#even when im angry and i thik i want to be alone all i can think about is how i wanna be angry but with other people

[transgaysex]

i ;eft my room to go to the bathroom and cucho came up to me and i immediately started crying more than i already was before

#wind howls #i read all of ikoku nikki today. i finished it just now and cried a lot #its good but i dont wanna think about it for a while because some stuff just. made me feel a lot of stuff #surprising. when a manga covering types of loneliness makes the deathly lonely guy feel lonely (this is sarcasm) #man. i hope i make friends at my next college. i hope i can hang out with my current friends more. #i wish i were able to live with my boyfriend already #i guess im more on edge because i spent literally almost all the weekend on my own with only cucho with me. #and i do love the little guy but he cant exactly hug me or talk back to me #i dont do well being alone. even when i want to decompress from being surrounded with people i do that by being with my besties. #even when im angry and i thik i want to be alone all i can think about is how i wanna be angry but with other people #im not very good at being on my own. i suppose not having a job and being at home all the time doesnt help me either. #i hope i can find something soon.