#esp bc i think he struggles a bit with expressing how he feels adequately

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#it’s kind of my read into bakugo when it comes to themes of regret and reconciliation (with many things) #bc it’s how i feel like i understand him the most #i think he lives with a lot of regret as he matures!!! probably cringes at the embarrassing shit he did in middle school #and how difficult it is for him to kind of correct things #esp bc i think he struggles a bit with expressing how he feels adequately #lowkey feel like theres lots of miscomm when it comes to what he means vs what comes out/how it sounds #and also i think theres always going to be a part of him that will never be satisfied making up for his wrongs #idt he’ll ever feel like it’s enough bc damage done is still damage done #and honestly u break up bc of that #in the middle of ur relationship i think that regret eats at him a lot and it carries over to his feelings w u #and i feel like in an effort to salvage / prevent damage from being done / prevent him from regretting anything in your relationship #he breaks it off #but honestly that’s the dumbest thing he can do bc he regrets it even more now haha #so the fic will touch on all those things!! #im anticipating it to be longer than 7k for sure! cos there’s a lot to unpack i feel #but yea ! pls let me know ! #also the music that inspires me for this are: #1. will it ever feel the same (bazzi) #2. xx (the millennial club) #3. when it’s just you and i (the millennial club) #4. sunbleach (christian kuria) <- this one the most omfg #5. thinking bout you (rei brown & joji) #6. could i be somebody (rei brown) #7. waiting for you (rei brown) #not necessarily bc of the lyrics but more the ~~vibes of it THO some lyrics hit too #ANYWAY THATS ALL thank u for listening to me blabber #shotorus.process #will any of you even be interested in an ex bakugo fic #there are so many good ones out there alr 😭😭😭