#even tho somehow they go out of their eay to be like. yeah u said u wanted to be more distant. which i revoked like 3 days later when i

[cringefailfagcat]

god i just love having little to no autonomy with the relationship with my ex who i have to be friends with

#like #the breakup wasnt mutual the stopping fucking wasnt mutual the blocking me wasnt mutual #the pushing me away and splitting the friend group and cucking me from one of our shared friends wasnt mutual #like bitch. ffs #said shared friend legit has more control over things than i do since theyre the one who passes messages on #and at group events its not like i can have a sitdown talk with them #even tho somehow they go out of their eay to be like. yeah u said u wanted to be more distant. which i revoked like 3 days later when i #got out of that depressive episode but shared friend decided to leave that fact out #tho tbh distance isnt bad #its not good tho #i just fucking hate this shit #i cant leave them but i cant stop feeling shit for them even when im mad #its stupid (probably bpd lol)