#especially with regard to fuuta for me considering i see myself in him. just not as stubborn and in denial.

[astrxealis]

read. a translation of the audio drama and i haven't listened to it yet so idk just HOW exactly it is just wow i am. wow

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #eyebrows furrowed (idk how to explain this emotion. this feeling) #this is so complex... complicated...... i honestly am not sure anymore. i think fuuta deserves to be forgiven but? #the thing is he's. wow. he found out the deal with milgram which is impressive #and he's the kind of guy who puts up a sort of 'front'. and tbh the 'excuses' he makes are very understandable #<- single guy who takes the blame for the sins of many #the thing is that he still doesn't yk... but he obviously feels guilty even if he keeps denying that he /killed/ them #yeah this 2nd trial for fuuta is more on his guilt and his yk towards himself and to es and to milgram #fuuta. what an interesting character for real #i'm a bit scared honestly bcs i think if he's voted 'guilty' he might... commit yk #the line he drew over his picture in the mv w the rest of them. a red line crossing his neck. yeah #but being voted guilty restrains you physically and mentally right? that's why i'm fine w voting haruka guilty #but i'm still conflicted about that too ngl but ultimately innocent -> guilty -> innocent works for him. but idk for fuuta... #guilty -> innocent -> innocent imo. maybe guilty -> guilty -> innocent but i don't really think so but idk #the thng is rn i'm doing the exact thing es and fuuta fought for (?). not in an entertainment way bcs i'm yk eyebrows furrowed and all #but in a way that i'm still. partaking in deciding the fates of these characters. do i even have the right to? #especially with regard to fuuta for me considering i see myself in him. just not as stubborn and in denial. #so interesting and worrisome and. wow. milgram is so genius #i sincerely doubt milgram will have any sort of happy ending... i wonder what are the possibilities the writers planned for?