keep a regular vampire "sane". The other stuff came from my brain, though most of it doesn't stray away from common vampire lore :) Also the sound the servant marionettes make? It's supposed to sound like Sasori's puppets from Naruto. I just couldn't think of anything else lmao

#fic:saudade #idc if y'all will judge me but i loved vampire knight :( #i was obsessed with it and the ending broke me #if you want to look into it i recommend reading the manga only bc the anime sucks

[kimvvantae]

y'all can expect saudade 4 to be around 30k words tbh

#fic:saudade #it's already 10k and i'm still writing like #the first half #lmao #i'm soooo excited!!!

[kimvvantae]

anyways, saudade 4 coming tonight ✨

not the final chapter yet!

#fic:saudade #no i won't wait another day to post it #TWO FICS UPDATED IN LESS THAN 30 DAYS!!!!!!!!

[kimvvantae]

I'm a silent reader but I just read all parts of Saudade and I just wanted to say I absolutely loved it!! I love your writing style and your stories. I literally cried (which I never do) when I read about taehyung's past, you have such a way with words it makes the reader feel the character. but I'm happy he and his soulmate are finally together. Can't wait for the next part

hello!!!!! thank you sooo much for reading saudade!!!

whenever i read things like this i get super happy because (1) saudade!tae’s backstory is the part i’m most proud of in this fic and (2) it’s so nice to know people “feel” the characters that way!!! it is always my no. 1 goal in any story 🥺 i also can’t get enough of tae and oc together, hopefully they’ll have a good ending ☺️

#ask #fic:saudade

[kimvvantae]

i read saudade 2 again today and honestly. wow. i really outdid myself with that one. don't think i'll ever top that chapter

#fic:saudade #isa speaks #like ...... i'm really proud of saudade overall but #chapter 2 just hits different #i even forgot some parts in it and i was like #damn did i write that??? (affectionate) #i love that bit when tae tries to help his brother w the herbs #and the part with jisoo #do you guys also fangirl over your own fics bc if you dont #you SHOULD

[kimvvantae]

I mean... I wouldn't be opposed to a sneak peak of the smut 👀 lmao

hmmmmmmmm not exactly the smut part itself but hmmmmmm here take it my child have some crumbs 👀👀

At the same time - he wants his deepest instincts to take control of him. Your scent is still all over his clothes and your taste is still tingling in his tongue. He felt the heat between your legs as you sat on his lap and the way your fingers were shaking softly and the way your breathing quickened - and this almost sent him over the edge. Taehyung wanted to take you right then and right there. He wanted to run his hands over your body, skin slippery with your own sweat. He wanted to taste every corner of you. He imagined how your moans of pleasure would echo in that big, empty auditorium - your tiny, strangled voice; he wanted to feel how tight you are, your sweet juices dripping over him. He wanted to hear you moaning his name. Not Master V or one of the fake names; you’re the only one that can call him by his actual name. Taehyung. He wanted you like he never wanted anyone else.

You have no idea of how hard it was to get up and walk away.

#fic:saudade #ask #heheheheheheheheh

[kimvvantae]

I'm so excited for the new chapter! You said you're posting it tonight... Can I ask what timezone you're in? 😂 Tryna make sure I've got my snacks and drinks ready for the long haul

brt (brazilian time)! expect the chapter at around 9PM 💖

#fic:saudade #ask #im posting it when i get home from work #i still have to update the taglisy tho 🧐 #i think i'm missing some @s

[kimvvantae]

🙊

#fic:saudade #kinda spoiler-ish but #from the 21k words i already wrote #7k are solely smut #lmao

[kimvvantae]

Hello! I don’t mean to rush to but omg I love saudade so much, when do you plan on writing chapter 4? It’s sooooooooo good omg I always visit your page to see if you updated it or not. Anyways, no pressure! Just wanted to let you know your writing is awesome!!!

hello!!! i'm happy you like saudade so much!!! i am currently writing it! can't tell when it'll be posted lmao but now that tml is updated, i will work hard on the final chapter!

i'm in a good mood today so here's a little sneak peek if you're interested 🤪🤪

He hears a soft chuckle inside his head and looks down at the ugly spider for the first time.

“May I say, this is entertaining. Despite everything, I have some level of respect for you, my Lord… for your intelligence and cold blood. But look at you right now… all worried about some girl. Almost like a human… couldn’t even resist seeing her-”

Taehyung stops walking abruptly and tightens his right fist in the air above the servant. The spider shakes, its wooden parts producing a cracking noise; Vazzath does not utter a groan or whimper, but Taehyung feels the excruciating pain crossing its sealed body.

“Careful with your words, Vazzath. Careful.”

He drops his hand and keeps walking. Vazzath takes some moments to recover.

Taehyung actually hates Vazzath for being so right. Yes, he is acting too human. Too Taehyung. Couldn’t resist the sound of you crying and pleading to see him as he heard your conversation with Uzros. He’s also impressed by that. Didn’t think you’d figure out you were being watched, as most humans do not notice demons’ presence until it’s too late, didn’t think you’d know Uzros name, didn’t think you’d understand that you have some sort of control over his servants - and most importantly - didn’t think you’d be brave enough to try. Taehyung knows little about you, but what he has learned up until now only makes him more curious to know more and more and more.

Fuck. He’s obsessed. 

#fic:saudade #ask #sneak peek #watched dr strange and it gave me insp to write #all that demon stuff

[kimvvantae]

Dearest Isa, you just had to leave us like this. I was so excited for Saudade and I wasn't disappointed. I was on my toes the whole time. Even tough I don't know how many angst they are able to bear. Me included. I am not prepared for the worst but I kinda expect it. I mean the demons and Jin. Smells like an epic fight. This doesn't sound good at all.

But back to the recent chapter. I love that we got different perspectives, I am always a fan of getting both sides of the story. And overall I am really sad for oc. I feel like she doesn't really belong to any world. I mean she always felt lonely in the human world and even the supernatural world is not her place (yet). The dreams are making it a lot more interesting. Just the possibilities of them. Their bond has to be so strong. I really want to see how it evolves. And her third eye, so much mystery.

I also really hope that she tells Chae what happened she needs somebody to talk to. I get her concerns but this is not a solution. She can't bottle it all up.

Also can we talk about how I yearn for every interaction between these two. It's so full of emotions. The sadness, the yearning. I need them together, please. At least they can meet each other in their dreams. And the beach is such a special place🥺

And the smut. I was not ready. It was so hot. But it's too good to be true and I want to know what happens next but I am not ready at all.

As I said I can't wait for the next part. Thank you so much for writing such an intense story. It's really amazing. You are amazing. Thank you

Have a good comeback weekend and take care💕

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omg hi 🎀 anon!!!! i was looking forward to your review!! so glad you liked it 🥺🥺🥺

you made such a great point about oc! she really never fitted in the "normal" world and she knows too little about the underworld to be a part of it... maybe next part she will finally find her purpose in all this? 😌 and yes, i'd love if she opened up to chae, too! not only bc she needs to share it with someone, but also bc chae is so worried about her 🥺

about their interactions - i feel THE SAME. i love writing them together and i keep coming back to reread their parts like dkkajdkakdj 🥺🥺 i can't wait until they get to know each other more! also glad that you liked the dream scenes bc they were my favorite thing to write this chapter! AND THE SMUT KSJJSJDJJ glad you liked that too 😋

thank you sooo much for reading & sharing your thoughts with me! when i say i look forward to your reviews i MEAN it believe me 🥺🥺🥺

#🎀 anon #fic:saudade #ask

[kimvvantae]

was thinking... saudade!tae not only fits the sexy vampire trope, he also fits the sexy ceo trope AND, if you squint really hard, the sugar daddy trope since my man's old af. we stan a versatile king 🤩

#fic:saudade #isa speaks #i love him sm #mama i'm in love with my fictional character #😵😵