#fari talks 💕

[yuhenglesbian]

The naming of ‘Oshi no Ko’ is so so clever. I'm sure people have talked about it already but every time I think about it I am so genuinely impressed at Akasaka's cleverness.

The most direct translation is of course "My Idol's Child". It reflects the surface-level view of the story so well: An isekai-esque story about a man who has been reincarnated as the child of his favourite idol.

But then you have "The Girl that You Support". And it really lets you see the whole story as something you must unravel as a reader from the point of seeing Aqua's and/or Ruby's and/or the rest of the characters' actions as manifestations of the desire to love and to be loved.

Especially because "子" in Japanese isn't just used for the girl child — it isn't a gendered term to the best of my knowledge. "子" is child, so the title may also read as "The Child that You Support". And it is the story of children — or people who have been children — who haven't been supported wholly, and who are looking for ways to support each other.

Whether it is Ruby and Aqua's desire to avenge Ai, who was barely an adult when she was killed. Whether it is Aqua's own fears about the women in his life, all of whom are in the showbiz and his attempts to make sure they are protected even at the cost of him being harmed. Whether it is Akane's willingness to go wherever Aqua goes because she wants to share the burden of his pain, or the way Arima doesn't leave the revived B-Komachi until she is sure that they will be alright without her. And even the smaller singular arc-limited instances: Yuki choosing to calm Akane who is having a breakdown and later the entire Love Today cast being immediately onboard with saving Akane's reputation.

Throughout the story, the children consistently step in to protect each other when the adults have shorthanded in or are unwilling to do so. Over and over again, the horrors of the industry everyone is placed in is touched upon through a child/teenager in the business and as a viewer, you are made to witness these horrors and the way it impacts them.

Everything about the story is so very well done, it almost makes me a little ill. It's so very brilliantly thought through.

#oshi no ko #fari talks 💕 #fari's manga current reads #sorry i am incapable of shutting up #this has been on my mind for days now #mentally i am rattling the windows of akasaka's house for what they've done #also because whichever interpretation speaks to you as you read the story #is also reflective of how you're viewing the story #oshi no ko meta #im so enamoured by akasaka idt yall get it

[sea-shelly]

2, 4, 5, 12, 29 💕

2.  thoughts on veganism?

Personally I could never......if parma ham is wrong I don't want to be right

4. mythical creature you think/believe is real?

Oh like I absolutely believe in beanshees and the faries in general (the irish types not the disney type)...it's pretty normal for a lot of irish people to believe in them but like we are comically cagey about it....part of the mythology is that it's insulting to them to talk about them and certainly never say or type any sort of doubt....@survivngthedrive back me up here pls like we all believe in them and we will never ever talk about it!! I am not a crackpot!!

5. favorite form of potato?

Garlic gratin potato......if heaven is real that's the food

12.  brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?

My skin is a sensitive bitch so sorry to be a grandmother but clarins and clinique and clarins and clinique ONLY

29. preferred pasta noodle?

Firsy of all, I love the term pasta noodle!! We don't call them that lmao they're all just pasta!!! My favourite is probably fusilli?? More surface area for sauce!

#tysm! #ask tag #bought some parma ham after work hence parma ham on the brain

[thesoftestmess]

it's really happening marriage equality has finally arrived in germany 🌈🌈🌈

#i can actually really dream of marrying a woman one day can u believe #i'm gonna listen to my gayest playlist today and cry!!!!! #😭💕🌈 #lgbtq #german #fari talks

[softforeveryonecuzimsoft]

Hey! Can I request an idol life ship with a male s/o?

I’m 5"3, and i have a really soft voice. I’m fairly quite and awkward until you get to know me, them I won’t shut up, I’ll still be mumbling though. I’m pretty low-key with everything I do and could probably sit in a room unnoticed. I love art, writing, reading, and listening to music immensely. My fears are more on the irrational side being things like ghosts and Faris wheels (don’t ask). I love trying new things whenever I get the chance but half the time I chicken out right before i do it. I’m sort of really anti-social and prefer to stay inside, this doesn’t mean I don’t crave attention and love a lot though. My current hobbies are musical theater and astronomy. I’m in the smarter part of the population and I’m always willing to help others if they need it.

Thank you in advance and have an awesome day/night!

Company: Jyp Entertainment

7 member Girl group

Name: 2HART

Concept: Sweet/Cute

Fandom colors: Light Blue

Fandom Name: GumGum Bears

Debut Song: Talking To Your Heart

Debut date: March 15th

Best friends:

Day6 Dowoon:

Nct Mark:

Red Velvet Yeri:

Boyfriend Stray Kids Han:

Hope you enjoy your ship 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

@got7chaos

#kpop ships #idol life ships #stray kids ship #red velvet #softbitch requests #stray kids #nct #nct mark #red velvet yeri

[yuhenglesbian]

Thinking about Sarina Tendouji, Ruby Hoshino and Arima Kana and the similarities all of their relationships with their respective mothers share with each other...

What is that one quote, “Mothers and daughters exist as wretched mirrors of each other. You are all that I could have been and you are all that I might become.”? And the damning sense of failure when you find yourself unable to be the person your mother has dreamt up for both herself and you.

#oshi no ko #i will be back tomorrow when my thoughts are in better order #but aha #the lost sense of security when you realise you were only a vessel for your mother to fulfil her dreams #and you cannot fulfil them for her #how do you convince yourself that you are worth something after you have destroyed your mother's dreams a second time? #fari talks 💕 #fari's manga current reads #arima kana #ruby hoshino #sarina tendouji

[yuhenglesbian]

“Not everything needs to be said out loud. Especially not what you said.”

— my brother kicking me out of his room because I said Arima Kana x Aqua Hoshino is functionally the same as NaruSasu

#i am correct though!!!! #abandoned child who wants the world to love them x abandoned child who will set the world on fire for what theyve done to them #feat. the desperation of wanting to keep each other alive because they see you for who you are #i can actually talk at length about it #it hit me when arima kana talked about how she would do anything if someone just saw her for HER and wanted her around #tell me that's not my boy naruto uzumaki #look me in the eye and tell me arima's desire to be wanted is not the same as naruto's #fari talks 💕 #oshi no ko #narusasu #i cant believe he kicked me out I won't lie

[yuhenglesbian]

I always feel so god awfully sad for Miyo. Like I read the manga a while ago, and the anime is airing now and just. To be abandoned so callously by a father who did at some point love you, is so heartbreaking.

They address and deal with it in the manga itself, and they do it very well but it just breaks my heart because of course, Miyo knows it and has learnt to deal with it but the years that must've led to that learning? The heartbreak of losing not just your mother to death but also your father. The insecurity from being discarded because she is deemed not as good as her step-sister... And then the subsequent anxiety she feels over the possibility of Kudo finding out she's "not special" and abandoning her. It's just really painful whenever I think about it, I won't lie

#watakekkon #watashi no shiawase na kekkon #fari's anime watchlist #it just makes me so upset #and it might be a bit because im always projecting onto characters who lose their father's good regard #but i think about it on and off ever since i first read watakekkon and it makes me so sad #fari talks 💕

[yuhenglesbian]

where WHERE is chapter 124 of oshi no ko i don't know how many more days i can hang on.....

#i miss it so much #i have too many questions to be left hanging like this #i saw the raws sometime over the weekend so the translation??? should??? be available???? #except there is no onk 124 in sight #i dont even hear about it anymore #how am i supposed to go on like this #oshi no ko #fari's manga current reads #fari talks 💕

[yuhenglesbian]

I want to talk about the lyrics of Yoasobi's “Idol” with reference to Ai Hoshino of course because the song is evidently about her but also in reference to Arima Kana and how she is perceived both by others and by herself.... Maybe I will write it out over the weekend.

#oshi no ko #fari talks 💕 #sorry all i think about is arima kana #she is very very dear to me #because i am first and foremost a sucker for idols with low self-esteem #you'd see it immediately if you saw me when i was into kpop #for context: i finally got round to watching ep 11 of the onk anime

[yuhenglesbian]

sometimes i go on my defunct kpopfic sideblog and it is always an experience

#it's a funny experience mostly #because not counting the timestamp imagines #there's only TWO complete fics there. #one is the cutest thing i ever wrote personally feat. yeosang ateez #and the other is the filthiest thing i ever wrote personally feat. mark lee nct #guess which one REALLY made it big #blog management #fari talks 💕 #it's so funny to me good lord #i miss both being into kpop and writing #one of those can be remedied

[yuhenglesbian]

about me:

hi! im fari/hina (either works; most nicknames work too).

im 24.

my preferred pronouns are he/they. she/her works as well but not too liberally.

im a lesbian

this used to be an idol producer/nine percent blog back in 2018-19 — you might've known me as zhengtongue, i think.

at present, i intend to turn this into largely a danmei/baihe and animanga blog. this will continue to be a writing blog – i will be uploading my fics and poems here (there might be some cross-posting from my other socials).

expected content:

danmei/baihe: mo dao zu shi || scum villain's self saving system || mo du || jwqs (clear and muddy loss of love) || erha (i'll edit to add more as i read)

animanga: oshi no ko || watakekkon || naruto || banana fish || akayona || cardcaptor sakura || revolutionary girl utena || saezurutori wa habatakanai || other shojosei works

others: honkai star rail || path to nowhere || ensemble stars || genshin impact || honkai impact

i think that is mostly all from me. im not really into the kpop/cpop scene anymore. my asks are always open and im open to fic reqs for any of the listed content. my old masterlist for 9% can be found in my bio.

#blog management #fari talks 💕 #i think this is about it #i would link my rentry but that's extremely clustered #might pin this post so people can know. #once i start posting my writing here #i'll set up a new masterlist #anyhow #hope everyone's well #feel free to ignore this mwah

[yuhenglesbian]

you know i really have no clue what i want to do here. like i come and i rt stuff but ah. should i cross post my poetry here? do you want to hear my thoughts about yut-lung banana fish? do you want incomplete fics and blurbs i have?

#sorry im going through it a bit #this used to be a proper fic blog more or less #but ah. #im like hardly writing fics anymore #especially not for idp or even kpop #if you saw my twitter i just post a shameful amount about naruto #do you want to hear me talk about narusasu #idek anymore #i just miss being here i think lol #blog management #fari talks 💕

[yuhenglesbian]

Sorry for nostalgia posting but ah. i hope my anon(s) from when I used to be an idol producer writing blog are doing well. I was going through my anon asks tab and it made me a bit nostalgic.

[Also lesbian anon, if you're still around on tumblr, you will not believe what I realised about myself.]

#fari talks 💕 #idp tumblr was a fun time #although everyone - me included - has moved on to other things #i hope everyone is well and happy #also because i found asks from the time close oomfs stopped writing #i hope zhuilove and biwenjunsrepository are well wherever they are #i hope my anon(s) are well too #if youre around please talk to me again ilyou guys

[yuhenglesbian]

if you want to go into academia and pursue a higher education, please consider going into a bar to pick up chicks and pursuing your health insurance company regarding their coverage for therapy

#picking a university for your phd? why dont you pick up some bitches instead #im very serious btw #i have a masters in psychology #and a desire to do phd #it would be better to have a desire for flesh #all i do anymore is start crying anytime someone older is kind to me #get yourself to therapy instead of getting a degree #academic validation has ruined my life #fari talks 💕 #im very stressed out. idk what im going to do if i dont get into a program w funding this year

[yuhenglesbian]

deleting so many drafted things. this account is basically being spring cleaned

#blog management #fari talks 💕 #please ignore 9% posting if you didn't know me from idp tumblr

[yuhenglesbian]

will someone teach me (once again) how to edit your tumblr blog i am in severe need of help and that is getting in the way of my escaping twitter's hellpit

#fari talks 💕 #blog management