#feels like shit

[wizardsisananimal]

the energy in here the balance on this site is OFF without her you've removed a vital organ from the site #savewizardonline. i feel sick. #illness

#savewizardonline #scrying #illness #vile #4 humors off WACK #feels like shit

[lovedincandlelight]

i love my medication!!!!!!!!!!

#feels like shit #thanks prozac #txt!?

[takamoris]

Me: I want to run Binding Coil of Bahamut synced so I can get the full experience and actually enjoy the fights instead of having a party of level 90s roflstomp the bosses in five seconds for me. I had that for the ARR Extreme trials and it took the fun out of it, only being worth it for the mounts I got. When I experience this part of the story that I hear is really important and integral to later expansions and a certain character's development, I want to do it the way god (Yoshi-P) intended. How can I make this happen?

Every Reddit thread on the subject ever: You can't. Run it unsynced instead. Put up a party finder. Make sure you do it unsynced. Mention that it's your first time so vets will want to actually join you for the bonus rewards. Let them join as level 90 and carry you through so you can just watch the cutscenes. Don't ever try Duty Finder. And do it unsynced.

#Like okay I guess I'll just go fuck myself #I mean it makes sense why people don't really want to do it that way anymore #If they've already completed the raid why do it again? #But the fact that they're all saying no one does it synced and that you're not likely to get a party for it #And making it feel like people look down upon new players for actually wanting to experience the game.. like... properly? #Feels like shit #Come on guys I know there are some out there #I guess I just have to make a group of friends in game who are specifically okay with running old content synced for me #Because I can't stand the 'let vets stomp the boss for you' type of mentality #I'll do that myself once I've hit level 90 and I need to grind for drops #THEN I'll do unsynced #But not a moment before. #My first playthrough is something important. #(This is coming from the lunatic who waited two hours for Urth's Fount to pop in Duty Finder because she didn't Know™)

[lillylunala]

the easter max poot poot post was so powerful tumblr had to shadowban it

#ok but fr #tumblr fucking stop it #keeps hiding my posts from all tags #feels like shit

[are-we-really-doing-this]

YEAH I’m sad you massive bitch ☹️

#I haven’t said shit but goddamn #feels like shit #hi bwyan. bye bwyan. #aew lb

[coco-romcom]

I have been treated mean my hole teenage years and my brain accepted that as normal, as the norm, "I deserve to be treated this way" "they are being this much of an horrible person because is good for me" "this is how it should be" and now i don't know how to be kind, I don't know how to be treated with respect, I don't know how it is to feel powerful because I have always been told to keep my head low, and when someone else is nice and kind I don't know how to answer and I feel pathetic and dumb

Oh man I'm so scared

#diario #men aint shit #oh god this is so cringe #feels like shit

[poorlemons]

Ripping and tearing at big emotion with my teeth

#neil moment #text post #im #hrhrgrgrggrgggg #feels like shit #my brain hurts #and i nearly cried while trying and failing to do math #actually i did cry a lil bit

[berrymeter]

ngl not a big fan about coming forward abt being a like. member of my own & just. being addressed as our Singlet name. when my name is right there.

#perth.txt #yeah yeah i get it im perth we're all perth #but i was using my proxy. my name was right there. #feels like shit #i do think im one of the hands though so like fun #means im... too much lmaoo

[tunder]

I haven’t posted on tumblr in ages but I have to do something because positing on twitter feels like a crime at this rate I fucking hate everything that it’s becoming and all the ridiculous policies. I have been a user since like I was 13 and that’s just so much time in void I’m afraid. I guess I’ll just post useless things here now because the outrage I am feeling is beyond comprehension. This motherfucker shut down an ethical AI and algorithms department im gonna kill him with my bare hands

#tunder.txt #<- me making my own text tag I’m really cool #I really have to leave twitter and learn to navigate my news in a different way #feels like shit #any recommendations about this situation would be great #I hate Elon

[randomalistic]

Selfshippers who ship with weird/unappealing characters. I love you. Like hell yeah you go get with Mr Crocker. Go get with lord faarquad

#I get it. #EMBRACE THAT SHIT #it’s such a fucking power move and I gain so much respect for u #also I’d like to add I selfship with spamton neo and king candybug #if that makes you feel any better #selfship #txt #1k

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Must be a Sugondese joke.

#dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #laios touden #senshi #Looks like I won't be able to post this on dungeon meshi thursday so instead I will have a fun past/future conversation #This is wednesday me who has not seen the episode yet but I have such a strong feeling that it is going to be extremely special. #*This* fight is what the first arc has been building up to and it has *so* many incredible moments. #We're going to see the chilchuck knife throw! The leg sacrifice! The bones! #Watch them ramp up the quality this episode and go wild with the frantic action of 'oh god our plan is going to shit'. #Hello. Me of the future who just watched the episode. #I knew it was going to be good but that...that blew my mind completely. My high expectations were beyond met. My god. #I'm just speechless at how well they handled everything. The leg. The tension. That ENDING. #If you have not already: PLEASE watch Dungeon Meshi.

[littlelightfish]

Does... does this implies that... Chilchuck is the tallest of them all...? If they were all haflings, it's oficial that yes. Now, look at me play my game.

Chilchuck is said to be tall for a hafling, and he is. The avarage would be 100 cms, and he's 110 Laios is a tallman, but he's also tall for his race (the average height is 180cm for men, he's 185).

Marcille is 160 (elves are 150 and tall men 170, so we good here, I'd say she's average too). Sehshi is 140, he's actually taller than the average for male dwarves (135). And Itzusumi is shorter than the avatage of female tallmen (170), being only 150.

So far, if they all changed to the same race at the same time, Itzusumi would always be the shortest, followed my marcille. Senshi and Laios should be around the same height since theyre both 5 cms taller than the avarage (I know that as haflings Laios is taller, maybe he keeps being taller than Senshi just because). And Chilchuck would be the tallest. He's 10 cms taller than the avarage of his race after all.

Might this useless information hunt you until the end of your days.

#dungeon meshi #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #senshi of izganda #senshi #marcille donato #Marcille #itsuzumi #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon #guys why the hell did you liked this post so much #i feel honored but what #my shit

[rose-madder-gaze]

for posterity. can't rationalize using it for another two months just to reach 3k, so here's the closest round number.

#chatter #not gonna tag it duo bc people are sharing alternatives in the tag and I don't wanna bury them #feels like shit #would've been a decade of using it in september lmfao

[earlandthedyinggirl]

Stupid bitch good luck maintaining an having loving relationships/ friendships , like you think everyone's competition an it's pretty disgusting, I give you all my resources, reliable,websites walk you through everything an soon as you have all the info you need , you jus stop talking me ? Like I scare you that much boo? Not gonna get very far with the mindset of I'm better than everyone else and I must fight off all the hot girls an prey on an advertise girls I find less attractive than me because I'm so so terrified of being liked less.. pick me ass attitude, fuck you, Fuck You,FUCK YOU !!!!

#shitty friends #what a shitshow #feels like shit #pick me girl #disgusting #i hate tags #aesthetic #girls who tweak #just girly posts #white xans #writing #art #sellingcontent #nature photography #nature #like im genuinely so tired of giving away these pieces of myself to motherfuckers who jus take an take an take from me like FUCK YOU

[coco-romcom]

I'm feeling down so it's time for venting

Man, I hate feeling alone, I mean, I enjoy my alone time and my self but recently I'm just feeling alone.

Big part of the idea of this blog was to use it for venting out and exactly that, feeling heard mainly because I was moving to a different state to study and I knew I was about to getting major alone time, but it's not te alone time, it's the feeling I have no one to back me up, I have solved major incidents in my room alone, and I have done in my natal state too, but now it just feels like if I fuck it up there is no one I can ask for help and it depress me, the idea of having no one to count on is just hurting because I know it will only get worst, I just hit twenty and I feel hopeless, there is no one i can turn in for help and even if I ask for it I'm scared of being a burden, the people here are just fake and have always been everywhere but now I just get off the buss, walk eight blocks and get home to cry a little, and I know the most logical solution is "get back home" but I don't want to be the failure that returns home w/out a degree or a job just because "she was feeling sad" that's shitting on my parents real hard work on getting me here in the first place.

Maybe it's the 20 years of not a single man given a fuck to me, and the only one to was supposed to disapearing an re appearing when ever he feels like, but i want to be taken care of, to someone to treat me like someting delicate, because i ha e been learning to take care of my self because i can't truly count in no one else other than my self and it is fucking trying

#vent #diario #feels like shit #oh god this is so cringe

[inkskinned]

you're in the habit of denying yourself things.

if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.

but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?

what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.

and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.

you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.

so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.

it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.

sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.

oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.

#warm up #this isn't good #writeblr #this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3 #but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker #and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS #the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!? #..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much. #on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt #and medical debt #i will put that first little bit of cash #into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments) #i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option #but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver #oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs