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tainted-sweet-meats · 5 months
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Another Vent Oc that I don't think I have shared here. This is actually a persona of mine. While I do have a main fursona I do have many personas that represent a lot of things in my life that I have outgrown in terms of toxic behaviors towards myself or things I have been through. Mainly jumping into toxic relationships as a form of self harm hence their character habits. N-1 Was created when I had I.Ded as NB at a time in my early 20's not realizing what I was in my transness and still figuring myself out..I had a ton of self-body hate as well. Keep in mind this character has been twisted into extremes I still use them as an Oc to vent with at times now as an oc you can read more about their info under the cut vvvvvvv
Full name: N-1 ( Negative-one) Gender/ sexuality: Nonbinary,??? Pronouns: They/Them Size: 9"1' Species: Demon of Coveting BirthPlace/Birthday: ???/ was never born Zodiac Sign: ???
Voiceclaim: N/A (bolded text is their demonic voice)
Speech quirk "I can never be what you want me to be..so I will love myself in self-injury!!" "Please show me your human love... conquer my heart..devour me entirely in unrestrained covet." "You're not very passionate..your love is clearly false..surely I should render your flesh from your body to show you my true affections." "I love breaking those who are mine... their submission to me is sweet. Oh, how they fluster me in such a way."
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General info
N-1 is a creature that derives their life force from self pain, be it infliction to self or seeking out human lovers they know will never love them unconditionally. They are supernatural being that couldn't have come into existence without the help of humans. Human suffering through unrequited love created them. 
Do not be fooled by their pretty words, they love nothing more than to hunt humans to eventually grow bored of them and rip them apart. Their entire body is a walking weapon. They are entirely nude, even their faux heels are attached to their flesh. This is a part of themselves they severely hate. While they despise their femininity in every form be it body and more, they covet the femininity in humans. When they are in a state of mania their hair tends to attack itself, ripping away at their own skin to find relief from whatever is distressing them.
Their compacity for love is not human and is linked to extremes. Like most demons, their body and words are their absolute weaponry against mankind. A human should never try to love this creature because it will be their eventual demise.
Human interaction
N-1 is a highly coveting creature, with humans, they become entranced with the idea of a human versus the human themselves. They are enamored by a human's fragility and volatile emotional state of mind. There is something broken and yet complete about a human, that demons like N-1 enjoy. N-1 is entranced by their sense of choice, while they follow basic instincts, humans do not... humans are able to learn beyond it. An N-1 covets this nature of them.
With a human, they don't understand how a demon's body functions..... a human could easily succumb to their form of love. They give pretty words to their human lovers and reward them with bodily lacerations and even death. N-1 claims this is how they show their love for said human and they wish for said human to do the same to them. Though no human can truly conquer N-1, let alone cause a fatal blow to kill them. This angers N-1 to react violently to destroy and render said human, just to search for another who can fulfill their needs. N-1 claims if said human loved them enough said human would inflict the same pain they inflict on them. To show they truly love them unconditionally...
Likes: Human flesh, body worship, submission of others, self-lacerating, devouring lovers, women, coveting humans, collecting lovers Dislikes:  Their femininity, the dominance of a man
Summoning: Negativity in relationships, the sexual obsession with the flesh, coveting another, salt surrounding a bed or resting place Offerings: sexual rituals, gold, goat hearts, self inflictions at their alter
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ritakimillustrations · 10 months
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I cannot wait to colour this, I am so excited and I hope you guys are too!! I will also be posting here more often, including wips as Twitter is a shitshooowww
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grittysurrealism · 4 years
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Im just gonna be a hypocrite and post a picture of a headless woman; a common form of sexual objectification ⁠ ⁠ 'In My Present State I Am Still Incomplete' prints are available on @shopwitchsy https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/3ajoZqX
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Ipomoea Alba, 2021 https://ritakimillustrations.carrd.co/
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In Your Arms, 2020 https://ritakimillustrations.carrd.co/
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Forget-me-not, 2020 https://ritakimillustrations.carrd.co/
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grittysurrealism · 4 years
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This is a digital frame, but I love to sell my prints in frames like this!⁠ ⁠ 'I feel confined, only free to expand myself within boundaries'⁠ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁠ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4⁠ ⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2IfnhKS
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grittysurrealism · 5 years
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"Innocence is Life" is a Halloween look⁠ ⁠ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁠ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4 ⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2Je0JuX
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grittysurrealism · 4 years
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"You talk about redefining my identity. I want a guarantee that I can still be myself" would be an excellent gift to give, because alienating your relatives would be hilarious!⁠ ⁠ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁠ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/34l4OWE
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grittysurrealism · 4 years
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"All things change in a dynamic environment"⁠ ⁠ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁠ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4 ⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2NDUt2f
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grittysurrealism · 5 years
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My fantasy is to make "In my present state I am still incomplete" into a Halloween costume⁠ ⁠ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁠ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ ⁠ ⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2Wq7M9q
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grittysurrealism · 5 years
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I lack the most basic processes inherent in all living organisms⁠ ⁠ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁠ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4⁠ …⁠ ..⁠ .⁠ ⁠ ⁠ posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2ZvF32J
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grittysurrealism · 5 years
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Nothing like loading a painting up for a show and seeing something wrong with it! So I packed my palette too! I was never fully happy with this painting so I've just finished up a definitive repaint. posted on Instagram - http://bit.ly/2Vb92j2
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papercutpix · 5 years
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“Wunderkammer” received another bump in viewers from @cultofweird Delighted to have my short film feature on the same Best of 2018 list as Bigfoot erotica 😘 #animation #stopmotion #paperpuppets #indieanimation #eroguro #eroticgrotesque https://www.instagram.com/p/BsIk745HVQi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=aqv88rhoupzx
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grittysurrealism · 5 years
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“By acquiring abody I have become subject to the possibility of dying” 2017, oil on canvas⁣ ⁣ prints are available on @shopwitchsy⁣ https://bit.ly/2uUEHq4⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ posted on Instagram - http://bit.ly/2FSpxpG
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grittysurrealism · 5 years
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Thats definitely a head, I have no idea what else posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2TOimDS
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