#everything just sucks rn im sivk of being alone

[milfygerard]

all i wanna do is sleep but instead im here having Negative Thoughts And Emotions

#barry.txt #i blame my blonde hair it feels evil #i need yhis shit to be green ASAP #man. im almost 20 and i cant even get a steady job #or an unstesdy job #or go to school #or do anything that will actually matter #i miss my mom shes in florida and i havent seen her in so long i want my mom #i jist gave ul on my therapist bc i love her but she was god awful at zoom therapy #god #everything just sucks rn im sivk of being alone #i just want to sleep #kill me im so tired #i feel like a child #i want to be better #its so. im so sick of waiting #and then failing when the moment comes #im just not fit to take care of myself no matter how much i want to #i dont have the drive to learn #im just. so sick of my own bullshit u know?