#especiallyyyyy in places outside of tumblr. single muses are super rare outside of tumblr rpc from my experience??

[velvetineblue]

idk if anyone else can Relate or get this, but... is it weird that I feel cringey and self-conscious sometimes about being a mostly single muse blog… ? because 99% of my rp friends have multi’s or run multiple blogs and I've only known a couple people like me who almost entirely write one muse…… and most aren’t active anymore. so sometimes i'm like “what’s wrong with meeeeee” shshsjja

formal apology for being like this ajsjjsj I really wish it wasn’t so tbh— I have so many other muses I’d like to give more spotlight to, and I also want to write a bigger variety of things with my moots, things that don't apply or work for Tai. but… I just can’t motivate myself to rp my other oc’s consistently. and this fact annoys me too tbh ajsjjsj perhaps more than it annoys anyone else … this is probably why I bully tai so much: it gets on my NERVEs how he monopolizes most of my rp muse 😒😒 MAYBE IT'S WHY I PUT HIM THROUGH SO MUCH ANGST. it's what he deserves for being an attention-hungry brat.....

#especiallyyyyy in places outside of tumblr. single muses are super rare outside of tumblr rpc from my experience?? #mostly I'm sorry that I can't deliver more variety in my writing; I fear it makes my writing a bit boring compared to multis😅😅 #but I have many amazing multi-muse friends I can recommend tho * jazz hands at my moots * #it doesn’t highlyyyy bother me tho bc i love writing tai sm..... so no need for reassurance or anything sjdjjsj #just thiNKING ALOUD--